Ponekad sam doista fascinirana svojom glupošću, svojom naivnosti... nevjerojatno kako ljudi mogu biti odvratno, prokleto odvratno dvolični... jučer me jako puno do kojih mi je jako stalo razočaralo...
ljudi za koje sam mislila da me poznaju, da me shvaćaju i da znaju što mi se vrti po glavi i što me muči... i da postoje neke stvari koje bih htjela riješiti... mislila sam da to znaju i shvaćaju... i njihove sam postupke(čitaj odlazak) shvatila kao da žele da ja to riješim jer znaju kolliko me to muči... i onda me ti isti ljudi idu napadati... kao da nisam sama shvatila kako je to izgledalo... ali mi nije baš to u tom trenutku bilo pretjerano bitno...kvragu, ako niste htjeli da razgovaramo zašto ste se micali?! Ja vam to stvarno nisam ni na koji način naznačila... Ajmo dalje... razočaranje drugi dio... ah,ne,ne,ne... da ne zaboravim da su mi neki još htjeli lagati i sakriti porilično važne informacije od mene... uglavnom... drugi dio... nevjerojatno je koliko ljudi mogu biti umišljeni i egocentrični... poruka određenom debilu: gade prokleti, otkud ti pravo da si takvo što umišljaš... ja sam ta koja bi to trebala misliti... ne znam je si li primjetio da ja već osam mjeseci imam dečka kojeg puno volim... i koliko sam ti puta objasnila da je meni samo jako žao što postoji osoba u razredu koja me izbjegava... i onda ti šalješ ove debile u svetu misiju... ti si IDIOT!!! Ali stvarno! Jednom davno sam, ne znam zašto, osjećala nešto za tebe i mislila da si pošten čovjek... Nevjerojatna glupost... Nevjerojatna naivnost... Vjeruj mi... nikad više... Uostalom koja je poanta svete proklete misije kad si ti taj koji je meni pričao da sam lijepa i pametna i pitao me što bi bilo da si me pokušao poljubiti... Idiote prokleti, ti doista o sebi imaš predobro mišljenje...
I evo ga tri pjesmice za kraj...
Type 0 Negative
"Christian Woman"
[samo ovaj prvi dio je bitan...]
Forgive her for she knows not what she does
A cross upon her bedroom wall - from grace she will fall
an image burning in her mind - and between her thighs
A dying god-man full of pain - when will you cum again?
before him beg to serve or please - on your back or knees
No forgiveness for her sins - prefers punishment
would you suffer eternally - or internally - ah
For her lust - she'll burn in hell - her soul done medium well
all through mass manual stimulation - salvation
Corpus christi - she needs - corpus christi - corpus christi
Corpus christi - she needs - corpus christi - corpus christi
body of Christ - she needs - body of Christ - body of christ
She'd like to know - God - love - God - feel her God - inside of
her - deep inside of her - ah
She'd like to know - God - love - God - feel feel feel her god -
inside of her - deep inside of her
Inside of her - deep inside of her
Jesus christ looks like me - jesus christ - jesus christ looks
like me - jesus christ
Jesus christ looks like me - jesus christ oh - jesus christ looks
like me - jesus christ - ah
Jesus christ looks like me - jesus christ yeah - jesus christ
looks like me yea
jesus christ oh - jesus christ looks like me - jesus christ -
yeah - jesus christ looks like me - jesus christ oh
Opeth
"To Rid The Disease"
There's nobody here, there's nobody near
I try not to care, dead eyes always stare
Let these matters be, don't trust what you see
Take hold of your time, step into the line
There's innocence torn from its maker
Stillborn the trust in you
This failure has made the creator
So would you tell him what to do (would you)
Leave your mark upon the head of someone
Who'll cry for his state, we know it's too late
I turn round to see what was meant to be
Faint movement release to rid the disease
There's innocence torn from its maker
Stillborn the trust in you
(I have lost all trust I had in you)
This failure has made the creator
So would you tell him what to do
(I have lost all trust I had in you)
Ima li smisla da još jednom stavljam cijelu Never again... baš i ne...
ma ni ne treba naslov je dosta... nikad više... ali stvarno...
Post je objavljen 18.03.2007. u 16:11 sati.