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to try or not to try - that is the question...
And I don't speak about running away from reality, but I feel it more like a chalenge... I think about Plovidv - it's smaller than Sofia, but still big enough. I don't know why, but this idea ocupied my mind these days. more than two weeks I intensivly thyink about this. And I feel like in those situations when I just have no other choice but to try. The one thing stops me - if I go, would I have the chance to come back here again? Would I not loose too much? And what could I get?
Don't know why, but this idea really is always on my mind...
A month or two ago I thougth how I want to go to Plovdiv for a day, just for a walk, but now I feel like I want to live there. It is beautifull town, but before I thought that I could never live there. Am I changing? Is this just ordinary crises? Will it pass by? And what is changing inside of me? Have no answer...
Why would one just leave and go somewhere else? I understand people who want to go to a bigger city because it gives more opportunities... but this! This is for the first time in my life that I can not undertsnd myself...
So - to try to leave Sofia and start it all over or just to wander? big question.
If I go - I will have to find new friends, to build new relations... What would happen with this I already have?
Don't know...
But I keep on wandering.
Post je objavljen 12.11.2004. u 18:46 sati.