I close my eyes,
And see the evil inside of me,
I can’t shun, can’t hide,
The discord where there was once harmony.
I try to ignore it,
Try to run away,
I cut myself for it,
With a razor I play.
I try to find it’s source,
I strive to figure out when it started,
Strangely I feel no remorse,
As though my soul has already departed.
My cuts have healed,
I tear them open yet again,
A thousand times have they sealed,
Just steel to have met again.
Thick streams of blood trickle down my skin,
I watch the red ruby river flow,
As I think about what it could have been,
My body has long ago lost it’s healthy glow.
Perhaps it started when my dreams shattered,
Or maybe when I lost all hope,
Not that my dreams ever mattered,
But at least they helped me cope.
For the first time I’m truly alone,
And maybe it happens to all,
But even if I do pick up the phone,
Who on earth would I call?
I’m just another solitary shadow in the darkness,
Just another creature in the night,
My soul is tormented without rest,
Oh how I miss the light.
Post je objavljen 06.10.2006. u 14:53 sati.