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Numb...by Linkin Park
Numb
I'm tired of being what you want me to be,
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
i Don't know what you are expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware,
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you ooooo
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware,
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Evo par rijeci o ovoj pjesmi....bilo je to proslo ljeto.Kad sam bila u totalnoj depri.Cijele ljetne praznike sam provela misleci na na jednu osobu.Ovu pjesmu sam napisala jer tocno opisuje kako sam se osjecala...bila sam umorna od njega i svojeg zivota.Mrzila sam sto postojim,sto se moram tako osjecati i toliko patiti.On mi je bio sve.Za njega sam zivjela i on je bio jedino cemu sam se radovala.Ali bilo mi je dosta biti ono sto nisam,biti ono sto on hoce i ne slusati svoje srce.Bila sam spremna napraviti uzasne stvari sebi.Jednostavno nisam vidjela izlaza iz toga....kako te moze tako nesto toliko razjebati..??Tijekom ljeta sam nasla neki smisao u tome svemu..zavoljela sam taj nacin zivota,bilo mi je dobro biti emo.Bijezala sam od problema koji su mi se gomilali i sve vise gubila pravu sebe.Skrivala sam svoje osjecaje,tako sam mislila da je bolje.Zivjela sam sama u svojem svijetu sa glazbom....Kako je pocela skola vise nisam htjela biti kukavica,bjezati od svojih problema.Htjela sam biti zapazena htjela sam se ISKRENO smijati i ne cendrati svaku vecer.Uspjelo je.Ali sam bila jos uvjek slaba i napravila neke pogreske na pocetku...sada jos uvjek radim na sebi i trudim se biti sretna,ja to jesam ali zelim postici ono sto sam mislila da nikad necu.Sve vam govori onaj post:''I'm sooo happy..''Iako se ponekad zelim vratiti u ono stanje koje sam bila tada.Onda si povrijedjen uvijek i ne mozete netko ponovno povrijediti....pokusat cu biti snazna i ne biti onakva kakva sam bila...slaba,dosadna,sutljiva i zatvorena u svoj svijet...iako je to iskreno jako tesko.
Post je objavljen 22.08.2008. u 13:47 sati.