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Dan za danom,sat za satom ,minuta za minutom,sekunda za sekundom,...vrijeme me ubija..... Čekanje me ubija.....nervoza me ubija....pusti nokte nisu oni krivi..... pusti starce nisu oni krivi...pusti prijatelje nisu oni krivi......zar uvijek moraš tražit žrtvu u drugom?strah te je osjećaja da samo ti patiš u ovom trenutku? Jucer je doslo do eksplozije..jednostavno sam pukla,,,,kako sam to jednostavno sad napisala al jucer nije bilo bas tako jednostavno..... Kako jednostavno ne razumijem sebe...why? Gledam mobitel....na ekranu piše poziva...-----...zvoni zvoni.....*daj se vec jednom javi*....di ti je nestala hrabrost.....a?daj odjebi od mene ..pusti me na miru.....pogledaj se kako poniženo izgledaš....bojiš se... Nastaje rat.... Bim,bum,bam tres....... pobjeđena..... Popustila sam........ Križaljka života..upiši pravi pojam.....trudimo se rješavati cijeli život a na kraju sve pafff....nema...gone..... nezasitna osoba...uvijek tražiš više,bolje.......i da ti netko pokloni car ti nebi bila zadovoljna vec bi tražila space shuttle.....naravno...... sumnjičava..sumnja ubija......zar ces cijeli život voditi borbu izmedju povjerenja i sumnje? Neodlučna.......ti bi tamo,al bi opet i tamo....ne da bi htjela sjedit na dvije stolice nego na dvije fotelje..... Lažljiva......pregrizi jezik......da tebe stave na detektor laži jadan riknuo bi od toliko podataka...informacija....prejaka si..... Naivna..sama si si kriva..... Nezadovoljna.....kad si nesretna žudiš za srećom a kad je konačno dobiješ kao da je želiš uništit.....?!tražiš razloge,nacine,izazivaš....uvijek ista priča? Ljubomorna.... Impulzivna......1,2,3,4...... Nezahvalna..... samo nižem pojmove da nastavim......? ......... Jel ima u toj osobi imalo neceg pozitivnog? ......... Ali opet te vole,vjeruju u tebe,uvijek su uz tebe.......uzvrati to...pobjedi to,pobjedi sebe.......pokaži da to nisi ti?razumiješ me?poslušaj me.....vjeruj mi...njima,nama.. ......priča se nastavlja..... ovo mi je danas rekla jedna frendica:postoje 3 osobe u jednoj...... 1.kika-perverzna... 2.kix-raskalašena,zgorena,luda..... 3.kristina-draga,mila,dobra učenica... kupiš jedan dobiš dva gratis...to ti je tri u jedan.... tko sam uistinu ja? Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever want to run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright You don't know what it's like To be like me To be hurt, to feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more Before your life is over? Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you're bleeding No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright You don't know what it's like To be like me To be hurt, to feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life No one ever lied straight to your face And no one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I'm happy But I'm not gonna be ok Everybody always gave you what you wanted You never had to work It was always there You don't know what it's like What it's like To be hurt, to feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like (what it's like) To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Welcome to my life Welcome to my life |
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