Due to the weather being so cold I brought myself some gloves - I've never worn them before since childhood and even then I probably kept taking them off (Oh god, he's going on about gloves... How bloody boring!).... Anyway, these gloves, combined with all the other layers I'm wearing - Scarf, Jacket, Hat, etc, plus headphones in my ears, are providing an interesting experience in sensory deprivation. I all I can feel is slight warmth and woolen fibers.Being naturally inclined to retreat into my head and prone to day dreaming, not to mention my constant twiddling and fidgeting - it is becoming very difficult to not slip into a coma, having no sensory connection to my body or hands.Examples of this are how today wearing all the above clobber I missed a train stop on the way to work and had to get off and catch another train back to the stop. Then in the evening coming home on the bus from the train stop I zoned out again and rode the bus to end of the rout. Thankfully it stopped near my town hall, and not somewhere miles away - Erk, Imagine if I was on a Number 25 and snapped out of it somewhere in bow! My eyes are wide open and I can even remember what I saw, but I was in a trance, thinking about the most stupid and inane things - "I wonder what it's like to do administration for the freemasons?" !?!Gawd, I'm such a tripped out bimbo, it's unreal.
Post je objavljen 23.12.2009. u 20:35 sati.