Ptitchitza u niskom letu

subota, 16.02.2008.

I'm getting sick and tired of myself and my Maria thought-loops. There is no G_d, there's no Maria, there's no love. There's "unbearable lightness of being" and there's emptiness.

I'll go & have a beer tonight in the watering hole called Het laatste kans (Posljednja sansa) to congratulate them on their sense of humor. They are having a special Valentine's evening, two days after the Valentine's. That really is the last chance for desperados like me, haha. (I don't expect anything but a cold beer there, but it's been some time I've visited the place.)

I've almost exhausted my memories of Maria. Our shadows have met, we have not. It's time to abandon the Maria's Rotterdam and gravitating towards it with a hope of a chance meeting. It's not happening. Time to discover my own Rotterdam.

Looking forward to going back to work, it'll help me get a kick start in general. The more time one has available, the more time it takes to get anything done...

The scary thing is that I don't these days find much inspiration in anything other than you-know-who. To abandon her is to face the Void, the vacuum. Perhaps that's the shock-therapy I need?
- 11:27 - Komentari (0) - Isprintaj - #

<< Arhiva >>

Creative Commons License
Ovaj blog je ustupljen pod Creative Commons licencom Imenovanje-Nekomercijalno-Bez prerada.

< veljača, 2008 >
P U S Č P S N
        1 2 3
4 5 6 7 8 9 10
11 12 13 14 15 16 17
18 19 20 21 22 23 24
25 26 27 28 29    


Dnevnik.hr
Gol.hr
Zadovoljna.hr
Novaplus.hr
NovaTV.hr
DomaTV.hr
Mojamini.tv

  • HEINEKEN or: Is there life before death in the Netherlands?
    Ovaj je blog nastao u nesretnim vremenima kao dokument postepenog raspada zivota kakvog sam znao. U posljednje vrijeme pisem ga cesce na engleskom jer mi pomaze ako imam razloga misliti da ga mozda cita moja neprezaljena Femme Fatale.

    This blog has been created in times of a personal crisis. Mistaken is (s)he who thinks that only bad times define me; they do, however, provide a referential point in determining a personal span of happiness.

    Hitmi bejbi vanmortajm:
    Free Counter

    Ptitchitza na Amazonu
    (in English!)

Komentari

  • su dobrodosli, osobito ako ih stavite ispod postova kojih se ticu. Bez obzira kada je neki post objavljen, s nekom redovnoscu pregledavam ih sve i odgovor na svaki komentar koji ga trazi ce uslijediti.

Tresla se zemlja...

  • Misliti je [sto?] znati? - I am what I is - Ne hodaj malen ispod zvijezda 1 i 2 - Adios pameti: 1, 2, 3, 4 - Miles to go before YOU sleep: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 - Pticja kreketanja: 1, 2, 3 - I bruise easily - Proljetna depresija - It's O'Gay! - Les femmes fatales: 1, 2, 3 - Shadow Boxing: 1

    (Ova cijela 'arhiva' nije od davnina bila azurirana & posljedicno je sadly out-of-date... a nece biti osvjezena barem jos mjesec dana. Eto.)