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Friday!
Oh what a wonderful day!!!! NOT!
I'm so tired today, and I'm ready to cry because my foot hurts soooo bad! I can't even work, I have to just sit here and do nothing. So I write, to you wonderful people, I write. Last night was long. I went to study hall and had no homework so I sat there for an hour and a half doing nothing. Then I went to a poetry reading. That was fun. I read four of my poems all of which I wrote about the wonderful, amazing, I don't want a relationship right now, boy. He came in when I read my last poem. He was like wow thats awesome, you obviously wrote that about someone. And I said yeah I did. Then he looked at me with a grin and asked, WHO? So I told him... Think about it.
Here's the poem:
One More Time
8-18-04 (The week I met him.)
Smile at me one more time and I'm gonna melt.
Your eyes are full of light and a warmth I've never felt.
Smile at me one more time and I'm gonna die.
Talking with you was hard because I'm so shy.
Smile at me one more time and I'm gonna flip my lid.
I can't stand not knowing you better, I hoped you'd talk to me more, and you did.
Smile at me one more time and...
I don't know
But please, smile at me one more time.
After I that he read one of my favorite poems by Edgar Allan Poe, AnnaBell Lee. It was weird, he just so happened to pick the one poem that I absolutely adore. He seems to do that a lot. And when I was leaving I told him that that was my favorite poem and he was like, yeah I figured you would like that one. I just picked it up off the top of the pile and read it though. So I was like crazyness, I have to go I'll talk to you later. And I went to walk away with my friend Jess. He stopped me and was like hey, I'll see you tomorrow, right? I almost melted, he asked it in such a way as if I was not going to see him at all today and not talk to him, he was almost sad. I was like of course ;) Then I gave him one of the roses I had recieved for reading one of my poems. And I left. I saw him this morning and he gave me a hug and said thanks for the flower. And made me promise to call him today so we can hang out! Yeah we are 'normal' friends again. I'm excited the weirdness is gone!! He was acting so weird around me, like he couldn't look me in the eyes or touch me because I would get mad or something. But this morning, when I talked to him and he gave me that hug, everything felt like the way it was before all the shit happened.
Okay well anyways, back to last night. Tuesday was my brother's friend Eric's 23rd birthday. So last night we surprised him with a huge cake and party at my house. When they had finished cutting the cake my his friend Ryan grabbed a piece and shuoved it right into my brother's face and hair. It was hilarious. My brother screamed like a little girl. Now imagine this, a 22 year old man with shoulder length curly hair, getting cake in the face and then screaming like a little girl. HILARIOUS!!!
I almost peed my pants! The old boy was there last night too. (Markus) He kept staring at me so I was like hey what are you staring at? And he was like nothing. And I was like are we cool? And he was like yeah. Then I said good cuz you're a loser! And he was like no you're a loser! SO I'm happy, we are friends again. Even though he stares at me like he is going to cry or his heart is breaking. I'm glad we are friends, he is too awesome of a person not to be friends with him. So yay, we are friends!
I'm excited because we are going out tonight! My team has a tournament tomorrow but I'm still going to go play pool and hang out with the wonderful, amazing, I don't want a relationship, boy. It will be fun, I can't wait to hang out and be normal again. I love when things start to fall into place and I've done nothing to cause it, it just happens. I am so happy right now!!! SO heres the song of the day:
Wish That I Was There
Hanson
The sun has fallen
Another day gone without you
My heart keeps calling
And I don't know just what to do
When you're near me
I seem to forget my lonely days
It's more than a feeling
It's something that can't be explained
chorus
I wish that I was there
I wish that I was there
When you're not here
I wish that I was there
I wish that I was there
I wish that I was there
When you're not here
I wish that I was there
You were falling
Now I'm coming 'round again
I was calling
'Cause without you it's the end
I just want to see you a little more
I just want to dream of some more
I just want to see you a little more
I just want to be with you some more
I wish that I was there
I wish that I was there
When you're not here
I wish that I was there
And you make me feel
Won't you take me when you're not here
It's been raining here
And I just want you to be near
I just want to see you a little more
I just want to dream of you some more
I just want to see you a little more
I just want to be with you some more
I wish that I was there
I wish that I was there
When you're not here
I wish that I was there
I wish that I was there
I wish that I was there
When you're not here
I'm wish that I was there
I wish that I was there
(And you make me feel)
I wish that I was there
When you're not here
(Won't you take me when you're not here.)
I wish that I was there
I wish that I was there
(It's been raining here)
I wish that I was there
When you're not here
(And I just want you to be near)
I'm wish that I was there
I wish that I was there
I wish that I was there
When you're not here
I wish that I was there
Post je objavljen 11.02.2005. u 15:27 sati.