Well folks, it looks like I'm skipping church again today, both the new style church-in-a-gym I went to once recently, and the old-school Catholic one I haven't been to all year.I feel somewhat guilty... mostly that my playing hooky from church shows a lack of discipline, and discipline is what I need more of in my life. I need to clean this effing apartment up today, I've gone the whole week without milk or juice so I need to go grocery shopping BIG time. I need to finish altering these 2 pairs of pants I bought oh maybe last spring or fall, I forget. I should really buy a new winter coat... I have one, but I've had my eye on a longer wool style one since last year, and I should get my ass in gear while they're still in the stores. I'm trying to dress more like a 35 year old than a 20 year old. Well I do have 35 year old style clothes, however I just dress for comfort by default. I want to get some new shoes to wear under jeans, ie that are not running shoes. I was going to buy some cutesy Puma running shoes, but looks like I will get some more adult-looking dressy shoes. I like the look of the wee stiletto under jeans, but I realize that I'm more of a Birkenstock wearing girl, so I figured I'd find something with a wider, more stable heel. I saw some I liked on a person on the GO train, so I will seek out something similar. And it can be ankle boots, because it will be under jeans. Wearing stilettos in the snow would SUCK. I have heeled loafers that I like, but they're deteriorating, so I might get new ones of those too. Fuck I hate looking younger and having to explain all the time, so it's time to maybe ditch the T-shirts and skater runners that I love so much and start dressing like an adult... I like the dressier clothing too, I just am such a creature of habit that the white t-shirt comes out every morning. LOL However I think my face is the primary issue with looking younger - it's just how it's shaped. God I'm sick of talking about it too, I just want the discussion to end once and for all.I just have to make an extra effort to be stylish, otherwise I would wear the same thing every day. Heh I make that style effort twice a year when i go shopping, then I don't think about it till it's shopping time agian.I'm so fucking tired, I have so much shit to do, that going to church would kill my morning, it seems to eat up so much time, for an hour spent in church, that is. Also, the singer there is BRUTAL and it's primarily what keeps me out of that church. For a properly trained organist, he certainly sings like someone playing a kazoo.I called my sister yesterday. I wanted to pop in; I was going to visit my friend who lives nearby, who wasn't home yet, and wanted to pop in on my sister and say Hi. So after I'm settled in to my friend's house, my sister DOES call, and I have to tell her nicely No, I'm not coming over but maybe I'll come over tomorrow. (luckily I think she's so addled with caring for the baby that she doesn't realize I'm blowing her off) When I'm not really in her area at all. But I want to see the baby, so I will go later, after I'm done grocery shopping and spending money at the mall.I'm still tired, and I have a fucking headache, so I need to get this show on the road so I can get to bed early tonight. ARGH
Post je objavljen 17.09.2009. u 21:31 sati.