Reject of Society

REJECT OF SOCIETY

mrzim ljude. mrzim ovaj svijet. mrzim svoj jebeni život.



...eteneral years on the path to the cemetery gates...


I wanna runaway witu...
O tome često razmišljam u zadnje vrijeme. osjećam da umirem. raspadam se. sve me boli. radije bi bila bilogdje negu doma.
To nije moj dom. to nije moja obitelj.

Osjećam da gubim ljude do kojih mi je stalo. nigdje ne pripadam. tako sam sama, tako sama. okružena hrpom ljudi ali opet sama...
I onda tako zatvorena u tuđoj kući mogu komunicirati sa svojom jedinom ljubavi samo kroz pjesme, želje i snove. ni to nije loše. osjećam ju. tu negdje blizu sebe. ona je jedina koja me voli. nikada me neće ostaviti. uvijek je tu kad ju trebam. iako nekad ne razumije. ali to je normalno, ipak nismo savršeni.
Ali jedino što nas povezuje je mržnja. mržnja prema ljudima, prema ovom okrutnom svijetu, prema životu. nevjerojatna mržnja koja uništava srce i čini ga nesposobnim da voli. zadnje ostatke bilo kakve brige, interesa, ljubavi, sve to usmjeravam prema njoj. prema svojoj jedinoj ljubavi.

Bijes i mržnja mi koče snove. a to je jedino šta mi je ostalo. ne želim prestati sanjati. ne želim se probuditi. ostat ću zauvijek ovdje. zaštićena od drugih, od njihove nepravde, zlih pogleda i ružnih riječi. dok sam u svom svijetu nitko mi ništa ne može. mogu mi uzeti sve, ali mi ne mogu uzeti snove.
Snovi me čine onim šta jesam. luzerom? možda. mnogi kažu da meni nema pomoći. ili se prilagodi ili ćeš biti zgažena. je li stvarno tako? vjerojatno. istina je da propadam. ne mogu se prilagoditi ovoj bezosjećajnosti, nepravdi, zlu...ali postajem takva. sve mi je svejedno. izgubila sam sve ideale.
Jesam li beznadni slučaj? u svakom slučaju da. na kraju ću postati just another face in the crowd.

...dis iz me...and ribar my love...

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†Lost in the darken world†

U bolju budućnost najbrže se stiže kroz snove...

I hate people
I hate the human race
I hate people
I hate your ugly face
I hate people
I hate your fucking mess
I hate people
They hate me

Some may wish never to be born...wasting the dawn

Kick the chair right down under me leave me hanging alone in misery

I've lost my way home early
I don't care 'cause I won't stay there

†My love†

The 69 Eyes
London After Midnight
Within Temptation
Skinny Puppy
Vampiria
Theatres Des Vampires
Sisters Of Mercy
Paradise Lost
Theatre Of Tragedy
Lacuna Coil
Bauhaus
Killing Joke
Clan Of Xymox
Diary Of Dreams
Gothminister
Deathstars
Mizar
Charon
Velvet Acid Christ
Dimmu Borgir
Behemoth
Cannibal Corpse
Immortal
Destruction
Bal-Sagoth
Arch Enemy
Bad Religion
Oxymoron
Anti Nowhere League
Casualties
Exploited
Ramones
Sex Pistols
My Chemical Romance
Dead Kennedys
Cheap Sex
Anti-Flag
Misfits
Fakofbolan
KUD Idijoti
Pankrti
Funeral For A Friend
Scary Kids Scaring kids
...i još puuuno toga...

†Silent scream†

Sick of crying, tired of trying, yeah i'm smiling, but inside i'm dying...





THE 69 EYES:
Gothic Girl

You can see her
Whenever it rains
From rome to new orleans
Dancing on the graves
Burden by the heart she loves her
Sunglasses after dark
And every single day her
Little life falls apart

She's out to look
So macabre and alone
She's close to hook
On her dying

Just like a gothic girl
Lost in the darken world
My lil' gothic girl
Darkerside jewel are your razor cuts for real - baby

You can see she's
On her road to ruin
Stigmata from crucifixion
On her pale white skin
Tribal pagan art she loves her
Tattood egyptian mark
And every single day her
Love will tear us apart

She's out to look
So macabre and alone
She's close to hook
On her dying

Just like a gothic girl
Lost in the darken world
My lil' gothic girl
Darkerside jewel are your razor cuts for real - baby












THEATRES DES VAMPIRES:
Queen Of The Damned

When the sky become dark
I come out from my coffin
In search of my new victim
Unholy passion... hot blood on my mouth
Pointed teeth on your neck
I feel your soul inside me

I feel your enjoyment...
I feel you... in my veins...

When the light leaves the earth
I rise from my grave
Queen of the damned... I love the blood
I cut the throat of innocent virgins! For my thirst

She who loves the pain!
She who loves the suffering!
She who loves the lust!
She that want satisfy my thirst!
She who loves the blood!
She who loves the death!
She who loves the evil!
She can satisfy my thirst!

Satisfy my thirst...
I feel you... in my veins...


She who loves the pain!
She who loves the suffering!
She who loves the lust!
She that want satisfy my thirst!
She who loves the blood!
She who loves the death!
She who loves the evil!
She can satisfy my thirst!

Satisfy my thirst...












DIMMU BORGIR:
Burn In Hell

Welcome to the abandoned land
Come on in, child; Take my hand
Here there's no work or play
Only one bill to pay
There's just five words to say
As you go down, down, down

You're gonna Burn in Hell
Oh, Burn in Hell

You can't believe all the things I've done wrong in my life
Without even trying I've lived on the Edge of a Knife
Well, I've played with fire, but I don't want to get myself burned
To thyn known self be true, so I think that it's time for achange

Before I Burn in Hell
Oh, Burn in Hell

Take a good look in your heart; Tell me what do you see ?
It's black and it's dark, now is that how you want it to be ?
It's up to you; What you do will decide your own fate
Make your choice now for tomorrow may be far too late

Hear no Evil, don't you
See no Evil, don't you
Lay no Evil down on me
You're gonna Burn in Hell
Speak no Evil, don't you
Think no Evil don't you
Play with Evil, 'cause I'm free

And then you'll Burn in Hell

Hear no Evil, don't you
See no Evil, don't you
Lay no Evil down on me
You're gonna Burn in Hell
Speak no Evil, don't you
Think no Evil don't you
Play with Evil, 'cause I'm free

††††††††††††

Decay Of Corpse
Suicide
Emo likich
Violet Pea
GothEmo Cura