the events that took place during the last few days have been irreparably damaged in my memory. this drug induced stupor is peaking at this very moment... how did i get to this point... where did it all go wrong... and when?
after those first couple of minutes as the smoke made it's way into my blood stream... that's when it all went to hell... i could almost fell my IQ getting canceled out and reaching zero in a strange mathematical equation playing in front of my eyes.
every string i pull, trying to sort this in my brain, leads me to that damn moment... a split second decision that started this rotten domino chain...
my brain is in overdrive... thoughts are flashing in front of my eyes like bull whips. maybe... yes. a cigarette ... that's what i need...
one little cancer stick... much better...
it's not like it's gonna kill me... well, not now anyway
i gotta stop doing this... it's messing me up
time is passing by irregularly. what a silly word... irregularly
irregular bowel movement...
i'm digressing... gotta write this down before i wonder offf
NEVER GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS!!
it doesn't matter if you never fulfill them
let them be lighthouses in your storms
fly...
have a nice morning
Everybody's talking at me
I don't hear a word they're saying
Only the echoes of my mind
People stopping staring
I can't see their faces
Only the shadows of their eyes
I'm going where the sun keeps shining
Thru' the pouring rain
Going where the weather suits my clothes
Backing off of the North East wind
Sailing on summer breeze
And skipping over the ocean like a stone
Post je objavljen 13.10.2007. u 00:15 sati.