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Pišem o svome životu i najvažnijem što se u njemu događa..
Suze, Smijeh, Zezancija i problemi...
Obožavam muziku tak da i toga ima,osobito rock al
se može svašta nać...:)
Ime mi je Katarina,no svi me znaju kao Becky..Mala (kata,katica,kety,..). Idem u ekonomsku školu u Zagrebu. Imam 15 godina i ne odvajam se od kompa,obožavam izlazit i svoje prijatelje,frendice ,najviše svoju teich(miu).Mrzim laži,ogovaranja,preseravanje,umišljene ljude,licemjerne i takvim slične. Slušam sve,strano,domaće,cajke..prije sam slušala samo rock&metal al prešla na sve. Obožavam jest lazanje i palačinke 
.Obožavam pit pago(jagoda)
. Ne pušim 
,ne pijem 
ok to ponekad I da..to je otprilike neš o meni. Pitajte me kaj hoćete ak vas neš zanima.kiss!
Valentine's Day
My insides all turned to ash, so slow
And blew away as I collapsed, so cold
A black wind took them away, from sight
And now the darkness over day, that night
And the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing
I used to be my own protection, but not now
Cause my path has lost direction, somehow
A black wind took you away, from sight
And now the darkness over day, that night
And the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
And the ground below grew colder
As they put you down inside
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing
So now you're gone, and I was wrong
I never knew what it was like, to be alone
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
(I used to be my own protection, but not now)
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
(Cause my mind has lost direction, somehow)
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
(I used to be my own protection, but not now)
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
(Cause my mind has lost direction, somehow)
WHAT I'VE DONE
In this farewell,
There is no blood,
There is no alibi,
Cause I've drawn regret,
From the truth,
Of a thousands lies,
So let mercy come and wash away...
What I've Done,
I'll face myself,
To cross out what I've become,
Erase myself,
And let go of what I've done...
Put to rest,
What you thought of me
While, I clean this slate,
With the hands,
Of uncertainty,
So let mercy come,
And wash away...
What I've Done,
I'll face myself,
To cross out what I've become,
Erase myself,
And let go of what I've done...
For what I've done,
I start again,
And whatever pain may come,
Today this ends,
I'm forgiving what I've done...
I'll face myself,
To cross out what I've become,
Erase myself,
And let go of what I've done...
What I've Done,
What I've Done,
Forgiving what I've done
LITHIUMLithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Oh, but God, I want to let it go.
Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone.
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show.
Never wanted it to be so cold.
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.
I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Don't want to let it lay me down this time.
Drown my will to fly.
Here in the darkness I know myself.
Can't break free until I let it go.
Let me go.
Darling, I forgive you after all.
Anything is better than to be alone.
And in the end I guess I had to fall.
Always find my place among the ashes.
I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, ...stay in love with my sorrow.
I'm gonna let it go.
MY IMMORTAL
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my, childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it wont leave me alone
These wounds wont seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorous]
When you'd cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And i've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now i'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts, my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away, all the sanity in me
These wounds wont seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorous]
When you'd cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And i've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
[Chorous]
When you'd cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And i've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
Forgive Me
Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you
I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you
Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken
I'd give anything now
to kill those words for you
Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."
But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.
'Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me
I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive
So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.
And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you
FuelGimme Fuel,
Gimme Fire,
Gimme that which I desire,
Ooh!
Turn on...I see red
Adrenaline crash & crash my head
Nitro Junkie, Paint me dead
And I see red
One hundred plus through Black and White
War Horse, Warhead
Fuck 'Em Man, white knuckles tight
Through Black & White
Ohhh, On I Burn,
Fuel is pumping engines,
Burning hard, loose & clean
And I burn,
Churning my direction,
Quench my thirst with Gasoline
So Gimme Fuel,
Gimme Fire,
Gimme that which I desire,
Hey
Turn on beyond the bone
Swallow future, spit out home
Burn your face upon the crome
Yeah!
Take the corner, join the crash,
Headlights, Head-on, Headlines
Another Junkie lives too fast
Yeah lives way too fast, fast, fast, oohh-aye
Ohhh, On I Burn
Fuel is pumping engines
Burning hard, loose & clean
And On I burn
Churning my direction,
Quench my thirst with Gasoline
So Gimme Fuel
Gimme Fire
Gimme that which I desire
Yeah-Heah
White Knuckle Tight!
[solo]
Gimmie Fuel.... On I burn, on and on
Gimmie Fire.... On I burn, on and on
My Desire....
Ohhh, On I Burn
Fuel is pumping engines
Burning hard, loose & clean
And I burn
Churning my direction
Quench my thirst with Gasoline
Gimme Fuel
Gimme Fire
Gimme that which I desire
Ooh
On I Burn!
NEMO
This is me for forever
One of the lost ones
The one without a name
Without an honest heart as compass
This is me for forever
One without a name
These lines the last endeavor
To find the missing lifeline
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I'd give my everything
My flower, withered between
The pages 2 and 3
The once and forever bloom gone with my sins
Walk the dark path
Sleep with angels
Call the past for help
Touch me with your love
And reveal to me my true name
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I'd give my everything
Oh, how I wish
For soothing rain
Oh how I wish to dream again
Once and for all
And all for once
Nemo my name forevermore
Nemo sailing home
Nemo letting go
[repeat full chorus]
My name forevermore
WALKING IN THE AIRWe're walking in the air
We're floating in the moonlit sky
The people far below are sleeping as we fly
I'm holding very tight
I'm riding in the midnight blue
I'm finding I can fly so high above with you
Far across the world
The villages go by like trees
the rivers and the hills
The forest and the streams
Children gaze open mouth
Taken by surprise
Nobody down below believes their eyes
We're surfing in the air
We're swimming in the frozen sky
We're drifting over icy
mountains floating by
Suddenly swooping low on an ocean deep
Arousing of a mighty monster from its sleep
We're walking in the air
We're floating in the midnight sky
And everyone who sees us greets us as we fly
I'm holding very tight
I'm riding in the midnight blue
I'm finding I can fly so high above with you
LIPS OF AN ANGEL
Honey why are you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it so hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late
Angel Of DeathAuschwitz, the meaning of pain
The why that I want you to die
Slow death, immense decay
Showers that cleanse you of your life
Forced in
Like cattle
You run
Stripped of
Your life's worth
Human mice, for the Angel of Death
Four hundred thousand more to die
Angel of Death
Monarch to the kingdom of the dead
Sadistic, surgeon of demise
Sadist of the noblest blood
Destroying, without mercy
To benefit the Aryan race
Surgery, with no anesthesia
Fell the knife pierce you intensely
Inferior, no use to mankind
Strapped down screaming out to die
Angel of Death
Monarch to the kingdom of the dead
Infamous butcher,
Angel of Death
Pumped with fluid, inside your brain
Pressure in your skull begins pushing through your eyes
Burning flesh, drips away
Test of heat burns your skin, your mind starts to boil
Frigid cold, cracks your limbs
How long can you last
In this frozen water burial?
Sewn together, joining heads
Just a matter of time
'Til you rip yourselves apart
Millions laid out in their
Crowded tombs
Sickening ways to achieve
The holocaust
Seas of blood, bury life
Smell your death as it burns
Deep inside of you
Abacinate, eyes that bleed
Praying for the end of
Your wide awake nightmare
Wings of pain, reach out for you
His face of death staring down,
Your blood running cold
Injecting cells, dying eyes
Feeding on the screams of
The mutants he's creating
Pathetic harmless victims
Left to die
Rancid Angel of Death
Flying free
[LEADS: HANNEMAN, KING, HANNEMAN, KING, HANNEMAN]
Angel of Death
Monarch to the kingdom of the dead
Infamous butcher,
Angel of Death
Angel of Death !!!
Nemoj nikome nikada reci, da je postojala jedna ''mala''..
Nemoj nikome nikada reci da si otisao iz njenog zivota kao tama ..
Nemoj im priznati nikada da je ''mala'' ostala sama ..
Nemoj nikome nikada reci da je plakala i patila..
Da si ''maloj'' znacio.. a nije te vratila..
Nemoj nikada nikome reci da ponos je unistio sve..
Tko zna hoce li opet biti sretna?
Nemoj nikome reci .. molim te ..
Nemoj nikada nikome reci da ''mala'' trebala te ..
I da je ''mala'' bojala se svega cega bojis se ..
I kad gledas ''malu'' ona gleda te ..
I kad drugi te zele ona neda te ..
Nemoj nikada nikome reci da su ti govorili da za tu ''malu'' nisi postojao..
I nemoj im govoriti da su je pitali "zaljubljena ti si?''
Nemoj nikada nikome reci da im je morala reci ne,
Nemoj nikada nikome reci da bio si joj sve..
I nemoj im reci kako su teske noci bile te kad si ''maloj'' ulazio u sne ..
Kada je bila sigurna da trebas je ..
A ti si bio sretan, nisi znao za puteve tuge ..
Nemoj nikada nikome reci da njene noci bile su duge ..
Nemoj im reci da je ''mala'' zbog tebe sve izgubila ..
Jer, bila je sretna kad te poljubila ..
I nemoj nikada nikome reci da si ''malu'' volio bar malo ..
Da si ju za oprost molio ..
Samo im reci, zaliti necu ..
Ali, nemoj nikada nikome reci da nakon svega ''mala'' ti zeli srecu ..
I zeli te, bar kao prijatelja, zeli da joj kazes sve ..
Nemoj nikada nikome reci da ''mala'' nije tebi mogla reci ne ..
I nemoj im reci da ''mala'' jos uvijek za tebe dise ..
Da ''mala'' zbog tebe umire i zbog tebe stihove pise ..
Nemoj nikada nikome reci da ''mala'' zbog tebe sja ..
I nemoj im reci da ta ''mala'' sam ja...
Evo me doma,nisam pisala već neko vrijeme, ponekad dođem neš da napišem pa mi se neda jer odem neš drugo pogledat na internetu. Ispričat ću što se sve događalo od prije par dana. U petak sam vidjela Dolores, ako neznate(il znate) pomirile smo se ,iako,nismo si više onak kak smo bile,više smo samo na "bok" i "aj bok",to je i više nego dovoljno. I tak sam joj u petak čestitala rođendan,pa je teich slala sms, pa nas je potpisala obadvije i još smo ju navečer vidjele i čestitale joj. Došla sam doma,neznam kaj sam radila i otišla sam pajkit.U Subotu sam spavala do negdje 12h PM,nisam ništa radila cijeli dan,bila sam doma i odmarala se,bila sam na kompu i gledala sam tv. Išla sam pajkit negdje oko 00.00h. U nedjelju sam napisala neš knjigovodstva i tak,niš nisam učila. Hehe a ko bi učio?!?heloo? I danas se ustala ja normalno,moš mislit jedva sam se digla ujutro,ma ok,hehe,i otišla u šk,imali smo prvi h inficu,pisali smo neku vježbu na kompu s kalkulatorom i dobila sam 5,i onda matka,sam smo se zajebavali i onda biologija,e ženska uvijek,al uvijek dođe na vrijeme čak i prije zvona,ona na vratima ulazi i onda tek zvoni, joj kak mi ide na k****. Nije ni sjela već je otvorila imenik i tko je prvi neg jaaa. I ženska me pitala,koza munjena reterdirana pitala me najteže i dođe,ok sad ću ti dat 4 jer ti ona tam(mislila je na teich) šaptala,iss kak je ženska glupa,e znam tolko tu glupu biologiju a ona m sere i zajebava me da mi sam neda 5 slučajno,da joj ne promakne. I tak ostalo je prošlo lagano bez poteškoća buahahaha hehe zajebavam se al u 12.15 smo bili pušteni na slobodu. I došle smo doma teich i ja,i napravile pizzu(tj,moja mama je napravila) a mi smo ju samo spekle i jele. I napapale smo se i ona je otišla. A ja, a evo me ,bila sam kod dunje pomogla joj s engleskim ,moja mama br 2 za one koji neznaju najbolja žena na ovom svijetu!najbolja mama!
I još nešto da dodam..pod biologijom je došo u razred jedan mali iz a razreda(koji je naglašavam,zaljubljen u teich) i neku bilježnicu je donio ani M.. Mimi mu je dobacio: "e mali nešto ti je ispalo"(tek tak iz zajebancije) i ovaj mali mu odgovori "ma budem ja tebi glavu otkinuo",e ljudi moji., da ste vidjeli kako se mimi ustao i izletio van za njim (profa je bila u razredu,i marko&antun su izašli isto) pa je ženska rekla marko&antun uđite u razz i tak neš. Pa se mimi vratio. Pod odmorom su bili na hodniku i mimi je valjda reko onom malcu "jebem ti mater",a Mislav (koji je bio dečko od ane M.prije) je mislio da je mimi to njemu reko i došo je za mimijem u razred i počela je šora(čega sam se ja najviše bojala). I pošorali su se,mimi je kako kažu "ubio mislava" al uopće nije tak,nije bilo strašno al opet,to je tako plitak mozak,nisu ni razgovarali nego su se već pošorali. Ispalo je da je Mislavu mama umrla pa da je zato tako reagirao(jer je mislio da je mimi njemu to rekao).
Ja sam se skoro rasplakala..to ..ma...mrzim ih.
Najveća stvar koja mene 'pogađa' je ta,da mimi ima već dosta jedinica (4) i ukor,sad još i šora,pa još će ga izbacit iz škole a nažalost na dobrom je putu da to i postigne.Meni je jako stalo do njega jer mi je super frend i fkt je dečko dobar al to njegovo nekontroliranje je stvarno zastrašujuće.
Gle,ja znam da se svugdje mješam,i uvijek "moram" bit u toku događaja i znat što se događa i pametovat. Al nisam ja sad bahata kako misli ZVONKO i ja kad nekom neš kažem il kad kažem nekom nemoj ovo-nemoj ono ja to kažem za njegovo dobro,jer mi je stalo do te osobe i neželim da se uvali u nevolje. Neki to neshvaćaju pa me krivo opisuju a neki shvaćaju al opet nije meni to ni bitno kaj drugi misle. Meni je bitno da moji prijatelji(moje drage osobe) imaju povjerenje u mene i da znaju da sam uvijek uz njih i da im želim samo dobro u životu(da se ne uvaljuju u dodatne probleme koji im uopće netrebaju).
A ono..dal sam zacopana il ne..moje sms poruke(personal message)..ma dobila sam instant message na msn-u pod poslovnim od Marka S.(herc-a) "volim te" (bez navodnika) a ja sam za to vrijeme bila s profom za njenim kompom,a za ovim di sam bila sign in je bila teich, i kad sam pitala kaj s porukom reko je "ma niš to sam slao svim kontaktima" aha,da,moš mislit. Sad ..kaj to znači neznam,voli teich,mene,il nevoli nikog,sam je zajebavo..tko će znat. Al u jedno sam zicer sigurna,stalno gleda tam iza di sjedimo ja i teich ..pa sad...hehee Ma nisam zacopana osim u herca hihi(ŠALA)