Guilty, Your Honor, I whisper.Have you ever done anything so horrible that you would prefer to hide in a dark closet for the rest of your life than have someone find out you did it? Have you ever done something so bad that even remembering what you did causes you to hyperventilate and shake?I have. I've made too many mistakes in my life. I should have done better.Sometimes I envision myself standing before a judge who wears a long black robe, with my head hanging low in shame. I am holding tigh.