I told myself I won't miss you.. but I remembered..
.. opet te sinoch sanjah. Opet si uspjeo da me trgnesh bez i da pokushash. Ne znam zashto mi se to deshava.. ono, ne zhelim. Znam onu staru - sama pala sama se ubila - ali mi nikako ne ide u glavu zashto bol ne prestaje? Pa davno sam pala :) valjda je trebalo prochi do sada.
No, josh uvjek sam zhiva, zdrava i pomalo luckasta :) Ponekad ne znam shta da radim sa sobom.. ali to je opshte stanje koje se ponavlja. Nishta novo.
Polako shvatam da sam za tebe jedno veliko nishta, da nemash potrebu da mi se javish, i to je u redu. Tvoje pravo, tvoja volja.
Prezhivjet chu kao i uvjek, shto me ne ubije ojacha me :) blago meni...
Mrzim sebe samo shto josh uvjek prvu stvar shto uradim kad upalim svog koljenka .. provjerim mail.. nikad ne znash, mozhda me se sjetish :)
Neke navike teshko umiru.
Javi se, chisto onako, iz navike.. obraduj me, treba mi.
Before I hung up the phone all I could hear
Was the dial tone ring in my ear
If I could go back in time
I'd say those three words
I shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you
And this can't be saved if you can't be found
You hung up and left me for dead on the ground
You didn't even say goodbye
I shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you
I shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you
Now that you're gone I'm wasting away
The life has been siphoned right out of my veins
If I could go back in time
I'd say those three words
I shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you
And this can't be saved if you can't be found
You hung up and left me for dead on the ground
You didn't even say goodbye
I shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you
I shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you