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I am such a fool. "That's not true." A complete idiot. Shinogu held me tight, as if to stop me from Why on earth did I go there? undressing. "You're the one, Hatsumi." "Take any more off, and I'll explode." "No one else will do." Then he sighed my name into my ears over and over. He had said those things to me so many times. "Let's go to my room." Ryoki...I guess someone else will do. Tenderly, Shinogu led me to his room. It was best this way. When I got home and opened the door, my brother This way I wouldn't have to worry about anything Shinogu was there. ever again... "Hey, what's the matter?" I sat down on his bed, and he gently drew close. He sounded so gentle and worried. I was looking down, but he lifted my chin. I kicked off my shoes and threw myself into his arms, His face was so sad. almost knocking him down. Because I was crying... Then I pressed my lips against his and kissed him. He laid me down beneath him and held me. Softly, he "Take me, Shinogu. Make me yours." kissed my forehead. I couldn't bear the heartache any longer. Then he slowly pulled back. "Take me and make me yours, Shinogu. Right now." "Maybe another time..." If I was with Shinogu, I'd never be hurt again. "Shinogu..." I started undressing. "Just hearing you say that you want to is enough right Not only was Run i good-looking, but she also had a great body. He took me in his arms and helped me get up. "My boobs are small. .and I'm not even close to sexy, "You don't have to do this in order to force yourself to but..." forget Ryoki."
"I'm forcing myself, too. I'm afraid. What if we did this and you got scared of me? What if you hated me afterward?" "Shinogu..." "So...I can't do it. Sorry for being such a coward." The tension suddenly fled my body. I looked up and smiled at Shinogu. "Thank you..." I never knew that Shinogu felt fear or doubt. Knowing he could.. .1 was a little relieved.
But above all, Shinogu didn't do anything because he cares about me more than that. That feeling.., sitting beside each other on the edge of the bed with nothing happening.. .1 was so comfortable and at ease. I only ever felt that way with Shinogu. He peered into my face. "What happened with Ryoki?" I put my head down. "Ryoki...didn't care if it was me or someone else...
"You know Run, right?"
"Yeah... "They were holding each other... Ryoki even said that if she does as he says, he'll let her do it with him.- Tears began falling from my eyes. "Maybe you misunderstood. Why don't you ask Ryoki about it?" Shinogu said. Then he smiled at me in silence. How could he say something so nice... I sniffed loudly. "It's okay. It's really okay. I've already decided to give him up." That was for sure. I felt like if I got hurt any more—any more at all—I wouldn't know what to do. I couldn't turn to Shinogu anymore like I had just then either. "I'm sorry.. .I'm so sorry, Shinogu." Shinogu slowly shook his head. Like he was saying. Don't worry about me. Then, without uttering a word, he gently patted me on the head. Why is he so... My tears overflowed. He just kept patting my head. I was crying because I was sad, but at the same time.
Post je objavljen 08.04.2014. u 21:59 sati.