evo mene.... dodoh malo vidit kaj se deshavaaa.... nema mi stare... i cjuvam onau malu udav...... stara oshla na koncert, a mene nije pustila jer nemam dobre ocijene... mislim onak... al jebe mi se.... i onak je boljhe da je ne gledam :p.... sam se svadjamo...i tak kod mene nema nikaj....imat cju vjerojatno dva matku i kemiju....jadno... al jebiga.... al opet prolazim s cjistomm cjetvorkom... :) cjudno...al istinitoo .... :)
i eto opet cjitam po negdje 50ti put maturalni rad od frendice.... o komunikaciji medju ljudima.... svidja mi se sve kaj sam procjitala, pa mozjda zato...ili zato kaj sam joj pomogla.... :D... shalim se.... i tako provodim dane ucjecji.... bleeee...... opet cjuudo za mene.... bash se jadno osjecjam ovih dana.... razmishljam o odnosu sa svojom starom i dodje mi da placjem.... da joj kazjem sve.... da mozjda shvati kako se odnosi prema meni.... da se sjeti da je i ona bila dijete...ili u mojim godinama, kako god.... da hsvati da ja imam svoje mane....ali isto tako da nije sve to tako strashno... ja samo zjelim zjivjeti... sutra me mozje pogaziti auto i kaj cje onda lljudi recj... a jadna cura , josh nije iskusila zjivot!!!! Ja zjelim ucjiti na svojim pogreshkama....dobro samo na nekim... onim ne tako strashnim... :) zjelim zivjettiiiii.....ionako sam prerano odrasla i sada da me sputavaju..... mislim cemuuu????
evo jedna pjesma koju je moj dragi napisallll...
I have sent you my invitation,
the note inscribed on the palm of my hand by the fire of living.
Dont jump up and shout, Yes, this is what I want! Lets do it!
Just stand up quietly and dance with me.
Show me how you follow your deepest desires,
spiraling down into the ache within the ache,
and I will show you how I reach inward and open outward
to feel the kiss of the Mystery, sweet lips on my own, every day.
Dont tell me you want to hold the whole world in your heart.
Show me how you turn away from making another wrong without abandoning
yourself when you are hurt and afraid of being unloved.
Tell me a story of who you are,
and see who I am in the stories I live.
And together we will remember that each of us always has a choice.
Dont tell me how wonderful things will be . . . some day.
Show me you can risk being completely at peace,
truly okay with the way things are right now in this moment,
and again in the next and the next and the next. . .
I have heard enough warrior stories of heroic daring.
Tell me how you crumble when you hit the wall,
the place you cannot go beyond by the strength of your own will.
What carries you to the other side of that wall, to the fragile beauty
of your own humanness?
And after we have shown each other how we have set and kept the clear,
healthy boundaries that help us live side by side with each other,
let us risk remembering that we never stop silently loving
those we once loved out loud.
Take me to the places on the earth that teach you how to dance,
the places where you can risk letting the world break your heart.
And I will take you to the places where the earth beneath my feet and
the stars overhead make my heart whole again and again.
Show me how you take care of business
without letting business determine who you are.
When the children are fed but still the voices within and around us
shout that souls desires have too high a price,
let us remind each other that it is never about the money.
Show me how you offer to your people and the world
the stories and the songs
you want our childrens, children to remember.
And I will show you how I struggle not to change the world,
but to love it.
Sit beside me in long moments of shared solitude,
knowing both our absolute aloneness and our undeniable belonging.
Dance with me in the silence and in the sound of small daily words,
holding neither against me at the end of the day.
And when the sound of all the declarations of our sincerest
intentions has died away on the wind,
dance with me in the infinite pause before the next great inhale
of the breath that is breathing us all into being,
not filling the emptiness from the outside or from within.
Dont say,Yes!
Just take my hand and dance with me.
pozdrav do daljnega, uzjivajte!!!!!!!
Post je objavljen 14.12.2005. u 20:40 sati.