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What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems
...ljudi nekada misle da pretjerujem...da sam uvjek nezadovoljna...da sam uvjek u depri...da se bezveze bediram i to...možda...više ne znam...ali...kako da im objasnim da mene sve može povrijediti...mislim i gluposti koje znam da nisu namijenjene da me povrijede ,ali opet...nije da se sad durim....ali to me deprimira....odmah mi se vrte po glavi misli da nisam dovoljno dobra....dovoljno dobra za voljeti....dovoljno dobra da budem voljena...da imam obitelj ...prijetelje...da ne zaslužujem ničiju pažnju....i znam da su do besmislene gluposti ali opet se opterećujem s njima...nekada stvarno mislim da uživam u tom svom depresivnom stanju...jer u krajnjem slučaju...nije tajna da sam malo sado-mazo...dobro više mazohista...sadistički dio sam izgubila na svom dugom životnom putu (samo povremeno se javlja)...možda mi je ovo samo zamjena za gluposti koje sam si prije radila kada sam se osjećala jadno,povrijeđeno,uplašeno....mrzim se kad sam ovakva.....nesigurna....
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what they mean
(I'm not okay)
So be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
Post je objavljen 01.02.2006. u 20:54 sati.