Veliko proljetno čišćenje - My world... only mine

subota, 15.04.2006.

Veliko proljetno čišćenje

Eto, uskoro će biti mjesec dana kako je počelo novo godišnje doba... predivno proljeće... obožavam ga... ptice cvrkuću, sunce sja (well, sort off), kaputi se spremaju u ormare... vade se lepršave suknjice i haljinice (bar ja), oblače se lagane jaknice... napokon se spremaju one debele veste... ovo proljeće za mene predstavlja jedan veliki preokret u mom životu... jedan jako veliki preokret... veliko proljetno čišćenje... mjenjanje sebe... ne sad u nekoj velikoj mjeri, ali ono... iz vana naravno ostajem ista, jer sam usprkos nekih svojih sitnih kompleksa, relativno zadovoljna sama sa sobom! Mislim, ne želim bit ono-joj, kako sam ružna... samo kako bi mi drugi govorili: joj, nisi, kaj bi bila ružna... To me pomalo živcira, iako fakat znam to radit, no to je podsvjesno i onda sama sebi idem na živce... Nego, danas sam rekla da ću pospremit svoju sobu... from bottom to top! to je onak... početak... više manje... Zatim, počet ću sa čišćenjem svog društvenog života... jer, u mom životu su neke osobe, koje jednostavno više nisu zaslužile da tu budu. A ima osoba koje možda baš žele uči u moj život a ja im to ne dopuštam. to je dosta peh i sa strane te osobe i sa moje strane. stvar je u tome kaj sam dosta zatvorena kad su te stvari u pitanju i veoma se bojim da ne budem povrijeđena. zato ne puštam osobe tako olako u moj život. zna se desit da ima osoba za koje ja želim da uđu u moj život, i one žele u moj, ali im ja to opet ne dopuštam... to je taj strah. pa bila ta osoba samo prijatelj. kao što se sad dogodilo s eddom. bio mi je dobar frend. ali da on ide srat svojem razredu da sam ja zaljubljena u njega i tak neke brije, i neznam ni ja kaj je sve ljudima ispričao, fakat nisam više mogla izdržat. jebemu, pa fakat. No, ne želim se zadržavat na njemu. On je otišao iz mog života isto onako kako je i ušao. upravo tako. ne zapravo baš tako. ili da... neznam... naglo je ušao a i naglo je i izašao... nema veze... dosta... jedino će opet uč iduće god jer ću doć u njegov razred... al nema veze... DOSTA!!!!! dosta!!! dosta!!! uglavnom, tu je započelo moje proljetno čišćenje... razmišljala sam da otvorim svoj ormar i vidim kaj bi nosila a kaj ne, da se riješm viškova robe... da ne skuplja prašinu u ormaru :P trebala bi učit povijest, ali mi se neda.. no proljeće je i ja ću si dati truda ispravit onu smrdljivu jedinicu. grrr... moja se glazba sada počela temeljiti na nečem laganom... tipa pjesma ''Love is in the air'' od John Paul Younga... ne, nisam zaljubljena, ali je ta pjesma tako... kajjaznam... lijepa :D i pjesma ''ain't it funny'' od J.Lo iako tu ženu nemrem smislit... al taj latino ritam je baš onak... neznam... za ove dane... ili pjesma ''Always with me, always with you'' od Joe Satriani-a... no, tu su još uvijek pjesme: ''hello, i love you'' i ''the crystal ship'' od doorsa... kao i njihov ''roadhouse blues'' i ''people are strange''. Zatim, za one malo tužnije dane, predlažem Goo Goo dolls i pjemsu ''Iris'' koja mi je zaista predivna, a sviđa se i mojem clownu. ili možda ''Here without you'' od grupe 3 doors down. Ta je pjesma više onak ako si totalno zbediran i ako baš trebaš plakat,a nadam se da se niko ne bu plakal jer je ovo proljeće tako lijepo počelo. e da.. i još par pjesama... sa svoje liste nikad ne izostavljam pjesmu ''strange kind of woman'' od Deep Purplea, koja mi je jednostavno najdraža od svih cerek cerek cerek cerek cerek cerek . Također preporučam pjesmu ''shine on you crazy diamond'' od Floyda. Preporučam onu dulju verziju od 17 i pol minuta... puno je bolja. meni se više nekak sviđa. sada npr trenutno slušam ''she will be loved'' od maroon 5... kolko sam upoznata sa situacijom, tu pjesmu vole manje-više svi... nek se javi ko ju ne voli... poštujem tuđe ukuse. ;) e da... marleya preporučam u velikim količinama... savršeno za ljeto... i da... ''the bad touch''-bloodhound gang... to je jedino kaj znam od njih smijeh al mi je pjesma fenomenalna . a jesam luda... a dobro, mislim, ovo vam je moj ukus. mislim da je totalno onak izmješan... ima svega i svačega.. ne zadržavam se na jedno te istom genreu. to mi je totalno glupo. fakat. ja neznam kak neki to mogu. nego, dosta o glazbi. malo o filmovima. naime, jučer sam gledala ''ajs ejđ 2'' u kinima... film je prezakon.. a ona luda, glupa, preslatka i prezakon vjeverica cerek me nasmijala do suza... hahaha valjda su shvatili da je ona ljudima još najzanimljivija od svega pa su ju malo više prikazivali smijeh lol a da.. mislim, ok.. nema veze.. znači, osim kaj predlažem ajs ejđ, također predlažem ''crvenkapicu'' koja je totalno otkačena.. podsjeća me na moju omiljenu seriju... CSI smijeh cerek svi koji to nisu pogledali, ja im preporučam smijeh isto tako preporučam... ''a cinderella story''... znam da sam dosadna s tim filmom, al ga jednostavno obožavam... teen komedijica... kjut :) zatim sam jučer pogledala ''madagaskar'' i skroz sam se razočarala :( baš sam se razočarala. od tog sam filma, iskreno, očekivala malo više. a ono.. kaj se može... nego, da... to je to od filmova, jel... i sad bi ja kao trebala farbat jaja za uskrs, al mi se tako neda.. dosta sam ljena... ja sam već velika curica smijeh je vraga... ja sam samo jedna velika beba smijeh hehehe uh, sad gledam... koji dugi post... lol... nadam se da će vam se dat to pročitat :P hehe.. to su vam svi moji miočanski izlijevi mudrosti :D da da da.. a mozak mi je na paši.. to se može zaključit :P heheheheheheh... ajd, sad vas ostavljam sa svojim biserima, recite kaj mislite o tome svemu i do tipkanja...

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Bila jednom davno jedna mlada cura. Od nekih 16 godina. Bila je tipicna racica, veoma osjecajna, zbog toga veoma romanticna i podosta brizna. No, uz ovih par vrlina, imala je i mana, naravno, kao i svaka druga osoba. Bila je vrlo, vrlo tvrdoglava i velika perfekcionistica. To je ona zvala manom, jer nije joj bas bilo po volji sto je takva. Sto se tice skole i ucenja, isao joj je latinski. O da, ali je, nazalost, promasila skolu. Nasla se u miocu, iako je znala da nije MIOC KIND OF A GIRL. Ona bi se vise uklopila u nekoj klasicnoj, jer joj fakat ide taj latinski. A sto se tice matematika, to joj je nocna mora. Voli informatiku, iako vodi rat sa pascalom. Sve u svemu, skolu je definitivno promasila. Upala je u H razred. I nije joj se svidjelo, iako su ljudi ok. Onda je krenula dugi razred. I tada je pocelo. Pocelo to premisljanje. Nije joj se svidjela nova profa iz njemackog, iako je taj predmet voljela. Zakacila se s profom iz hrvatskog, i rekla je da vise ne moze. Ta ju je zena izrazito zivcirala. I odlucila se preselit. U A turnus. Nije bitno koji razred. Samo da je a turnus. Ali je odlucila promjeniti smjer. I je. Odlucila je krenut u A razred. I odobreno joj je bilo preseljenje. I bila je zadovoljna.

Zasto je promjenila smjer? Nije joj se svidala nova profa iz njemackog i vise nije vidjela niti jednu svjetlu tocku u tom predmetu.

Zasto se odlucila preselit? Zato sto nije trpila svoje profesore.

Zasto je izabrala A razred, a ne B? Zato sto zna vise ljudi iz A razreda.

No dosta o njenom prelasku u novi razred. Ona je bila luda za glazbom. I jos uvijek je. Mogla bih pocet pisat u prezentu. Od svega najvise voli sluasti rock. Doorsi su joj najdrazi, a slijede Deep Purple, Pink Floyd, Jefferson Airplane, Uriah Heep, Dire Straits, Goo Goo Dolls, Evanescence, Hladno Pivo, the Offspring, System of a Down, Simple Plan, i ostalo. Ima ih jos, ali bi mogla nabrajati do prekosutra. Od filmova su joj najdraze romanticne komedije, iako uvijek moze pogledati bilo koji drugi zanr. Mislim da bi to bilo to o nasoj Andrei. Uzivajte wave

Favorite Quotes: Never let a fear of striking out keep you from playing a game-A cinderella story

Courage is not the absence of fear but the judgement that there is something more important than fear-Princess diaries

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Kad bi me netko pitao, cije blogove najvise volim posjecivati, tesko da bi se nekako mogla odluciti za najdraze. Zapravo, znam da prvi blog koji posjetim, je blog mog najdrazeg Kolareka. Njegovi su postovi ozbiljni, ali opet puni humora da se jednostavno moram nasmijat. Iako, on je moj decko, i mnogi misle da je to zapravo razlog zbog kojeg citam njegov blog, no, i prije nego sto sam ga poznavala, uzivala sam u citanju njegovih postova, jer imaju *ono nesto* u sebi.

Zatim posjetim blog svoje najbolje prijateljice, Andree, koja zapravo ima totalno drugacije misljenje od mene u svemu, i to je dobro. Pise razlicitim stilovima. Nekad su teme ozbiljnije, a nekad cista zajebancija.

Takoder cesto odem do bloga Ivone, Petre i Mie. To su cure iz razreda u koji cu se buduce godine prebaciti. Kroz postove, koji su uzrazito zanimljivi, mogu ih jos i bolje upoznati, makar sam ih upoznala i uzivo, i mogu o njima reci samo najbolje.

Iako u zadnje vrijeme rijetko pisu jer jos nemaju internet, uzivam u postovima Borisa i Luke-brace blizanaca iz A razreda. Tako su zanimljivi, a najvise mi se svidi kada Boris objavi post na Latinskom jeziku. Mozda zato sto je tako neobicno (a i ja ga mogu prevest :D ).

Sto se tice blogera, takvih u mom sadasnjem razredu nema. Zapravo, ima jedna cura. Mirna. I uvijek se drapam kad citam njen blog 'klaonica i crijevara'. Postovi su uglavnom komicni, pogotovo onaj koji je posvetila Kraljici Charlotte. (bash sam ivl :D)

Zatim je tu jos ljudi cije blogove cesto citam. Mia, koja takodjer pise blog sa Ivonom i Petrom, ali je i sama odlucila imati jedan svoj. Petra takodjer sama pise svoj blog, i ja ga volim tu i tamo posjetit. :) Od akaca bi jos spomenula i Saleta, ciji me postovi uvijek nasmiju :D .Tu je takodjer Tihana, ciji blog obavezno posjetim jer mi se jako svidaju njezini postovi. Zatim posjeti blog Dege, koji je napokon poceo pisati nakon sto je uzeo kratku pauzu od par mjeseci :D a njegovi su postovi dosta humoristicni. Bar meni. Posjeti i Zelenog, koji se takodjer naziva idealistom zbog nacina na koji razmislja. Cita i blog Jeane aka Feniksice, koja pise na vrlo zanimljiv nacin. I zaboravila sam jos na pocetku spomenut da citam i blog Iwe, koja ide u B razred, no rijetko pise postove, ali kad ga napise, ja ga obavezno procitam. Citam i blog Kiki, koja djeli moje misljenje sto se tice vecine muskog roda :D. Tu su jos i Nell, cura iz A razreda, sa jako dobrim postovima (pogotovo onaj kako prepoznati cru miocana) te Tanya, cura iz 3. razreda, koja vecinom objavljuje lyricse :D.

Znam da se neki smiju citajuci moj blog, kao na primjer cura NONAME, koja nema svoj zivot i ljubomorna je na moj, pa zato svasta pise po mom, ali eto... Ima svakakvih ljudi.

Tu su jos i ljudi koji su prestali s bloganjem. Zanimljivi su bili postovi Eddarda, mog frenda, koji je sad bivsi frend, ali to nije bitno. Lud je za glazbom i za gitarama, no svatko ima svoju vrstu zanimacije. Takodjer je postati prestala i Tajna, koja ima svoje misljenje o pisanju dnevnika na netu, ali je zato objavljivala dobre fore. I moj bratic, Kazma, takodjer je prestao pisati i to jos davno. Jos su prestali pisati Borna i Ficho, koji zapravo nikad nije nista htio ni napisatim samo da bi komentirao ima blog. A bash je dobar. :P

To bi bilo sve. Nadam se da nisam nikog izostavila. Pozz

Lyrics

CHILD IN TIME-Deep Purple

Sweet child in time you’ll see the line
The line that’s drawn between the good and the bad
See the blind man shooting at the world
Bullets flying taking toll
If you’ve been bad, lord I bet you have
And you’ve been hit by flying lead
You’d better close your eyes and bow your head
And wait for the ricochet

HELLO, I LOVE YOU-The Doors

Hello, I love you
Won’t you tell me your name?
Hello, I love you
Let me jump in your game
Hello, I love you
Won’t you tell me your name?
Hello, I love you
Let me jump in your game

She’s walking down the street
Blind to every eye she meets
Do you think you’ll be the guy
To make the queen of the angels sigh?

Hello, I love you
Won’t you tell me your name?
Hello, I love you
Let me jump in your game
Hello, I love you
Won’t you tell me your name?
Hello, I love you
Let me jump in your game

She holds her head so high
Like a statue in the sky
Her arms are wicked, and her legs are long
When she moves my brain screams out this song

Sidewalk crouches at her feet
Like a dog that begs for something sweet
Do you hope to make her see, you fool?
Do you hope to pluck this dusky jewel?

Hello, hello, hello, hello, hello, hello, hello
I want you
Hello
I need my baby
Hello, hello, hello, hello

PEOPLE ARE STRANGE-The Doors

People are strange when you’re a stranger
Faces look ugly when you’re alone
Women seem wicked when you’re unwanted
Streets are uneven when you’re down
When you’re strange
Faces come out of the rain
When you’re strange
No one remembers your name
When you’re strange x3
People are strange when you’re a stranger
Faces look ugly when you’re alone
Women seem wicked when you’re unwanted
Streets are uneven when you’re down
When you’re strange
Faces come out of the rain
When you’re strange
No one remembers your name
When you’re strange x3
When you’re strange
Faces come out of the rain
When you’re strange
No one remembers your name
When you’re strange x3

TELL ALL THE PEOPLE-The Doors

Tell all the people that you see
Follow me
Follow me down
Tell all the people that you see
Set them free
Follow me down
You tell them they don't have to run
We're gonna pick up everyone
Come out and take me by my hand
Gonna bury all our troubles in the sand, oh yeah
Can't you see the wonder at your feet
Your life's complete
Follow me down
Can't you see me growing, get your guns
The time has come
To follow me down
Follow me across the sea
Where milky babies seem to be
Molded, flowing revelry
With the one that set them free
Tell all the people that you see
It's just me
Follow me down

Tell all the people that you see
Follow me
Follow me down
Tell all the people that you see
We'll be free
Follow me down
Tell all the people that you see
It's just me
Follow me down
Tell all the people that you see
Follow me
Follow me down
Follow me down
You got to follow me down
Follow me down
Tell all the people that you see
We'll be free
Follow me down
Tell all the people you see
Follow me
You got to follow me down

WISH YOU WERE HERE-Pink Floyd

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have you found? The same old fears.
Wish you were here.

HERE WITHOUT YOU-3 Doors Down

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN-Led Zeppelin

There’s a lady who’s sure
All that glitters is gold
And she’s buying a stairway to heaven.
When she gets there she knows
If the stores are all closed
With a word she can get what she came for.
Ooh, ooh, and she’s buying a stairway to heaven.

There’s a sign on the wall
But she wants to be sure
’cause you know sometimes words have two meanings.
In a tree by the brook
There’s a songbird who sings,
Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it makes me wonder.

There’s a feeling I get
When I look to the west,
And my spirit is crying for leaving.
In my thoughts I have seen
Rings of smoke through the trees,
And the voices of those who standing looking.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it really makes me wonder.

And it’s whispered that soon
If we all call the tune
Then the piper will lead us to reason.
And a new day will dawn
For those who stand long
And the forests will echo with laughter.

If there’s a bustle in your hedgerow
Don’t be alarmed now,
It’s just a spring clean for the may queen.
Yes, there are two paths you can go by
But in the long run
There’s still time to change the road you’re on.
And it makes me wonder.

Your head is humming and it won’t go
In case you don’t know,
The piper’s calling you to join him,
Dear lady, can you hear the wind blow,
And did you know
Your stairway lies on the whispering wind.

And as we wind on down the road
Our shadows taller than our soul.
There walks a lady we all know
Who shines white light and wants to show
How ev’rything still turns to gold.
And if you listen very hard
The tune will come to you at last.
When all are one and one is all
To be a rock and not to roll.

And she’s buying a stairway to heaven.

I DON'T WANNA MISS A THING-Aerosmith cerek

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
I don't want to miss a thing

IRIS-Goo Goo Dolls cerek

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

SHINE ON YOU CRAZY DIAMOND (I-V)-Pink Floyd

Remember when you were young, you shone like the sun.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Now there's a look in your eyes, like black holes in the sky.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
You were caught on the crossfire of childhood and stardom,
blown on the steel breeze.
Come on you target for faraway laughter,
come on you stranger, you legend, you martyr, and shine!
You reached for the secret too soon, you cried for the moon.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Threatened by shadows at night, and exposed in the light.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Well you wore out your welcome with random precision,
rode on the steel breeze.
Come on you raver, you seer of visions,
come on you painter, you piper, you prisoner, and shine!

THE HAPPIEST DAYS OF OUR LIVES-Pink Floyd

When we grew up and went to school
There were certain teachers who would
Hurt the children any way they could
By pouring their derision
Upon anything we did
And exposing every weakness
However carefully hidden by the kids
But in the town it was well known
When they got home at night, their fat and
Psychopathic wives would thrash them
Within inches of their lives

ANOTHER BRICK IN THE WALL Part 2-Pink Floyd

We don't need no education
We don't need no thought control
No dark sarcasm in the classroom
Teachers leave them kids alone
Hey teacher leave them kids alone
All in all it's just another brick in the wall
All in all you're just another brick in the wall

[chorus at end by pupils from the Fourth Form Music Class Islington Green School, London]

We don't need no education
We don't need no thought control
No dark sarcasm in the classroom
Teachers leave them kids alone
Hey teacher leave us kids alone
All in all you're just another brick in the wall
All in all you're just another brick in the wall

STRANGE KIND OF WOMAN-Deep Purple cerek

There once was a woman, a strange kind of woman
The kind that gets written down in history
Her name was nancy, her face was nothing fancy
She left a trail of happiness and misery

I loved her, everybody loved her
She loved everyone and gave a good return
I tried to take her, I even tried to break her
She said I ain't for taking, won't you ever learn

I want you, I need you, I gotta be near you
I spent my money as I took my turn
I want you, I need you, I gotta be near you
Oh I got a strange kind of woman

She looked like a raver but I could never please her
On wednesday mornings boy you can't go far
I couldn't get her but things got better, she said
Saturday nights from now on baby you're my star

She finally said she loved me, I wed her in a hurry
No more callers and I glowed with pride
I'm dreaming, I feel like screaming
I won my woman just before she died

I want you, I need you, I gotta be near you
I spent my money as I took my turn
I want you, I need you, I gotta be near you
Oh I got a strange kind of woman

NEVER BEFORE-Deep Purple

Somebody Somebody
Come to my side
I'm tired I'm crying
I'm sick inside
My woman that woman
Just wasn't right

CHORUS

Help me now please my friend
I never felt so bad before
Never never before

So funny so funny
Just like a show
One name two people
All in a row
Somebody Somebody
Someone must go

Chorus

I was hurt when I was younger
By a woman who was cold
She took my name
She took my body
And she threw away my soul

Can't hide I can't hide my misery
I know my sorrow won't set me free
She did it d'you see she did it to me

Help me now please my friend
I never felt so bad before
Never never before