What should’ve been mine,
Now is so far away
When I come think of it
I could never have
Blessedness of skies
For I could never
Walk among them,
Between heaven’n hell.
I malfunction, dysfunction!...
For human state of mind.
To show emotions
I really try
But every smile is
Jet another lie.
Anger is my only escape
From depression and melancholy
While brief moments of happiness
remain a due.
Can I truly find the purpose,
Before I die.