Hodnici su po običaju bili puni veselih nasmijanih lica, svi su se samo razbacivali osmjesima, ali ti nisi, ti si samo prolazila i svakim korakom približavala si se. Tvoj pogled, govorio je sve... Tvoj pogled bio je sasvim jednostavan, nekako povrijeđen, osjećao sam to svaki put kada sam uspio provirit u tebe, u tvoju unutrašnjost. Pokušala si sakriti bol koju si nosila u sebi ali za osmijeh koji si pokušala odjenuti bio je kasno, srce je osjećalo i znam da je bilo u pravu. Kao i svaki put prije borio sam se sa svima da konačno opet pogledam tvoje oči, tvoj pravi osmjeh. Želio sam samo tebe, želio sam od tebe naučit kako se boriti s osjećajima. Svi osmjesi, svaki pokušaj buđenja iz zalutalih snova bio je neuspješan. Ali prestalo je i to. Svi osmjesi i utjehe nisu pomagale da se konačno probudim iz vlastite boli i vlastitih suza, ali ti si ta koja mi je konačno uspjela vratiti nadu.Svaka tvoja riječ bila je nova pobuna među osjećajima, svaka tvoja riječ bila je nova nada. Možda izgleda čudno ali istina je da su moji osjećaji konačno ostali prošlost i krenuli dalje, možda je tvoje srce pre mekano,možda si stvarno pre dobra, neopisiva si. Nadam se da si stvarno takva kakva jesi, nadam se da se neću razočarat, nadam se da se neću probudit i opet nastavit živjet u paklu suza i boli. Možda nije pošteno,znam,ali ni ja ne uspijevam uvijek zabraniti srcu da kuca za koga želi.
DIE FOR YOU
Alice Cooper
A hundred numbers on my wall
Some with names I sometimes call
I drop a coin and watch it fall
Tryin' to get connected to you
A thousand hours all alone
My softest pillow turns hard as stone
This is the longest night on my own
Lying here thinking of you
Sometimes I shake my head
And laugh to myself
I'd like to start again with somebody else
I'm like a broken toy forgotten on the shelf
Baby, I could have been someone
I could have been something
It would have been nothing to die for you
Baby, you're going to need me
You'd better believe me
It would have been easy to die for you
A million memories flood my brain
Drown my sorrow
Kill my pain
Whets my thirst for you again
Just another night to get through
All my neighbors scream for quiet at my door
Shattered glass and torn up photos on the floor
Well, I couldn't stand to see your pictures anymore
Baby, I could have been someone
I could have been something
It would have been nothing to die for you
Baby, you're going to need me
You'd better believe me
It would have been easy to die for you
These cuts are deep but you plead innocent
Are you hell or are you heaven-sent
You're much to cold to know how much
You meant to me, yeah
A billion tear drops fallen from my eyes
But it's just a joke now
And I'm laughing at your lies
You make me hard as rock and now I realize
Baby, I could have been someone
I could have been something
It would have been nothing to die for you
Baby, you're going to need me
You'd better believe me
It would have been easy to die for you ...
Post je objavljen 14.04.2006. u 21:45 sati.