Well people it's Wednesday already. I am so tired, I just finished working out and I got to see the 'wonderful' boy this morning. He looked really sad, but I can't help it if he is sad because he brought it on himself. I mean I do really care for him and I know we will get together eventually, but right now I feel like dying everytime I see him. As I said yesterday that he wasn't going to go out with us.... I was right, he stayed home and tuned his violin instead.My cousin, Steve, came out with us last night and he had recently met my boy on Saturday, so when he asked where he was I told my cuz what happened. And he told me that I didn't need to worry, because he saw the way he looked at me and how much he wanted to be around me and there was no way in hell that we weren't going to be together. And then he told that boys were bad and his little, baby cousin doesn't need to talk to them. I love my cousin! But whatever, he is going to hang out with us this weekend, so I'm satisfied. Last night was a blast besides! I played pool like I've never played pool in my life. It was sooooo AWESOME! I love pool. And a cute boy tried to makeout with me, or rather did makeout with me! Which was fun but now I feel bad. I always do stupid things and fuck sh-tuff up! I hate that. Oh well, I'm just so tired right now that I can barely type. I wish that this day was over already, but alas it has just begun, well for me anyways it's like the middle of the afternoon for you guys. I have volleyball practice today for the first time since November. That's going to suck! But oh well, and then I don't even get to go home because I have to go to study hall because my coach thinks that my grades aren't good enough so she wants someone to sit and watch me do my homework. But it does kind of help to get an extra push, especially on days when I feel as shity as I do today. My back is hurting from I don't know what, and I believe I broke my foot playing racket ball, but I can't go to the doctor until next Monday. So I get to gimp around and pretend like nothing is wrong so my coach doesn't flip. Oh well, if the world didn't SUCK we would all fall off, am I right?
here's the song of the day:
Garth Brooks- Friends in Low Places
Blame it all on my roots
I showed up in boots
And ruined your black tie affair
The last one to know
The last one to show
I was the last one
You thought you'd see there
And I saw the surprise
And the fear in his eyes
When I took his glass of champagne
And I toasted you
Said, honey, we may be through
But you'll never hear me complain
'Cause I've got friends in low places
Where the whiskey drowns
And the beer chases my blues away
And I'll be okay
I'm not big on social graces
Think I'll slip on down to the oasis
Oh, I've got friends in low places
Well, I guess I was wrong
I just don't belong
But then, I've been there before
Everything's all right
I'll just say goodnight
And I'll show myself to the door
Hey, I didn't mean
To cause a big scene
Just give me an hour and then
Well, I'll be as high
As that ivory tower
That you're livin' in
'Cause I've got friends in low places
Where the whiskey drowns
And the beer chases my blues away
And I'll be okay
I'm not big on social graces
Think I'll slip on down to the oasis
Oh, I've got friends in low places
[3rd Verse:]
I guess I was wrong
I just don't belong
But then, I've been there before
And everything is alright
I'll just say goodnight
And I'll show myself to the door
I didn't mean to cause a big scene
Just wait 'til I finish this glass
Then sweet little lady
I'll head back to the bar
And you can kiss my ass
Post je objavljen 09.02.2005. u 15:22 sati.