Oi!Oi!Oi! PunkLives4ever!
28.12.2005., srijeda
Kill me and put me out of my misery!!!!+abdejt
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Upravo to što kaže...Kao što vidite danas mi nije baš neki dan...Nego vratimo se u prošlost do događaja zvan ''autom na Carlu'' :)).Skinula je longetu i sad je sve ok!Od tada se mnogo toga zbilo...Npr.onaj koncert na Trgu.Bilo mi je zakon (osim Škore-MRZIM GA!!!!!!!!!!!!!).Išle smo Ella i ja.Pokraj mene je stajao jedan užasno slatki dečko,što mi je uljepšalo koncert ;).Na kraju su bili Prljavci i ''Moj dom je Hrvatska'',a ja obožavam tu pjesmu!!!Nećemo sad u detalje,ukratko:bilo mi je fakat odlično!I kad smo se vraćali bio je jedan tak zgodan tip u kožnjaku da nisam mogla prestat buljit u njega.Onak sa raščupanom dužom,smeđom kosicom u kožnjaku...Mmmmmm...Obožavm dečke s dužom kosom,frčkavom,ravnom,tak svejedno,samo da je duža...I volim isto kad imaju dugu kosu...(smeđa ili crna)I kad su u kožnim hlaćama i u dugoj kožnoj jakni...Ubiti metalci i darkeri!Vratimo se na Trg.Na stanici sam srela moju buduću kumicu Marinu i ona mi je ispričala kak se njen buraz Karlo ljepo okupo u fontani...Kasnije su se dva dečka potukla u tramvaju i mislim da su razvalila vrata,al nisam sigurna. ovo je za sve one koji krivo misle o gotičarima poput mojih frendova...  Kad smo već kod toga ja totalno vućem na gotik iliti dark stil...Poćela sam slušati black metal,zapravo metal općenito-The 69 eyes,HIM,Korn...A Jyrki iz The 69 eyes mi je taaaaaako zgodan!Procjenite sami:   I sad recite da nije zgodan! A tu je i kraj polugodišta...Ocjene su mi KATASTROFA što govori i sam prosjek 3.71...UŽAS!!!!!A sama sam si kriva...Zadnji sam se dan sam pokupila doma s knjižicom,svi su išli kod dekača,na narodnjake...E pa ja to nemoram trpit i neću!Kad je Tara došla išle smo na Trg u neki dučan za metalce...Dučan je zakon!!!!!Kad sam ušla samo sam prošaptala:ja sam u raju!Narukvice,ogrlice,remeni,znojnici,torbe,majce,bedževi...Savršeno...  A Božić?Nije prošo najbolje...Svi smo se posvađali za ručkom zato kaj je Tara kasnila jednu minutu,stari je nije htio čekat pa se digo da se pomoli,pa mi je stara rekla da se i ja dignem da se pomolimo,ja sam rekla da se neću pomolit bez Tare,ne na Božić,pa se stari naljutio,sjeo i počeo jest,a stara se rasplakala,pa je došla Tara i bila je jedna vrlo neugodna situacija...I tada sam shvatila da mrzim Božić.Sve to pospremanje i uređivanje i stres...Sve mora biti savršeno zato što je Božić...Sve brige moraju se sakrit i cjelo se vrijeme moraš smješkat i biti dobre volje zato što je Božić...Pa zajebi to.Čemu bi se trebala veselit?Premorenosti na Badnjak nakon pospremanja moje nimalo uredne sobe(blago rečeno) i kićanja?Neznam...Jednostavno mrzim Božić!!!  I evo jedne dobre:  A sad idemo na naslov...  Jučer sam shvatila da sam zaljubljena u nekog u kog stvarno nesmijem biti zaljubljena!(sjećate se posta od 01.12.2005., četvrtak)Jedna meni jako draga osoba je jako bliska s njim i ona je zaljubljena u njega,ali on to nezna...Oni su super frendovi i fakat su bliski,a ja pucam od ljubomore!Tip je fakat super i zakon i dobar i sladak i ljep i zgodan i neznam što sve ne,al je reko nešto što me povrijedilo i neznam na koji bi ja način trebala shvatit to što je reko...Znam da vjerojatno ništa ne razumijete ali nesmijem napisat ništa konkretno da neke osobe nebi shvatile o kome se radi...I fakat me boli kad ga gledam i znam da nikad neću biti bliska s njim kao ta druga osoba i kad znam da ona ima puno više šanse kod njega,jer su moje ravne nuli i kada nemogu a da ne sumljam da se i ona njemu sviđa...Srce mi se lama-doslovno-i duša me boli...Sve me to buni i rađe bi da sam sad trenutno mrtva,dva metra pod zemljom nego da živim na ovim mukama...Evo nekih sličica koje savršeno opisuju kako se osjećam i koje posvećujem samo NJEMU...     (kliknite na slike kako bi ih vidjeli uvećane...) Abdejt:Ovo za onog dečka kaj sam napisala...Nije to isti dečko iz onog posta u četvrtak...Samo se tako osjećam,a što se tiče onog deška...On mi je samo frend i jako mi je stalo do njega...Pa sam mislila da sam zaljubljena u njega,no istina je da nisam,nego mi je samo frend...A za ovog sada neznaju ni ove tri moje mutače ;))...Ajd ljudi LOLIM VAS i SRETNA NOVA!!!!!Iako ću vjerojatno to napisat i u sljedečem postu...Ah idem sad jest,do čitanaj!!!!!! |
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 Jedna igra koju morate probat...LINK O MENI: Ja sam Matea,idem u 8.a razred OŠ Antuna Mihanovića u Zagrebu.Slušam sve osim narodnjaka,njih ne podnosim no nemam ništa protiv ljudi koji ih slušaju.Trenutno preferiram punk i metal.Naj grupe su mi:Good Charlotte,Simple Plan,Green Day,Saratoga,The Rasmus,Avril Lavange,Nirvana,Bon Jovi,HIM,The Exploited,Oi!Polloi,Rancid,NOFX,Papa Roach...No slušam i Jessea McCartneya,Blue(koji se raspao),Ushera,Maria,Eminema... Imam brata i setru koja ima psa Alfija.Mrzim povijest i Profu iz zemljopisa,a najdraži predmet mi je...hm...sat razrednika.Prolazim s 4.,luda sam za adrenalinom,obožavam brze aute i motore (tipa oni u przim i žestokim)i sanjam da jednog dana skoćim iz aviona padobranom.Ima još puno toga o meni,ovo je ukratko! PEACE!!!  Linkići: Neopets-ako vam je dosadno i nemate kaj radit posvojite ili kreirajte svog virtualnog ljubimca!Vrlo zabavna stranica s puno igara.ISTRAŽUJTE!!!  NOFX  Rancid GOOD CHARLOTTE  We Believe There's a woman crying out tonight Her world has changed She asks God why Her only son has died And now her daughter cries She can't sleep at night Downtown Another day for all the suits and ties Another war to fight There's no regard for life How do they sleep at night How can we make things right? Just wanna make this right We believe We believe We believe We believe We believe We believe In this love We are all the same Human in all our ways and all of pain (So let it be) There's a love that could fall down like rain (Let us see) Let forgiveness wash away the pain (What we need) And no one really knows what they are searching for (We believe) This world is crying for so much more We believe We believe We believe We believe We believe We believe In this love We believe We believe We believe We believe We believe In this love So this world Is too much For you to take Just lay it down and follow me I'll be everything you need In every way We believe We believe We believe We believe We believe We believe In this love (In this love) We believe (In this love) We believe (In this love) We believe (In this love) I Just Wanna Live I need an alarm system in my house So I know when people are Creeping about These people are Freaking me out (these days) It’s getting hectic everywhere that I go They won’t leave me alone There’s things they all wanna know I'm paranoid of all the people I meet Why are they talking to me? And why can’t anyone see I just wanna live Don’t really care about the things that they say Don’t really care about what happens to me I just wanna live Just wanna live [x7] I rock a Lawsuit when I’m going to court A white suit when I’m gettin’ divorced A black suit at the funeral home And my birthday suit when I’m home alone Talkin’ on the phone Got an interview With the rolling stone They’re saying “Now you’re rich and Now you’re famous And fake ass girls all know your names and (Lifestyles) of the rich and famous Your first hit are you ashamed?” Of the life [x2] Of the life we’re livin’ I just wanna live Don’t really care about the things that they say Don’t really care about what happens to me I just wanna live Stop your messin’ around boy Better think of your future Better make some good plans boy Said everyone of my teachers Lookout You better play it safe You never know what hard times will come your way We say Where we’re coming from We’ve already seen The wealth that this life can bring Now we’re expected everywhere that we go All the things that they say Yeah we already know I just wanna live Don’t really care about the things that they say Don’t really care about what happens to me Just wanna live [x3] I just wanna live Just wanna live [x3] I just wanna live Just wanna live [x3] Don’t really care about the things that they say Just wanna live [x3] Don’t really care about what happens to me I just wanna live World is Black Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight You see the same damn thing it's just a different day and No one really knows why this is happening But it's happening And everywhere you go it's just a different place You get the same dark feeling See the same sad faces No one really cares that this is happening We come into this world And we all are the same In that moment there's no one to blame But the world is black And hearts are cold And there's no hope That's what we're told And we can't go back It won't be the same Forever changed By the things we say, say Living in this place it's always been this way There's no one doing nothing so there's nothing changed And I can't live when this world just keeps dying It's dying People always tell me this is part of the plan That God's got everybody in his hands But I can only pray that God is listening Is he listening? We're living in this world Growing colder everyday Nothing can stay perfect now I say But the world is black And hearts are cold And there's no hope That's what we're told And we can't go back It won't be the same Forever changed By the things we say, say, say We come into this world And we all are the same And in that moment there's no one to blame But we're living in this world Growing colder everyday Nothing can stay perfect now I say The world is black And hearts are cold There's no hope That's what we're told And we can't go back (We can't go back) It won't be the same (It won't be the same) Forever changed (What will ever change) By the things we say, say, say Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight You see the same damn thing it's just a different day And no one really knows why this is happening |
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