Reject of Society

Somewhere i belong

Zašto si to radiš?
Zato jer se mrzim.




Mrzim se. mrzim svoj život. mrzim svoju kožu i mrzim biti u njoj. mrzim sve vezano uz sebe. mrzim svoje frendove, mrzim svoju obitelj, mrzim svoju školu, mrzim mjesta gdje izlazim, mrzim hranu koju jedem... mrzim svoju osobnost i svoju izgled. mrzim i samu pomisao na sebe.

Kako je to živjeti sa svim tim bijesom, mržnjom i boli? i prije svega s tugom?
Kao da je ikog briga.
Svi misle samo na sebe. na svoj savršeni život. boli ih kurac za mene. nobody cares.

Zašto bi onda mene bilo briga? kaže se da je većina u pravu. a većina kaže da mi je bolje da se nikad nisam rodila.

Nitko me ne voli. nitko me ne treba.

Zašto onda ne odustanem? teško je. iako znam da nitko ne bi plakao za mnom. nikome ne bi nedostajala. sa mnom ili bez mene, svejedno je...

Možda bi rekli šteta bila je mlada... život ju je čekao (kakav jebeni život?)...

Ah još uvijek se smijem. još uvijek imam onaj odvratni fejk smile na licu. i nitko nikad ne bi skužio. nitko ne smije saznati.





Ah whatever... možda ipak jednog dana odem nekud... somewhere i belong...
Živim za taj dan.

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†Lost in the darken world†

U bolju budućnost najbrže se stiže kroz snove...

I hate people
I hate the human race
I hate people
I hate your ugly face
I hate people
I hate your fucking mess
I hate people
They hate me

Some may wish never to be born...wasting the dawn

Kick the chair right down under me leave me hanging alone in misery

I've lost my way home early
I don't care 'cause I won't stay there

†My love†

The 69 Eyes
London After Midnight
Within Temptation
Skinny Puppy
Vampiria
Theatres Des Vampires
Sisters Of Mercy
Paradise Lost
Theatre Of Tragedy
Lacuna Coil
Bauhaus
Killing Joke
Clan Of Xymox
Diary Of Dreams
Gothminister
Deathstars
Mizar
Charon
Velvet Acid Christ
Dimmu Borgir
Behemoth
Cannibal Corpse
Immortal
Destruction
Bal-Sagoth
Arch Enemy
Bad Religion
Oxymoron
Anti Nowhere League
Casualties
Exploited
Ramones
Sex Pistols
My Chemical Romance
Dead Kennedys
Cheap Sex
Anti-Flag
Misfits
Fakofbolan
KUD Idijoti
Pankrti
Funeral For A Friend
Scary Kids Scaring kids
...i još puuuno toga...

†Silent scream†

Sick of crying, tired of trying, yeah i'm smiling, but inside i'm dying...





THE 69 EYES:
Gothic Girl

You can see her
Whenever it rains
From rome to new orleans
Dancing on the graves
Burden by the heart she loves her
Sunglasses after dark
And every single day her
Little life falls apart

She's out to look
So macabre and alone
She's close to hook
On her dying

Just like a gothic girl
Lost in the darken world
My lil' gothic girl
Darkerside jewel are your razor cuts for real - baby

You can see she's
On her road to ruin
Stigmata from crucifixion
On her pale white skin
Tribal pagan art she loves her
Tattood egyptian mark
And every single day her
Love will tear us apart

She's out to look
So macabre and alone
She's close to hook
On her dying

Just like a gothic girl
Lost in the darken world
My lil' gothic girl
Darkerside jewel are your razor cuts for real - baby












THEATRES DES VAMPIRES:
Queen Of The Damned

When the sky become dark
I come out from my coffin
In search of my new victim
Unholy passion... hot blood on my mouth
Pointed teeth on your neck
I feel your soul inside me

I feel your enjoyment...
I feel you... in my veins...

When the light leaves the earth
I rise from my grave
Queen of the damned... I love the blood
I cut the throat of innocent virgins! For my thirst

She who loves the pain!
She who loves the suffering!
She who loves the lust!
She that want satisfy my thirst!
She who loves the blood!
She who loves the death!
She who loves the evil!
She can satisfy my thirst!

Satisfy my thirst...
I feel you... in my veins...


She who loves the pain!
She who loves the suffering!
She who loves the lust!
She that want satisfy my thirst!
She who loves the blood!
She who loves the death!
She who loves the evil!
She can satisfy my thirst!

Satisfy my thirst...












DIMMU BORGIR:
Burn In Hell

Welcome to the abandoned land
Come on in, child; Take my hand
Here there's no work or play
Only one bill to pay
There's just five words to say
As you go down, down, down

You're gonna Burn in Hell
Oh, Burn in Hell

You can't believe all the things I've done wrong in my life
Without even trying I've lived on the Edge of a Knife
Well, I've played with fire, but I don't want to get myself burned
To thyn known self be true, so I think that it's time for achange

Before I Burn in Hell
Oh, Burn in Hell

Take a good look in your heart; Tell me what do you see ?
It's black and it's dark, now is that how you want it to be ?
It's up to you; What you do will decide your own fate
Make your choice now for tomorrow may be far too late

Hear no Evil, don't you
See no Evil, don't you
Lay no Evil down on me
You're gonna Burn in Hell
Speak no Evil, don't you
Think no Evil don't you
Play with Evil, 'cause I'm free

And then you'll Burn in Hell

Hear no Evil, don't you
See no Evil, don't you
Lay no Evil down on me
You're gonna Burn in Hell
Speak no Evil, don't you
Think no Evil don't you
Play with Evil, 'cause I'm free

††††††††††††

Decay Of Corpse
Suicide
Emo likich
Violet Pea
GothEmo Cura