Danas opet nisam mogla spavati. Ne mogu normalno spavati otkad sam se vratila s mora. Tako da živim i sve svjesno proživljavam skoro svih 24 sata. I dani lete, prolaze jebeno brzo. Toliko brzo da se ne stignem ni okrenit. Ne znam na šta mi vrijeme toliko brzo odlazi.
Zapravo znam. Ujutro još uvijek pokušavam spavati, a cijela popodneva provodim u Retfali radeći na filmu. Još samo malo pa je gotovo. Fale još samo titlovi. A to je najteži posao (a možda i nije). I to sutra. I tako će još jedan dan proći a da ja toga neću ni biti svjesna. I onda je petak, pa subota i onda nedjelja, prokleta nedjelja, dan prije ponedjeljka. A u ponedjeljak škola. Predivno! Taman sve postane zabavno i super i jednostavno odlično, a onda je gotovo. Samo najednom, u hipu. Otkad sam se vratila iz Londona dani mi samo prolaze, a ne znam kako! Kada bolje razmislim sve mi se čini kao par dana. Ali tih par dana je možda tjedan! A od Londona je već skoro 2 mjeseca. NE znam, samo znam da se ne želim vratiti u školu i ne želim da počne nastava. Ne još. Kada bi praznici mogli trajati barem koji dan više. Ne tražim puno, samo recimo tjedan dana, to bi bilo dovoljno. Samo, malo, malo duže...
Jel kad pomislim da je petak preksutra i da ću sutra cjeli dan biti na filmu boli me glava. A u subotu se spava kod moje babe u stanu i kuhamo si večeru i ljepo se zajebavamo i sve to... I onda se budimo, nedjelja. ZADNJI DAN OVOG LJETA... Jebi ga, stvarno sve šta je ljepo jako kratko traje. Kada razmislim šta sam još htjela napraviti i sve, trebali smo ići i spavat u Aljmaš i snimit još jedan film (mislili smo da će sve s ovim filmom biti gotovo za 2 dana!) i ne znam šta još, a ništa se ne stigne. Ma sranje je sve!
Evo opet testova:
Take the quiz: "Do you have what it takes to be a rock star?"
Hell yeah!
You rock! You're a natural! See ya onstage!
Take the quiz: "Which Overly Depressed frontman are you?"
Maynard James Keenan of Tool/A Perfect Circle
You are depressed but you use it to your advantage,you can sing about peeing your pants,no one will understand what you are talking about.
Take the quiz: "Which indie band are you?"
Razorlight
You're in RAZORLIGHT. Your songs are about love and finding it difficult to deal with. You've only just recently started out but you're very well known now and its only a matter of time before you're trashing hotel rooms.
Take the quiz: "Are You 80's Synth or 90's Rock?"
90's Rock Music
Now your my kind of music freak :-) you seem to enjoy bands such as Nirvana (Grunge rock) and other 90's bands w00t!
Take the quiz: "WHAT 9O'S ALTERNATIVE ROCKER/GROUP ARE YOU"
NIRVANA
LEGENDS IN THE MUSIC BUIS
E nadam se da ovo nije istina (mada je na filmu glumim):
Take the quiz: "Which rock bitch are you?"
Courtney Love
You are Courtney Love. You tend to vomit a lot and drugs are your very best friend. You were married to Kurt Cobain for a while, but that all ended when you had him killed and fooled everyone into believing it was a suicide. Unfortunately for you, most men (and women) wouldn't touch you with a ten-foot pole.
Take the quiz: "what famous singer are you? (picturrrres!)"
Kurt Cobain
you're the king of the seattle alternative scene. you're not sure if you like it though. thus you're nearly all the time drunk or high or whatever. you can't get over your childhood. whatever.
Take the quiz: "what's your REAL theme song?"
New Found Glory- Forget My Name
you got forget my name by new found glory, one of their best yet saddest songs. it's a suicide song. if this is really your song, you need to get help, and i'm being completely serious. tell my friends i'm dead, i'm leaving you, this time it's for good. tell all my friends that i'm dead, it won't be long before you forget my name. it's an awesome song, just remember that there's always people who love you no matter what.
Take the quiz: "How big a Nirvana fan are you"
Huge fan of Nirvana!
Woah u know ur shit! Did u stalk them by any chance? hey i wouldn't blame you if u did!
Take the quiz: "What rock band are you?"
Nirvana
You are a toned down rocker,with,like i said before,a twist.
Take the quiz: "wich rockstar describes you quiz"
Kurt Cobain
You are Kurt Cobain. You are very talented and you express your feelings through your music and your lyrics. Even though you tend to be hooked on drugs, your a legend people wont forget.
Take the quiz: "Which Rock icon are you?"
Kurt Cobain
congratulations you're a grunge icon (the main one at that) and one of the greatest song writers of the past 25 years.
Take the quiz: "What Evanescence Song Are You?"
Field Of Innocence
you are FIELD OF INNOCENCE. you wish you were a child again you were forced to grow up faster you just wanna be a child again. your hear is locked up with a stranger you dont know. your adult self.
Take the quiz: "Do you know your Nirvana lyrics?"
You know them
Very good! I guess you really do pay attention the the Nirvana lyrics, either that or the quiz was so easy. I know it was kind of easy but hey, I couldn't be too hard on the stupid people right?
Take the quiz: "Do you think Nirvana rules?"
You love Nirvana!
You are just like me in the respect. You got the CDs, the facts, and the all around Nirvana-ness, I give you a gold star for that one! Good job. Oh I have a pic of Kurt Cobain that I can send you if you want it, I couldn't get it on the quiz. Just give me your email.
Take the quiz: "whick time period of rock would u best be in"
90s
You are the 90s,known for inventing the new wave of metal known as grungey
Take the quiz: "How well do you know Kurt Cobain?Pix"
Youre Obsessed!!!!
you love Kurt as much as i do!!! and if you got this result you probably believe the fact that he was murdered- so yay for you!!lol. Kurt was/is god so thanks for knowing so much about him! its always nice to meet another Nirvana/Kurt fan!
Take the quiz: "how well do you know your Nirvana lyrics?"
you know Your nirvana lyrics!!!
Youre my new best friend!lol- chances are you love nirvana as much as i do! rock on !!
I opet, još jednom, moj lik iz filama:
Take the quiz: "Brody Dalle or Courtney Love?"
Courtney Love
Congratulations. Fucking sexy. Have a scratchy kick ass vox. Are friends with Brody. Had a band back in the 90's called Hole. Has a new record out called America's Sweetheart in which Brody plays guitar on. Kurt Cobain was a past lover. You look like a crackwhore, but hey.. who's seen one that's sexier?
Take the quiz: "Will you make it as a rock star?"
Hell, yes!!!!
I will see you in the big time young one!!!!! You kick ass!!
Take the quiz: "How well do you know NIRVANA?"
You Know Nirvana
You know you're right, my friend. You are a true fan of Nirvana. Rock on.
Post je objavljen 31.08.2005. u 21:13 sati.