Ciao narode.
Ovih dana svasta se pomalo desava. Jos uvijek sam na praksi, relativno sam jos uvijek potrckalo. Uskoro imamo neko snimanje tako to ce brzo doci. Cimeri su se svi vratili (neki na duze neki na krace vrijeme) pa preuredujemo stan. Saznali smo da ce nam obnoviti stanarinu,tako moci cemo zivjeti ovdje do prosinca 2007.
Sto se tice dijete... nakon sto me vaga izmaltretirala odlucila sam kupiti novu digitalnu. E pa narode, stara vaga me varala. Imam vise kila, af kors, tako sve ono sto se cinilo izgubljeno, vise nije :) Znaci pocinjemo iz pocetka. Ah... jebiga, stvarno mi je dokurcilo biti projekt mojima doma, da bi njima za zabavu to bilo hocu li se ja vratiti doma mrsavija ili ne.
Tako, vise necu o dijeti pisati. Mozda izgubim kile, mozda ne... Boli me kurac. Da znaju koliko psihickih problema na temelju vlastitog izgleda su mi nabili nebi mi vise spomenili nista. Tako o dijeti vise ne pisem. Jer ni neshvacate da ja svaki zalogaj sto stavim u usta prebrojim 101 put, i to nije ni smisno ni zabavno. Necu radi necije jebene zabave i pretvaranja mene u vlastiti mali projekt ja dobiti poremecaj u prehrani...a na jakom sam dobrom putu za to. Mentalno sam vec spremna. Tako o tome tocka.
Na netu sam nasla test TEST POREMECAJi U JELU o prehrambenim navikama i ovo je moj rezultat:
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Do you feel in control of your eating behaviour? Most of the time you do, but there is some anxiety that has crept into your relationship with food: this is showing up in your eating behaviour. Are you aware of how much energy you are putting into controlling your eating habits? Take care that this does not become a full-time preoccupation with how much you weight and how much you are trying not to eat.
There is a direct connection between how relaxed you are with food and your general self-esteem. If your confidence is a little shaky, controlling your eating behaviour can be a diversionary tactic. Try to work out what it is that is really bothering you. Or what your real coping difficulties are.
You are sensitive to all the conflicting messages around you concerning food and weight. You may feel that you cannot accept yourself unless you are a certain size. Relax a little and learn to accept yourself as you are. If you restrain your food intake too much, this is bound to have a rebound effect sooner or later. It is also confusing listening to all the conflicting advice out there about what healthy eating really means.
Do you feel less of a person if you are not following some kind of obscure dietary regime?. Again, learn to relax, and listen to your body. Be kind to yourself. The old adage, 'a little of what you fancy does you good', still holds true. Food is a means to a happy healthy life - not an end in itself. "
Diplomski, nema napretka. Trebaju nam jaci kompjuter za raditi na njemu, moramo to nesto preko faksa rijesiti.
U New Yorku je uzasno vruce, nema nikakvih novosti. Moram sad sredivati sobu, a onda cu ici u spizu... DA IDEM JESTI, jer sam gladna ima vec mjesec dana. BOK!
Post je objavljen 15.06.2006. u 20:37 sati.