Ovi dani.....Meni su svi isti.....Ali fakat....Ono škola, van, doma, škola, doma......Isto okruženje, isti osjećaji, iste fore.....uglavnom, sve isto......I opet ista situacija kao i neki dan.....Opet sam sto puta ušla u blogeditor s namjerom da nešto napišem.....I izađem....Ne znam više što da napišem.....Ne znam više zašto još uvijek pišem ovaj blog....Zapravo znam zašto....Ali to je preglup razlog....Zbilja preglup....I stvarno bih ga trebala obrisati.....Ali ne mogu, taj preglup razlog me u tome sprječava......Ne znam više stvarno što da radim sa sobom....Ne mogu više ovako svake večeri. Svake noći.....Ne mogu više zaspati od toga....Najrađe bih sve ovo zaboravila na nekoliko minuta....Zaboravila tko sam......Da se mogu osloboditi tih misli. Kako se mrzim kad sam takva....Depresivna. Jadna. I u biti pišem ovo samo iz tog razloga....Osjećam se tako....usamljeno....I stvarno ne znam zašto....Tome ni taj razlog nije kriv....Bar ja mislim....
HIM LYRICS
"Killing Loneliness"
Memories, sharp as daggers
Pierce into the flesh of today
Suicide of love took away all that matters
And buried the remains in an unmarked grave in your heart
With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me,
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness
Nailed to the cross, together
As solitude begs us to stay
Disappear in the lie forever
And denounce the power of death over our souls and secret words are said to start a war
With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me,
I'm killing loneliness with you
I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness
Killing loneliness
With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me
Post je objavljen 31.05.2006. u 22:03 sati.