Sometimes it's hard no matter who you are and I'm just trying to get it right
Žao mi je što dugo nisam pisala, ali krenula sam ponovo u školu i nemam puno vremena za biti na kompjuteru. Štošta ima novog...
Onaj dečko koji mi se sviđa više mi se i ne sviđa toliko jer ne mogu postići neku komunikaciju s njim, ukočen je previše i to me počelo odbijat polako. Problem je u onoj drugoj stvari da je onaj dečko s kojim sam se dopisivala zbog frendice stvarno ugodan za razgovor i mislim da smo našli puno toga zajedničkog. Činilo mi se da sam mu se počela sviđati jer me stalno obasipa komplimentima i stvarno je drag. Počeo se i meni sviđati... Nisam to htjela pokazati jer se ipak sviđa frendici i svaki put kad bi razgovarali osjecala bi se neugodno i krivom. Nisam znala kako da joj kažem. Ali u jednom trenutku sam ispunila bilješku na fejsu u koju me označio nakon što sam ja njega označila u istu takvu i zvučala sam zainteresirano jer je i on u mojoj i ona se odmah javila počeviši me vrijeđati i svađati se sa mnom. Znam da nisam baš najbolje postupila, ali nije da ni ona nema prste u tome jer nas je praktički upoznala i pretpostavljala je da će se to dogoditi jer nebi bio prvi put ali svejedno je to napravila. Stvarno mi nije bila namjera da nekog povrijedim. Sad smo se pomirile al mi ona namjerno neprestano prića o njemu i namjerno me provocira jer zajedno idu na neku aktivnost pa pričaju. Ja sam njoj cijelo vrijeme govorila da počnu prićat i sad mi je čak i drago, ali nije mi drago što je uopče ovako ispalo. Nisam odustala od njega i složile smo se da je na njemu tak i tak odluka jer se ni jedna od nas zapravo ne mora njemu sviđat... Ta me cije situacija prilično uznemirila :/ Uvijek želim sa svima biti dobra i ne ulaziti u konflikte iako znam da je to zapravo nemoguće. Uvijek stavljam druge ispred sebe i prije ću se odreći nečeg nego da povrijedim drugoga, pa čak ću radije da ja budem povrijeđena nego da ja povrijedim drugoga i sad sam se izbacila iz takta ovim..
Haaj,
ja sam jedna (ne)obična tinejđerica sa svojim stavovima, razmišljanjima, problemima i drugim stvarima koje ću podijeliti s vama :)
Ako hoćete razmjeniti likove javite u komentaru :)
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<3 Sara Shepard: Pretty Little Liars
<3 L.J. Smith: The Vampire Diaries
<3 Lauren Kate: Pali Anđeo
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Pretty, pretty please
Dont you ever feel
Like you're less than
Fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me
Believe me, it's easier just to pretend.
But, I won't apologize for who I am.
You made me insecure
Told me I wasn’t good enough
But who are you to judge
When you’re a diamond in the rough
I’m sure you got some things
You’d like to change about yourself
But when it comes to me
I wouldn’t want to be anybody else
I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me
You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
Not gonnna be afraid
I'm gonna wake up feeling beautiful
today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual
ways you see
Now, now I believe in me
Now I believe in me
When everybody's in, and you're left out
And you feel your drowning, in a shadow of a doubt
Everyones a miracle in their own way
Just listen to yourself, not what other people say
When it seems you're lost, alone and feeling down
Remember everybody's different
Just take a look around
I'm living my own life
I'm going my own way
And that's the way it is
Can't stop me from this
I'm living my own life
I'm going my own way
I'm who I wanna be
I won't stop being me
When they push, when they pull
Tell me can you hold on
When they say you should change
Can you lift your head high and stay strong
Will you give up, give in
When your heart's crying out "that is wrong"
Will you love you for you at the end of it all
Now in life there's gonna be times
When you're feeling low
And in your mind insecurities seem to take control
We start to look outside ourselves
For acceptance and approval
We keep forgetting that the one thing we should know is
Don't be scared
To fly alone
Find a path that is your own
Love will open every door
See in your hands the world is yours
Don't hold back and always know
All the answers you will unfold
What are you waiting for
Spread your wings and soar
To lose it all in the blur of the start!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay...
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are!
Maybe no one told you
There is strength in your tears
And so you fight to keep from pouring out
But what if you unlock the gate that keeps your secret soul
Do you think there's enough to that you might drown?
If no one will listen
If you decide to speak
If no one is left
Standing after the bombs explode
If no one wants to look at you
For what you really are
I will be here still
