Evo ovaj put šta mi znače pjesme od PJ Harvey
Oh my sweet thing
Oh my honey thighs
Give me your troubles
I'll keep them with mine
-Oh, My Lover-
Pa da vidimo. Moja ljubav prema Kurtu...Da, u svojim pjesmama mi je dao svoje nevolje i vidjela sam u kakvim je on problemima bio i vidjela sam da imamo nekih istih problema. I eto da, dao mi je svoje probleme i ja ih čuvam zajedno sa svojima.
Put on that dress
I'm going out dancing
Starting off red
Clean and sparkling, he'll see me
Music play, make it dreamy for dancing
Must be a way that I can dress to please him
It's hard to walk in the dress, it's not easy
I'm swinging over like a heavy loaded fruit tree
-Dress-
Da, ima jadnica koje su spremne sve učiniti da bi udovoljile svom muškarcu. Sve bi napravile samo zato da ih on vidi. Nije bitno ako se to njoj ne sviđa, nije bitno ako joj je neudobno, glavno je da će ju on vidjeti i da će ga zadovoljiti ako se tako oblači. Mislim da je to super napisala.
Filthy tight, the dress is filthy
I'm falling flat and my arms are empty
Clear the way, better get it out of this room
A fallen woman in dancing costume
-Dress-
Eto, ovako i te koke koje sve rade za muškarce završe
. Bar se nadam da tako završe.
More than the hills
More than the trees
More than the mountains, you
More than I can see
In front of me
More than the mountains, you
-Happy And Bleeding-
Dvije riječi će biti dovoljne - Kurt Cobain.
So fruit flower myself inside out
I'm happy and bleeding for you
Fruit flower myself inside out
I'm tired and I'm bleeding for you
-Happy And Bleeding-
Obješnjenje kao i ono gornje.
Gonna wash that man right out of my hair
Turn the corner, another one there
Gonna wash that man right out of my hair
Heard it before
-Sheela-NA-Gig-
Da, da možda bi to trebala napraviti. Skinuti sve postere sa zidova, maknuti svaku uspomenu na njega od sebe i zaboraviti ga...Možda postoje i žive osobe kao on...Ma ne, ipak to ne bi išlo kada duže razmišljam.
Stand under
Fountain
Cool skin,
Washed clean
Wash him from me
-Water-
Opet ipak ne...Toliko ga se želim riješiti i zaboraviti ga, ali ne mogu...Samo što ga ne osjećam na sebi i nikada neću. Neću ga čak ni vidjeti...
Hand in hand
He's my big man
Stays with me
Some forty days
No words
Then goes away
I cry again
-Water-
Ovako bi vjerojatno izgledala moja prva veza...I druga...I treća...I svaka...
I'll tie your legs
Keep you against my chest
Oh you're not rid of me
Yeah you're not rid of me
I'll make you lick my injuries
I'm gonna twist your head off, see
Till you say don't you wish you never never met her
Don't you don't you wish you never never met her
-Rid Of Me-
Pa opet, ovako bi vjerojatno izgledao kraj neke moje veze. Bar ja tako mislim.
I beg you my darling
Don't leave me
I'm hurting
I've been lonely
Above everything
Above every day
I'm hurting
-Rid Of Me-
A opet, veza bi i ovako završila.
Lick my legs I'm on fire
Lick my legs of desire
-Rid Of Me-
Ovo mi se samo sviđa. Nema veze s nijednim mojim razmišljanjem.
Show yourself to me
And I'd believe
I'd moan and I'd weep
Fall silent at your speak
-Missed-
Opet Kurt.
Oh you're divine
Oh did I tell you you're divine
Oh did I ever when you were alive
-Legs-
Nisam. Nikada mu neću. Niti sam dok je bio živ bila u prilici vidjeti ga.
Did it hurt when you bled
Oh lover boy, oh fever head
I'll bet you never thought I'd try
Your mouth, my love, was open wide
Singing oh you were going to be my life
Damn it
Oh you were going to be my life
-Legs-
Prva rečenica se naravno odnosi na Kurta. Mozak mu nije raznesen. Je li iskrvario odmah i na mjestu bio mrtav? Ili je trebalo proći ipak malo duže vremena da umre,a on je svega bio svjestan. Jer oči su mu ostale na glavi raznjeo si je samo donji dio glave. A ovo drugo, ot bi htjela kada bi mu mogla reći, kada bi bar na trenutak bio dio mog života. Živ u mom životu.
Did you ever wish me dead
Oh lover boy, oh fever head
No you must no you must not go away
How will you ever walk again
And I, I might as well be dead
But I could kill you instead
-Legs-
Ovo je ipak ja u braku...Da, nakon nekoliko sjebanih veza našla sam osobu koju jako volim. Ali on mene ne. I sada me želi ostaviti. Ja ga volim. Ne želim da ode...
I was blind I was lame
I was nothing till you came
You said babe make you sing
Make you feel like some queen
-Hook-
Da. Kurt opet. Pogotovo ova prva 2 stiha. Da me je natjerao da pjevam - je. Jesam li se iakada zbog njega osjećala kao kraljica - jesam. Kada sam na Nirvana forumu imala najveću Nirvana kolekciju. I svaki put kada mi ljudi govore da moje znanje o Kurtu i Nirvani orelazi granice normalnosti.
I'm lying and I'm lame
Left with nothing, but distain
Daddy, your maid, she can't sing
She can't feel, she's no queen
-Hook-
A opet se i zbog ljubavi prema Kurtu osjećam i ovako. I to jako često...samo mogu osjećati - tugu zbog toga što ga nema.
I'm coming up man-sized
Skinned alive
I want to fit
I've got to get
Man-sized
I'm heading on
Handsome
Got my leather boots on
-Man-sized-
Jednostavno mi se riječi sviđaju.
Hey I'm one big queen
No one can stop me
Red light red green
Sat back, I'm watching
I'm number one
Second to no one
No sweat I'm clean
Nothing can touch me
-50ft Queenie-
Ovo je tipično mišljenje jedne umišljene koke koja misli da je svi trebaju obožavati. I Polly je to jako dobro opisala s onim I'm number one/Secon to noone
I caught it in the face
Coming around again
I thought it was worth waiting
You're caught up in my hair
Wet sides from time to time
But mostly I'm just dry
You leave me dry
-Dry-
Na nekom testu je isplao da je ova pjesma moje stajalište o životu. I na neki način je...Živcira me to što tipovi misle da su glavni i da su nadmoćni na ženama i što ih zlostavljaju i što im nije bitno kako se one osjećaju nego samo kako se oni osjećaju...Pizde..
Move it over Tarzan can't you see I'm bleeding
I've called you by your first name good lord it's me-Jane
-Me-Jane-
Opet muški koji nikada ništa ne mogu shvatiti i kojima sve moraš crtati da bi shvatili. Ne vide kako se osjećaš čak ni ako im nacrtaš.
In the night I look for love
Get my strength from the man above
God of pistol, god of steel
God is here behind the wheel
-Working For The Man-
Mislim da se ovako osjećaju prostitutke.
How long must I suffer?
Dear god, I've served my time
This love becomes my torture
This love, my only crime
-Send His Love To Me-
Opet Kurt. Da, definitivno tako.
I'm
walking in the city tonight
I'm walking in the city at dark
Remembering, remember light
Thinking of nothing, and the shooting stars
And this world tonight is mine
A world to be remembered in
Think on a faded photograph
My hair longer than its ever been
-Sky Lit Up-
Ovako sam se osjećala jučer kada sam izašla iz tramvaja i šetala kući po noći i slušala ovu pjesmu.
Ne da mi se dalje pisati.
Post je objavljen 02.04.2006. u 19:16 sati.