The only way it gets better for you is when you get better. Everything you desire also desires you. To have them, You have to become a better version of yourself.
You have to grow and develop into what you want, and what you want will come looking for you.
You will always attract into your life the things that reflects the growing version of you.
Don't worry about what you have now or don't have, What matters is who you are now and who you're becoming!
Stop chasing things. It is very stressful to chase things. Do better, atttact them by becoming someone of value.
Success is what you attract because of who you are becoming.
The real question you should ask yourself now is, "WHO AM I BECOMING?"