All messed up

There were words and words
But nothing much to say
Just same old words
Nothing new

So uninteresting
So damn boring
I don't understand it
I can't believe it

I almost blew it all up
By saying those
Empty words
Meaningless words

Can I take them back?
Please, I want to... so much
They're mine
Why can't I take them back?

'Coz I'm all messed up
Some things are bigger than life
And they shouldn't be
Not now

Always standing close to the boundary
Of normality I was
How did I stay normal?
How, In all this mess?

But that nameless force
Always that pushed me
To be weirdo
Is always here

I can't plug it out
It's a part of me, myself
And what I represent
But there's so much pain

I guess I found someone
Everything but fitting in
She wants, and that's fine
Like me, unexplainable me

Only she accepts me
As I am, what I always wanted
Not to have to pretend
Ever again

No more pretending
No more insecurity
There's so much life
That I'm about to live

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