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My hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you

This fire rising through my being
Burning I'm not used to seeing you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place

The music makes me sway
The angels singing say we are alone with you
I am alone and they are too with you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

And so I cry
The light is white
And I see you

I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

Take my hand
I give it to you
Now you own me
All I am
You said you would never leave me
I believe you
I believe

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healed

I decided to update my 'tag'd' 16 things

1. I try my very best to get requests and photos done, I do like to mix things in.
I could be films or dolls or maybe something else.

2. I do call my self 'different', I do know "everyone is different" but I'm calling myself the weirf different for now because I don't relate to a lot of people at school and basically see them nearly all as self centered assholes.

3. I love music, in fact listening to music is one of my favorite pass times (watching movies is the other), my favorite style is rock and metal, but I do listen to other types.
Oh and I hate R'n'B and rap, I feel it lacks a certain quality rock and metal gives.
My favorite artists are Paramore, Muse, Evanescence, Flyleaf, Chiodos, Lady Gaga, Bullet For My Valentine, The Rasmus and Marilyn Manson,

4. I love playing games perhaps another favorite pass time (?), my favorite's are the F.E.A.R series, Resident Evil 4, WET, Assassins Creed 2, Saints Row 2 and Fable 2, so as you can tell I am a gaming fan. My family own three xbox 360's, a WII, two playstation 2's and a playstation 3.

5. I'm 'very quiet' at school and have actually currently started to open up more.
I'm a real chatter box at home, so I don't know what thats about.
I also apparently look like I'm dead, nice to know!

6. I have mentioned above my other pass time is movies, love 'em if you could recommend some good horror's that would be nice, but lately my favorites are Orphan, The Ring and the whole Underworld series.

7. I love animals, especially chickens and any of the cat family.
I have three cats Oliver, Stitch and Smudge, there all lovely.

8. I love Asian, Italian and German men, both for there looks and accents, they'll have to be good looking though. I'm one for foreign men, I hate people around here.

9. My favorite actor is Robert Pattinson and my favorite actresses, Milla Jovovich, Kate Beckinsale and Isabelle Fuhrman.

10. My favorite movie character is Esther 'Leena Klammer' and my favorite game character is Alma Wade and Rubi Malone

11. Lets shut it about favorite this-that, it's getting boring.
Well, I enjoy editing things and making videos.

12. I think lyrics, meanings are everything. Most songs I write are sad or angry, I find it terribly hard to write happy songs.

13. I find story making great but can never finish a story because my mind wonders off onto something else and then I want to write something like it and I restrain myself all the time. I have currently come up with a new idea, combined all the things I really want to do. A romantic- monster story, haha.

14. I have only been to one concert in my entire life and that was Avril Lavigne's Best Damn Thing, the experience was awesome and ever since I've wanted to go to another but have failed terribly trying.

15. Italy is my favorite country along with Japan and China. There all so beautiful, I'd love to go to them one day. I'll thank Assassin's creed 2 for showing me the beauty of both Florence and Venice (<3)

16. I have eleven dolls, eight taeyangs, one dal and two pullips.

Camp Delight is a children's oncology camp located in Lavrock, Newfoundland. I was told about this camp within the week I was diagnosed with cancer. I heard that it was this awesome camp, you play games, make crafts, dress up - the camp always has a theme, and they do crazy things to surprise you always. For example last year they took the camp to see Avril Lavigne, this year they had party buses. I was so excited to go.
The date of the camp this year was August 9-16. I of course couldn't go because I had to start my chemo on the 10th, so I went on August 15 for family day with my mom. Had a good day with everybody. Woke up the next morning though(we stayed overnight) and I threw up around 30 times. Then when we got home I threw up more. Oh, chemo! Does lovely things...doesn't it?