...you know I never wanted to go away...

nisam od prošle subote bila vani,što je za mene
dosta čudno jer smo ja i enna svaki dan u gradu...
počinjem se privikavat na novi oblik života...
komp,moja soba,knjiga i svijeće...lol..kako
vještićje...smijeh
ne bunim se...prvo se nisam mogla naviknut al
ide mi dobro..iako još ima samo jedna osoba koja me
može izvuč iz kuće...
nisam nikad to htjela,al šta je tu je...
nekad moraš otić od nekih ljudi...
nemam trenutno nikakvu pametnu temu o kojoj
bi mogla pisat...i tak i tak trenutno imam
jako puno izmješanih osjećaja i puno toga...
a ne znam...
više ne znam šta da mislim o kom i šta
da mislim ovak o svemu...
a oke ajd...
nitko nije savršen...onda bi svijet bio pre savršen pa bi bilo
još više umišljenih ljudi koji
gledaju samo materijalno,naravno...
koi debili...ma to vidiš kad pogledaš osobu kakva je...
ipak,oči su ogledalo duše
...


subota, 24.03.2007. u 13:14 ][ 48 ][ P ][ # ][ ^ ][


...joj,joj,joj...

...ovak...ajd kad malo razmislim,prije sam govorila
da mrzim dvije osobe...sad kad pogledam malo bolje
i vidim da ta riječ ima jako značenje...
joj...ja inaće ne volim reč "mrzim"...rađe kažem
"ne volim" jer neke osobe još nisu svjesne kolko je
ta riječ jebote jaka...i sad si ja mislim...
mene jedna cura tolko mrzi da mi je posvetila,
ne samo post,nego blog....sam malo...ak ona mene
mrzi,ne znam zbog čega,jesam ja tolko vrijedna toga...
mislim meni je drago draga moja šta ti tolko značim iako
me mrziš..sam da ti kažem da sam se ja parala po podu
kad sam to čitala...a i još neki kojima sam dala link...
ugl...nisi vrijedna ovog posta al mi je baš jebeno onak fora
šta ima blog koi govori u svakom postu
mrzim repustićku....lool...
kak je to zakon....smijeh...
jedva čekam da se svi odu tamo smijat i čitat kak sam
ružna..kad smo već kod toga...evo malo razloga zašto
me možeš mrzit/bit ljubomorna..
-:ja sam definitivno ljepša od tebe,pogledaj se....
-ne slušam tokio bordel ko i ti tak da ono...
-ja sam bila s adijem..i da..priznajem...jebeno je sladak...
-nisam deblja od tebe...fora...
...jebote šta mi je...zaš ja ovo pišem tebi...?
nije me briga...e ljudi evo vam link pa se malo smijte

smijeh
----> >...ona me,pazi ovo,mrrrrzii.....

smijeh

šta da još kažem osim,žao mi je šta sam ovaj post napisala za
anamariju/špekić vilu...al nisam si mogla pomoć..
i da još kažem...si ti misliš da si me povrijedila s tim?
oo niiisii...da jesi ne mi ga ovak javno objavila...
bum te stavila u linkove...smijeh
pusa svima pogotovo enni i još nekom
...


ponedjeljak, 19.03.2007. u 20:41 ][ 29 ][ P ][ # ][ ^ ][


...a uglavnom...

...opet novi blog,iz dva razloga...a šta ću...
prvo,žao mi je šta sam izbrisala onaj blog samo
iz inata nekome...
a drugo,imam puno izmješanih emocija i tak toga
a ne da mi se to držat u sebi baš...
i da..otkad sam izbriala onaj blog puno toga se još desilo u
međuvremenu...puno toga lijepog i dosta ružnog...
ubuduće kad kažem da ću izbrisat blog zaustavite me jer
ja toga neću bit svjesna pa će mi kasnije bit dosta žao...
joj,joj..kad se ja previš vežem za neke stvari/osobe...
a to nije ni u kojem slućaju dobro
...


subota, 17.03.2007. u 17:16 ][ 56 ][ P ][ # ][ ^ ][


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across the dark,into the light...
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I'm feeling your arms around me
On the other side
It's time to go
I'm hearing your voice
without words
On the other side..†


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†..Come stand by me, laughter
calls and drives the wind
It binds us close alone but for
The sparks of heaven's smile
Knowing you're here I will carry on with you
To walk the world, through heavens gate
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†..he's my redemption,
the one...
the one I hate and adore...
He's my mistress of pain...†

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†..Your name is desire..loins of fire..
the lust incarnate,an angel,a liar
break down my will,a kiss for the kill
bury me deep between death and the thrill..†

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†..Your cruel device
Your blood..like ice
one look could kill...
my pain,Your thrill
I want to love you but I better not
touch...
I want to hold You but my senses
tell me to stop
I want to kiss You but I want it too
much...
I want to taste You but your lips
are venomous poison..†


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†..I want to hurt You just to
hear you
screaming my name
dont want to touch You but
Youre under my skin..†


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†..I will break into Your thoughts
with what's written on my heart...
You sink into my clothes...
this invasion makes me feel
worthless,hopeless,sick...†

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†..vidim kako odlaziš
ljubavi...
molim te,zovi me
tišina...†



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†..Escape from you to stay alive
Escape from you...the liar
Yet I crawl to you to feel alive
I crawl for same desire..†


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†..one last kiss is all I need from you
ride salvation goin' under
they say they say I wont survive you
now
I wish I never knew you..†


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†..time has no meaning for me...
He is gone and the void speaks
to me..†


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†..the darkwave came again last night...
I want it all to end, I want the world to end..†


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†..my perfect reflection swims
through the drowning pool...the sky is gone...
my world is in deconstruction..†


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†..why is this happening to me..?why have
I been forsaken..?nothing numbs the pain
any longer...please...I'm slipping away..†


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†..meet me in the dreamtime water,drown
shifting shaping currents flow in memory
swim through me...
meet me in the drowning pool of tears,
and wash away my innocence and fear..†


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† ..sometimes I wonder where you are,
can you feel my tears?
I never knew what changed you...
did they paint your dreams in pale shades..?
I wait for you,you know you cannot hide
division from within invalidates suffering..†


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