evo i mene da se konacno pojavim. Nije me dugo bilo, al evo. sad sam tu.bila sam sad par dana u Sibeniku i bilo je predobro. Ma bilo je tu i nekih sitnica ( zna Lana ) al to se brzo zaboravi. Kasnije cu se smijat svemu kaj je bilo. Neki ljudi su me cak i iznenadili, neki dobro, neki lose. Onaj prvi dojam koji sam imala o odredenim ljudima se uzasno popravio, a o nekima se i pogorsao. O nekima koji su se pretvarali da bi kasnije ispali totalno dvolicni. Ali o njima mi se uopce neda. Bilo pa proslo.
Mislim da svi znaju ono kad neko bude tu pa ga onda vise nema, pa onda bude i suza i svega kaj uz to ide. E, pa kod mene toga nema. Mozda zvuci bahato i umisljeno, ali mi uopce nije zao. Bilo je super, divno, krasno al kad vise nejde onda je glupo forsirati. Mislim da za nikim necu pisati depresivne postove, zatvarati se u sobu i cmizdriti do besvjesti. Nek se ne uvrijede oni koji to mogu, al ja jednostavno mislim da ja to nikada nebudem mogla tak...
The one who makes you cry isn't worth your tears. The one who is worth your tears would never make you cry.
*..Wait for the boy who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kinda boy who brings out the best in you and makes you wanna be a better person. wait for the boy who will be your best friend, who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances. wait for the boy who makes you smile like no one else, and when he smiles, you know he needs you. wait for the boy who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and have no make-up on, but appreciates it when you get dolled up for him...and most of all, wait for the boy who will put you at the center of his universe, because that's where you belong ..*
A najteze je nekoga odbiti a ne biti siguran. Misliti da bi mozda jos i moglo nekaj, a ustvari.... I onda si kasnije mislis kaj bi bilo kad bi bilo. Kaj bi bilo da ste ostali. Kaj bi bilo da si rekla moze a ne odbila jer nisi sigurna jel bi to islo i kaj neko drugi misli o tebi i sebi. E, al sad je gotovo. I neznam vise kaj da mislim o svemu. Ali kaj je najbolja stvar, nakon kaj ovo napisem prestat cu mislit o tome ko da nikad toga nije ni bilo ( ponavljam, nek se niko ne uvrijedi ) jer ja sam takva. Komplicirana, umisljena, bahata, tvrdoglava i jos puno toga, ali to sam ja. Hvala Bogu, ponosna na sebe i zbog nikog i niceg se necu sazaljevati i misliti da sam kriva ili nesposobna. Malo ljudi to moze trpiti, ali zato samo malo ljudi me zasluzuje takvu kakva jesam a da me ne pokusava promijeniti ili uvjeriti da sam ono kaj nisam.
Tesko je nekomu reci ne i poslije ga skoro svaki dan gledati ali mislim da bas u ovom jednom slucaju to bas i nebude tesko. Meni uopce nije bed, a mislim da nije ni tom nekom, pa nema sazaljevanja i idemo dalje. i jedno i drugo ( makar je bilo porilicno neugodno kad sam doznala o cemu je rijec. )
e, jos par bisera za one koji znaju eng.
Now I lay me down to study,
I pray the Lord I won't go nutty.
If I should fail to learn this junk,
I pray the Lord I will not flunk.
But if I do, don't pitty me at all,
Just lay my bones in the school's hall.
Tell my prof I did my best,
Then pile my books upon my chest.
Now I lay me down to rest,
And pray I'll pass tomorrow's test.
If I should die before I wake,
That's one less test I'll have to take!
A guy was driving when a policeman pulled him over. He rolled
down his window and said to the officer, "Is there a problem,
Officer?"
"No problem at all. I just observed your safe driving and am
pleased to award you a $5,000 Safe Driver Award. Congratulations.
What do you think you're going to do with the money?"
He thought for a minute and said, "Well, I guess I'll go get that
drivers' license."
The lady sitting in the passenger seat said to the policeman,
"Oh, don't pay attention to him - he's a smartass when he's drunk
and stoned."
The guy from the back seat said, "I TOLD you guys we wouldn't get
far in a stolen car!"
At that moment, there was a knock from the trunk and a muffled
voice said, "Are we over the border yet?"
I tak, napokon neki pametan post i od mene. A kaj sad. Dode na momente... i jos moja dobra stara- life goes on...
Post je objavljen 11.07.2006. u 21:24 sati.