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Inace ja imam 180cm a cimer je oko 160cm :)))) Nije ni cudno sto me zovu " Croatian Amazon woman "
Sad dok smo to stavili, evo i novi blog sto sam na myspace-u napisala(sto nekuzite, je razumljivo u kontekstu americke televizije itd):
EVO ZBOG KOMENTARA MORAM OBJASNITI POANTU POSTA - pricam o tome kako se vremena mjenjaju te kako su neke stvari mozda drugacije u kulturama, ovisno o medijima itd. Ovaj dole blog nije napisan kao prica o tome " ja zelim momka jer svi ga drugi imaju", vec kako mozda na neke stvari ljudi prihvacaju BAS zbog straha od samoce i zure u nesto iako su mladi, a mozda je to i drugacija kultura gdje npr. mi u Hrvatskoj imamo puno vise sloboda, te se ispucamo do kraja srednje, dok u Americi tek startaju na fakultetu... Postoje razlike ljudi moji.
Eto, to vam je uvod - tako ne trazim momka, vec je ovo osvrt.
Foolish games
Current mood: awake
Lately I find myself thinking about the most random stuff - food, life/death situations, stupid people, money, shoes, boys etc...My iTunes is always on shuffle, and this time it landed on Jewel's song "Foolish games". The song really triggered my "softer" side (if one exists). I never thought of myself as a family person. I always found the way to "run away" from everybody since all of them made a great effort to turn me into one of them. The more pressure they put, faster I ran - so fast it got me over the ocean by the time I was 17. But, that's a story everybody already knows so I won't dwell on it. Basically, lately I have been craving for some "family". Not necessarly my own (the ones I already have) but someone new, who wants me for me - not because we are connected by blood and the natures way of forcing one another to respect/love. I have been watching too many stupid movies as well, and that doesn't help. So, I am completly trying to force myself not to crave this stupid emotional security, stupid romantic crap and all that jazz, and being sorrounded with "single and ready to mingle" New Yorkers really helps, but then. in two weeks I am going home and not a single friend - is single. WTF. Aren't we all just like 21? All of them are in LT (long term or as I like to call it LunaTic) relationships , 2+ years, even the sluttiest friend is like staying put.... Am I missing something? Is it a trend of this year? Different culture? Maybe in a year all of them will be single ? I doubt it... I think by the next year all of them will start buying / getting rings, and my mother will start getting ready to wed me to some weird business man's son, who she believe's is perfect for me. Ah, luckly my mother knows me well - she wouldn't try to do that....or would she?
God forbid to have an old maid for a daughter.
Today I think everybody finds it hard to find that "special someone". We meet people, we all have different standards. We live in the world of "Date my mom", Room Raiders and NEXT (which takes the first place) where the process of finding a soulmate is boxed into 30 minutes with few "Proactive" breaks. And a search for a soulmate over a completely disposable human beeing is summed up into one little word usually followed by a face of disgust - NEXT! How long until people start using that in everyday life? Or are they already?
What if Harry said NEXT to Sally? What happened to those romantic times when people actually ASKED people to go out? When it wasn't all in meeting people over myspace, or keeping everything so business like - lets do lunch, or wtf. What happened to - hey! Would you like to go out with me on friday night?
Now it is all about foolish games - don't be available, be available, say you care, act like you dont, be an ass, don't be an ass... AHHHHHH
So I met this cool guy. Strong family values, polite, cute etc... But is it worth it putting yourself out there now that we know how much work it is keeping someone interested so you don't get "nexted".Only difference is that in real life you don't get any money for your wasted time...if we did - I would be able to finish school, start a business and get a green card all in one morning. :) But, me being me, I would probably take the second date.
Now, I try to look at love from a different angle. I am still not perfect, or strong enough, but I do try to make better choices. Certainly now, I don't give a damn until someone proves that they deserve it. And until somebody is really worth it, love means only this to me : Learn, Observe, Visualise, Execute.
Good night my friends.
Post je objavljen 18.07.2006. u 11:54 sati.