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I have died from within,
the beginning of an end
But I still stand,
Seeing red,
The anger made me strong...
he's gone down below
but I'm no longer at hes
side
and I'm drunk with the love
of the dead who is my bride
The pain grows stronger
everyday
and my soul is turning black,
Left alone with useless thoughts
and a life beginning to crack,
If you could see inside of me and
taste my bitter life
You would see an empty soul
drowned in misery…
Take me higher show me the
way
I'm lost beyond pain…
Alone on the outside don't
wanna be inside
I respect the world you live in
but I don't believe in it…
Crying I cannot believe
the world that I see
Is not for me,
Praying please take me
home,
I'm here all alone and
slowly I fade
If you could see my misery
Would you believe in
opacity?
Pain is my friend
Life's just a game
Take me away from here…
I will never fear again...never!
Never again. No more pain!
I'd like to see the real me.
But I'm afraid to look inside…
This life gives me
nothing but trouble
It's so insane I'm
feeling so helpless
My loyal companion
you know how to help me
Where are you? I need you so badly
Love is great but yet
painfully
Making scars I never would
believe
You might know what I'm t
hinking of
I cry my tears eternally
Read this lines and u
nderstand
I will never be free
Free from the force of loneliness
As the past still haunts
This is not the way
I wanna live my life
This is not the way I
thought it would be
To live without your love
To live without your smile
So my friend, please come
back to me now
What do they see when
they look at me?
Who are they to judge me
If they never spoke with me
Never looked without laughing
Never tried to see, see me
I can't believe that it is
only me
The person to hate
The only left out
I can't believe how they can
be so mean
If they could feel the brutal
stings of their words
And the bitter cold when they laugh
Once more I'm running
Running away, I must hide
Can't take anymore
A fight to free me from an
endless struggle with life
Running, tell me how far
should I go
If they're all the same
This fight
I'm fighting my way through
I don't really want to be like
them
The way they behave
The way that they live
I don't really need someone
No people like that
Someone in a world with wars
and respite
A world without the feeling
I must be running
Running away, I must hide
Can't take anymore
A fight to free me from an
endless struggle with life
Running, tell me how far
should I go
If they're all the same
This fight
I'm fighting my way throught
Am I alive or am i dead.My greadest regreds repeating
im my head.Feeling so empty and could,
like a puddle of my own blood forming the Sillhoutte
of a mold.Wondering if Il ever be missed,
trapped in my own darkness,lost to the
lucidity of my mind.The depression,a war in time.
Counting down the days left of my life line.
Lost in all these silly shames,tryng to breath,
but no longer living,los all hope,lost all meaning,
Confused with whats the real.Saying grace
at my last meal.Counting down the seconds
to death,watching in hell as they put me to
rost.
Post je objavljen 24.09.2008. u 15:06 sati.