Watch the drops of blood
see the scars on my arms
ashamed, I live with the result
of my self inflicted harm
I don’t know how to stop doing this
I don’t know what to do
I need someone’s help to make me stop
someone to help me that pain go out
The water washes away the blood
The blood washes away my pain
but i have to hide the permanent marks
I have to live with the shame
I can’t describe the depression
I can’t explain what comes over me
but the results of my actions
is something I don’t want you to see
I’m going to stop hurting myself
I reall am trying
but it’s getting harder everyday
to carry on smiling
No one else understands
there’s no where I can turn
and the strong temptation inside of me
still continues to burn
I’m shameful and disgusted
but no one else can see
I don’t want anyone to hurt because of my weakness
so I take it out on me
When i take the first cut
I leave the pain behind
no rational thought can get through
when im in this state of mind
this time I’m going down a different path
I’m using a different door
I promise you I’m trying
not to hurt myself anymore...
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Post je objavljen 01.06.2006. u 12:35 sati.