hodas i gledas u nebo..dal te netko promatra?gdje si zapravo?i gdje ides?sto si?i sto ces postati?kako ces zavrsiti?tj zapoceti..i sto zapravo zelis?bas mi je to danas prolazilo glavom danas dok sam se vracala iz skole..cesto razmisljam o takvim stvarima,o zivotu poslije ovoga...o ovome zivotu..ne znam valjda sam tako raspolozena..cesto razmisljam i o prijateljima i osobama kojima mogu beskrajno vjerovati..i da li im mogu beskrajno vjerovati...i da li sam uopce nasla osobu koja bi me mogla razumjeti u svim situacijama..ne znam...i koja bi bila uz mene u svim situacijama..ne znam...mozda zvucim okrutno prema nekima,ali pisem ono sto osjecam...ono sto zbilja mislim..neki dio mene nedostaje..kao da mi je nesto istrgnuto,dio mene koji mi je bio jako vazan..moram ga pronaci..ponovno...
evo jedne pjesmice koju sam napisala jednu nedjelju i koja recimo opisuje kako se trenutno osjecam..hmmm..sorite zbog mozda nekih gramatickig pogresaka,rijeci ili slicno ;)
it was sunday
it was evening
my fears,they grew up every second
i was in this cold world,trying to calm myself down
i knew it will be bloody monday
i just knew it
and i wasn't wrong
i was on this dirty lonely road
it was so long!
at midnight i asked myself
where are you
and why are you not with me
you just simply said
well you see
on this lonely road you are really alone
i am just in your head,i am pure imagination
it's hard to know that,fuck i said
it's enough of frustration
calm me down,take me in your arms
breath with me and stroke my hair
protect me,stay here all night
keep the light
and guide me home
my window is open
and fresh air is coming
i enjoy in watching dark sky
it's so peacefull
it's perfect for me
maybe it's now time to die?
killing the moment
my thoughts too depressive
i was afraid
they were almost agressive
calm me down,take me in your arms
breath with me and stroke my hair
protect me,stay here all night
keep the light
and guide me home
pa tolko od mene danas...cujemo se i vidimo ;)
pusa
p.s.i da msn mi nes zeza tak da vam se nemrem javit dok sam onlajn(probat cu sredit)
Post je objavljen 07.02.2007. u 21:14 sati.