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petak, 09.06.2006.

In My Mind

Jutro je. Svega 8 ujutro. Cimerica i ja bile budne do skoro 3 ujutro. sjedile vani i pricale. i onda me probudi telefonski poziv. cliff zove da mi kaze kako ima curu. i iako sam ja to u svojoj glavi vec vrtila milion puta u zadnjih sest mjeseci, stvarnost me ipak docekala nepripremljenu. I sto je najzanimljivije od svega, nisam ljuta niti povrijedjena sto on ima curu, vec sto ja nisam u mogucnosti da nastavim sa svojim zivotom. osjecam kao da stojim u istom mjestu zadnjih 6 mjeseci i ocajnicki se pokusavam pomaknuti, a kao da su mi noge zabetonirane i naprosto nema micanja.
i onda pocnu sva klasicna pitanja koja se meni uvijek motaju po glavi. kako on moze nastaviti a ja ne mogu? zar ja nisam bila dovoljno dobra? kako za nju to moze napraviti a za mene nije mogao?... i tako dok me suze ne izmore.
bolje da prestanem sada pisati jer cu biti jos depresivnija. kakav pocetak vikenda....
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  • proslost, buducnost, sadasnjost, uspomene, zelje, snovi...

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Pisi Mi

  • Dugo nisam vidio svoj rodni kraj
    Proljece je sada, mene obuze sjeta.
    Ja ti pisem pismo stari prijatelju moj,
    Daj mi reci sto ima novo, sve mi reci sto znas.

    I dal jos svirate nocu pored rijeke,
    sad je doslo lijepo vrijeme.
    Pjevate li one nase pjesme?
    Da li ponekad sretnes moju dragu?
    Jel jos uvijek onako lijepa?
    Pita li za mene i dal me ceka?

    Pisi mi sve...

    Jutrom kad se budim cesto tuzan sam.
    Noci su moje duge, pozdravi drustvo i druge.
    Ja ti pisem pismo stari prijatelju moj,
    Daj mi reci sto ima novo, sve mi reci o njoj.

    I dal jos svirate nocu pored rijeke,
    Sad je doslo lijepo vrijeme.
    Pjevate li one nase pjesme?
    Da li ponekad sretnes moju dragu?
    jel jos uvijek onako lijepa?
    Pita li za mene i dal me ceka?

    I dal me ceka?

    Pisi mi sve....


    Drugi nacin

NUMB

  • I'm tired of being what you want me to be
    Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
    I don't know what you're expecting of me
    Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes...
    Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow...
    Every step that I take is another mistake to you...
    Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow...

    I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
    become so numb, so much more aware
    By becoming this all I want to do
    Is be more like me and be less like you

    Can't you see that you're smothering me?
    Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
    Cuz everything that you thought I would be
    Has fallen apart right in front of you...
    Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow...
    Every step that I take is another mistake to you...
    Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow...
    And every second I waste is more than I can take!

    I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
    become so numb, so much more aware
    By becoming this all I want to do
    Is be more like me and be less like you

    And I know I may end up failing too
    But I know you were just like me with someone disappointed in you...

    I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
    become so numb, so much more aware
    By becoming this all I want to do
    Is be more like me and be less like you
    I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
    I'm tired of being what you want me to be...
    I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
    I'm tired of being what you want me to be...



    by Linkin Park