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Seal of Lonelyness
I hate this place
That I was put in to
With this people
That are suppose to be
my family
…
I do not see them
That way
I see them
As strangers that
I have to live with
I don´t feel nothing
For them
And they for me; I wish!
They gave me this life,
A life of pain and sadness
That I do not deserve; I think.
In this corner
That I am in now
I am crying ; once again,
My face cowered in tears
As the nights full moon
Is trying to dry it,
But the tears just
Keep falling even more
…
All around me are trees
As I sit on my balcony
Watching the Moon
Standing still and lighting
The path of the road.
I try not to think
About the other
People´s joy and laughter..
But I can not,
I can hear tham all
The way from the beach and
That freedom makes
Me wanna cry even more
…
I am stack in this house
Until we go home, great home,
With more empty rooms and
More lonelyness.
I am stack in this seal
In my mind
fild
with darkness
And pain
that is in my life.
I look to the sky
And I see stars
They are like little freckles
On the face of the
Early night sky,
Each one brighter than the other
Looking down on me
Seeing my green eyes
Cowered in
bittersweet tears.
I feel a shiver
In my soul
As I think of
My beloved,
Thinking to myself
What if She is looking at the Moon
right now as I am? ( No! )
What if She is alone
right now as I am? ( No! )
What if She hates herself
Just like I do now? ( No! )
What if She missees me
Just like I miss her now?( No! )
What if? What if?
She is the only one
Who can hurt me,
Everyone has…
She is holding a knife
Near my hart
And with every rejection
The knife is getting closer.
Soon the knife will go
Thru my hart
And in time it will kill
The last thing
That is keeping me alive,
In this seal of lonelyness…
And then
I am going to be free!!!
this poem go´s to everyone
that has hurt me;
emotionaly...
(my loved ones, my parents and me )
through the last couple of months
Post je objavljen 25.09.2006. u 19:13 sati.