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03.06.2006., subota

.....sjena koja nestaje...

A bilo je i vrijeme.....
Ovih zadnjih par tjedana tako dugo traju........stavarno ne znam što da radim više...izludit ću....
Neki dan mi je na tahničkom jedna ženska iz razreda rekla da ja nisam niti malo emotivna osoba, da nemam dušu, da mi je srce od leda..........
Da me ne pogađa niti jedan tužan događaj, da mi nije žao rastanka.....jer mojim žilama teće voda, a ne krv........moram priznat da me je to jako pogodilo.......jer ja na kraju krajeva jesam emotivna i krhka osoba.....a to što me ne pogađaju neke stvari ne znaći da ja nemam osjećaja.........
A tko je kriv za to?????......oni...oni su mi to napravili.....napravili su od mene sjenu....bezvrijednu sjenu.....koju nitko niti zamjećuje....koju svi ignoriraju.....znali ona kako sam se ja tada osjećala.....jeli tad mojim žilama tekla voda????....e pa ne bi baš rekla ..
Bila sam tako nevina, a oni su me pretvorili u zločinca.....koji se želi osvetiti....jer želim bitik netko i nešto........
Bol koju sam ja tad proživljavala bila je toliko snažna da me je razarala iznutra.....na sve manje i manje djelove......nisam imala oslonca koji pi mi pomogao........
.....oni su me samo sve više pokrivali.......tako da je moja sjena nestala....više me nije bilo.....nestala sam zajedno sa svim izgubljanim sjenama
...neka mi se opet usudi raći da sam hladnokrvna.......tada ja više neču prepoznavati dobrotu.......samo ono što pronađe u blizini.......patnju i bol..
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evo nešto o meni:

Ja sam ono što jesam.....
..rodila sam se u Zagrebu...prije 15 godina, al živim u Zadru.....
.....nazvali su me Petra....nick....peky
.....jako sam depresivna....nisam baš pričljiva......i vrlo emotivna...
.....vegetarijanka.......već 3 godine
...donedavno nisam imala frendice, al sad sam ih našla i neznam gdje sam prije gledala.....
...mrzim...umišljene ljude koji ne vide dalje od svog nosa i ne prihvačaju one koji su po nećemu posebni,drukčiji......
.....naj država mi je Finska...zna se zašto....a voljela bih posjetiti i njemačku.......
....od ljudi koje poznam moram spomenuti...Zulu(naj frendicu) i ludaču Tiju iz ZG-a .....volim mačke...pogotovo crne i ne vjerujem da donose nesreću.....vjerujem u Boga, ali neke stvari jednostavno nerazumijem........
.....škola....gimnazija Baraković
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Children Of Bodom-Powerslave
Iron Maiden Cover]

Into the abyss I'll fall-the eye of Horus
Into the eyes of the night-watching me go
Green is the cat's eye that glows-in this temple
Enter the risen Osiris-risen again.

Tell me why I had to be a powerslave
I don't wanna die, I'm a god, why can't I live on?
When the Life Giver dies, all around is laid waste.
And in my last hour,
I'm a slave to the power of death.

When I was living this lie-fear was my game
People would worship and fall-drop to their knees
So bring me the blood and red wine for the one to succeed me
For he is a man and a god-and he will die too.

Tell me why I had to be a powerslave
I don't wanna die, I'm a god, why can't I live on?
When the Life Giver dies, all around is laid waste.
And in my last hour,
I'm a slave to the power of death.

Now I am cold but a ghost lives in my veins,
Silent the terror that reigned-marbled in stone
Shell of a man God preserved-a thousand ages
But open the gates of my hell-I will strike from the grave.

Tell me why I had to be a powerslave
I don't wanna die, I'm a god, why can't I live on?
When the Life Giver dies, all around is laid waste.
And in my last hour,
I'm a slave to the power of death.







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