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Turn the Radio loud, I'm too young to be proud...
**Ah the infamous POP TART**
[]The breakfast of CHAMPIONS[]
Have you ever stopped to really look at things? To really think about things, realistically? Have you ever wanted to do something, be something, BETTER?
I know I most definately have. I have always wanted to be just 10 pounds lighter, or a little bit more tan. I have always wanted to be liked by everyone.
But then I stopped and really looked at things. The people I wanted to be 'better' for where supposed to be the beautiful, popular, prissy bitches. But they were only popular because people gave them attention, so I decided to ignored them. They were only beautiful because others said they were, I thought most of them wore way to much makeup. They were always prissy, and almost never anything but bitchy.
Then I realized something. I was trying to impress them because I wanted to be 'popular'. Which is a dumb ass idea. Why would I want to be a bitchy, pot smoking, cigerrette smoking, beer gusling, slut? Because they were drunks, potheads, sluts, and major bitches! And I was none of those things. God high school sucked for me. But then there is college....
And I just realized that I am two out of those four things. A cigarrette smoking, beer gusling bitch. But oh do I have a lot of friends! NOT!! I have three real girl friends and four real boy friends. I have no boyfriend currently because I don't sleep around and I feel like a huge failure. Nothing mattered to me more last semester than to drink, drink, smoke, drink, party, drink, smoke, drink, and drink. I almost flunked out of school. and I am on scholarship too. Which sucks for me if I ever get caught drinking. I could lose everything. But that didn't matter because I was something better than I had been in high school. I wasn't chubby anymore, I was tan (thank you tanning booth) and I was doing what everyone else was doing. And now I feel like shit. I let my mother down, disapointed my father bigtime, and my brothers say they don't even know me anymore.
SO I am putting out a huge amount of advice for you guys. Don't do it. Don't drink and drive, because you think it will make you seem cooler. Don't smoke, because now I can't quit, it is so fucking hard. Don't be what everyone else wants you to be. Fucking be yourself and let them see you for you. Let them decided whether they like the real you or not. Don't pretend to be something they would like just to get them to be your friends. Because realistically, they would probably like the real you much better.
I learned that the hard way. And that is why I only have seven friends. And some of thme don't like each other but they all like the real me and that makes them friends. My personality is what brough them together. If it wasn't for me introducing them my best friend and her current boyfriend wouldn't be together. And then I would have never met my other best friend. As for the guys. They all love to hang out with the tomboy side of me. We play pool and watch footbal and baseball. It is great. Because that is the real me. Even though my bestest guy friend in the world loves the Sox and not the CUBIES! He still likes me because I didn't lie and say hey I love the Sox :::as she gags herself with a spoon::: just so he would like me.
[]Well that's all folks[]
PUSA ;)
Post je objavljen 04.08.2005. u 20:29 sati.