Happy birfday _daffodils! :3 I have a lot I want to say concerning a lot of recent crap I've seen in fandom (both Bleach and PoT), but I'm holding back because I don't want to offend anyone. All I can say is: what the hell is up with all the asshattery? People need to chill the fuck out. I left my notebook at school. While this isn't a huge deal in terms of needing the notes - I really don't - I am uneasy about the fact there are some fic notes in it . . . some of them rather explicit. >.> I hope it's still there after break, because I'm too fucking lazy to go down and get it today. So I laid a guilt trip on my dad last night about him wanting to take my car to work so my mom could go shopping. I was annoyed because I had an appointment; my mom ended up waking up at 5 so she could drive him to work, so she could use the car. And then . . . I forgot to go to my appointment. :x I'm on school vacation, which is cool, but I've been doing some thinking about the er, negative effect livejournal has been having on my schoolwork. I'm thinking I might sometime in the future delete my journal *temporarily* for a few days - I think it would make me focus on homework, rather than falling into the habit I've been getting into, which is starting homework, getting distracted, and then somehow managing to spend the rest of my day dicking around on lj. And I just can't trust myself to FORBID it - it just doesn't work. If I delete, the temptation won't be there. (Because if I delete then undelete an hour later, I risk looking like a weakling. :P)But anyways, this won't happen anytime soon since I'm on midterm break. Just wanted to throw it out there, as a future warning. :/ My monitor is fucked up. It keeps blurring, flashing to random RGB colors, and even flashing on and off. It's the connector in the back - I tried replacing it, which worked temporarily, but now it's doing it again. Luckily, I was able to find my service plan receipt, but now it's a matter of actually going down to Best Buy and fixing the problem. A lot of you have experience with Best Buy, I know - if I bring it down, will they take care of the problem immediately, or will they make me wait? I mean, the problem is pretty straightforward, so . . . I dunno. I just fear having to go a long time without my monitor (and thus, my computer.) I'm not sure why, but I'm feeling discouraged by the feedback to my last fic. Some of it was great, but a lot of it felt very lukewarm, and I guess I expected more out of an emotional piece like that. (Then again, it might just not have turned out as well as I thought it did. :P) And I'm also kinda frustrated with the fact that people still had the nerve to complain about the pot smoking; I knew people would, but it still pisses me off, because dammit, am I not allowed my artistic license? People post fics with rape and violence every day, but OH NOES, I have the boys smoking weed. Teenage boys acting like teenage boys. Imagine that! Considering all the disturbing stuff fandom churns out, it's amazing that people can still have such ridiculous biases. eh, I'm done. This is getting more and more sour as I go. -___- Still feeling like Picard, it seems.
Post je objavljen 11.11.2009. u 16:56 sati.