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About a girl-Nirvana
I need an easy friend
I do with an ear to lend
I do think you fit this shoe
I do what you have a clue
Ill take advantage while
You hang me out to dry
But I cant see you every night free
I do
Im standing in your light
I do hope you have the time
I do pick up number two
I do keep a date with you
Ill take advantage while
You hang me out to dry
But I cant see you every night free
I do
I need an easy friend
I do with an ear to lend
I do think you fit this shoe
I do what you have a clue
Ill take advantage while
You hang me out to dry
I cant see you every night free
I do, I do, I do
Aerozeppelin-Nirvana
Whats the season of love if you cant have everything
Whats the reason of love if you can lose everything
Whats the meaning of love, its a crime if anything
Whats the meaning of love, its grand, its grand
How can a culture can forget its plan of yesterday
And you swear its not a trend
Does it matter anyways
Barely heat the top of friend like it moves everyday
You could shit upon the stairs
Youll be friends
Youll be friends
Youll be friends
Youll be friends
All the kids have laid it out
And its back is probably
Still its subtle in the tape
Keep a form on equally
Now you know its just the fact
Where the world is nowadays
And the day is what we learn
Does it matter anyways
All Apologies
What else should I be
All apologies
What else could I say
Everyone is gay
What else could I write
I don't have the right
What else should I be
All apologies
In the sun
In the sun I feel as one
In the sun
In the sun
I'm married
Buried
I wish I was like you
Easily amused
Find my nest of salt
Everything is my fault
Oh me
I'll take all the blame
Aqua seafoam shame
Sunburn with freezeburn
Choking on the ashes of her enemy
In the sun
In the sun I feel as one
In the sun
In the sun
Married, Maried, Maried!
Buried!
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
All in all is all we are [x20]
Aneurysm
Come on over and do the twist,
uh-huh
Overdo it and have a fit,
uh-huh
Love you so much it makes me sick,
uh-huh
Come on over and do the twist,
uh-huh
Beat me outta me, beat it, beat it
Come on over and do the twist,
uh-huh
Overdo it and have a fit,
uh-huhr
Overdo it and have a fit,
uh-huh
Love you so much it makes me sick,
uh-huh
Come on over and shoot the shit,
uh-huh
She keeps it pumpin straight to my heart
(chorus)
Bambi Slaughter / Bambi Kill
Hey, the love of two
A desire, is whats for you
Is it real? a lulliby?
Face to face, with an unamed mouth
Hey! hey! heyyyy! hey! hey! heyyyy!
Feel the spirit form, in his eyes was loving for
And his lions were raging high, hunts himself & fears his ripe
Hey! hey! heyyyy! hey! hey! heyyyy!
Heyyyyyyyyyyy!
Been a son
She should have stayed away from friends
She should have had more time to spend
She should have died when she was born
She should have worn the crown of thorns
She should have been a son
She should have stood out in the crowd
She should have made her mother proud
She should have fallen on her stance (faltered)
She should have had another chance
Blew
If you wouldn't mind I would like it blew
If you wouldn't mind I would like it loose
If you wouldn't care I would like to leave
If you wouldn't mind I would like to breathe
Is there another reason for your stain
Could you believe him when you discussed his stain?
Here is another word that rhymes with shame
You could do anything
Born in a junkyard
If you wouldn't mind, I would like it blew
If you wouldn't mind, I would like to lose
If you wouldn't care, I would like to leave
If you wouldn't mind, I would like to breath
Is there another reason for your stain
Could you believe who we knew stress or strain
Here is another word that rhymes with shame
You could do anything
Breed
I dont care (x5)
Care if Im old
I dont mind (x5)
Mind, dont have a mind
Get away (x4)
Away, away from your home
Im afraid (x5)
Afraid, afraid of a ghost
Even if you have
Even if you need
I dont mean to stare
We dont have to breed
We could plant a house
We could build a tree
I dont even care
We could have all three
She said (x7)
I dont care (x5)
Care if Im old
I dont mind (x5)
Mind, I dont have a mind
Get away (x4)
Away, away from your home
Im afraid (x5)
Afraid, afraid of a ghost
Even if you have
Even if you need
I dont mean to stare
We dont have to breed
We can plant a house
We can build a tree
I dont even care
We could have all three
She said (x8)
Even if you have
Even if you need
I dont mean to stare
We dont have to breed
We can plant a house
We can build a tree
I dont even care
We could have all three
She said (x7)
She said .. good!
Clean Up Before She Comes
Clean up before she comes (x5)
Living in a dusty town (x3) (Alt: Living in a dusty dump)
Something in her eyes
Must be the smoke from my lungs
Something in her eyes
Must be the smoke from my lungs
I must be getting old
I must be getting older
I'm starting to eat my vegetables
Something in her eyes
Must be the smoke from my lungs
Something in her eyes
Must be the smoke from my lungs
Clean up the dusty town
Living in a dusty town (x3)
Clean up before she comes (x3)
Living in a dusty town
I must be getting old (Alt: Getting older)
I must be getting old (Alt: Ate my vegetables)
I'm starting to eat my vegetables
If I had to
Nirvana - Cocaine girl
Looking,
For a new kind lover
Not a girl made of rubber
Someone who can make me feel how I wanna feel
And tells me all the things that I wanna hear
It makes me lose control, it makes me go insane
I wanna a girl that does cocaine
Cocaine (x2)
Screwed up, its how she needs to be
With no clue of reality
Just wanted you to make me feel how I wanna feel
And tell me all the things, that I wanna hear
It makes me lose control, it makes me go insane
I wanna a girl that does cocaine
Cocaine.......
Come as you are-Nirvana
Come
As you are
As you were
As I want you to be
As a friend
As a friend
As a known memory
Take your time
Hurry up
The choice is your
Dont be late
Take a rest
As a friend
As a known memory
Memory ah
Memory ah
Memory ah
Come
Doused in mud
Cept in bleach
As I want you to be
As a trend
A a friend
As a known memory ah
Memory ah
Memory ah
Memory ah
And I swear
That I dont have a gun
No I dont have a gun
No I dont have a gun
Memory ah
Memory ah
Memory ah
Memory ah {dont have a gun}
And I swear
That I dont have a gun
No I dont have a gun
No I dont have a gun
No I dont have a gun
No I dont have a gun
{memory ah}
{memory ah}
come on death
Surly
I am so surly, and I am so surly
And come on life in, and come on deaaaath
Ohaaaaaahhhh, ohaaaaaaaahahah, ohaaaaaaoooohoh
Surly, and I am so surly, and I am so surly
And come on life in, and come on ...
Noooooooooooo, noooooooooo, nooooooooooo, nooooooooooo
Surly, and I am so surly, and I am so surly
And I am so surly, oooooaaaaaahhhh
Deaaaaaaaath, deaaaaaath, deaaaaaaaaath, deaaaaaaaaaaath
Come on death, come on death, come on death, come on death
Surly, surly, surly, surly
Im does finishing to hell
And Im does, and Im does hell, hell, heeelllllllll
Come on death (x4) -- ohaaaaaaaahh
Come on death (x4) – deaaaaaaaaaaath
Curmudgeon
I cant hide, no
On the mantle
Im not sad
Until Im home
Its the season
Im all reason
I have seen
All I have grown
Sheared at the seams
Cheat on me
And not seen
At the seams
Im a lender
Im a planter
I put something
In the garden
In the handle
On the mantle
I met santa
I met god
Im a lady
Can you save me?
Its the sulfur
I have grown
tis the season
Im all reason
I have fleas
So run on home
D7-Nirvana
Straight as an arrow
Defect defect
Not straight, not so straight
Reject reject
Towards anti-social
Solo solo
Standing on the stairs
Cold, cold morning
Ghostly image of fear
Mayday mayday
Gonna leave this region
Theyll take me with them
Demension seven
Do you love me
You really like my limousine
You like the way the wheels roll
You like my seven inch leather heels
And goin to all of the shows
But...
Do you love me?
Really love me?
Do you love me?
You like the credit cards and private planes
Money can really take you far
You like the hotels and fancy clothes
And the sound of electric guitars
You really like rock n roll
All of the fame and the masquerade
You like the concerts and studios
And all the moeny honey that I make
Your backstage pass and black sunglasses
Make you look just like a queen
Even the fans they know your face
From all of the magazines
Down in the dark
Baby youre going down in the dark
Show my lonely night is fallen and I dont have very long
Think [i] might of broke my boil
Within my face might burn
Youre gonna make it better for a little while
Baby youre gonna die someday
See you in your crowded wasted , then you start to fade
That when we start singing faster
I wouldnt wait so long
Wont get any easier in the dark
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeahh
You will, you will, you will....
Downer Put your sincerity
Ive got a royalty
Defending your country
Wish away
Ive had a lobotomy
Save your family
Surrealistic fantasy
Bad boy
Fight!
All we know is
Restitution
Living out your
Date of future
Theres a hope
Please show me faster
Dont forget
To pass a riot
Somebody served a dinner
Much like I am
I know I cant
Make enough although
If you go along
I sing your song
Sickening pessimists
Picketing masses
Separated communists
Apocalyptic bastards
Rinkydink god
For putting me on this earth
Being very frivolous
Death in mind
Nurse!
All we know is
Restitution
Living out your
Date of future
Theres a hope
Please send it faster
Dont forget
To pass a riot
Somebody served a dinner
Much like I am
I know I cant
Make enough although
If you go along
I sing your song.
DumbIm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone
But I have a light
The day is done
But Im having fun
I think Im dumb
Or maybe just happy
Think Im just happy [repeat 3x]
My heart is broke
But I have some glue
Help me inhale
And mend it with you
Well float around
And hang out on clouds
Then well come down
And I have a hangover
Have a hangover [repeat 3x]
Skin the sun
Fall asleep
Wish away
The soul is cheap
Lesson learned
Wish me luck
Soothe the burn
Wake me up
[repeat first verse and chorus]
I think Im dumb [repeat 12x]
Endless,nameless
Silence
Here I am
Here I am
Silent
Bright and clear
Its what I am
I have
Died
Mother (x4)
Death
With violence
Excitement
Right here
Died
Go to hell
Here I am
Right here
Owwww!
No mass (x4)
Death
Is what I am
Go to hell
Go to jail
In back of that
Crime
Here I am
Take a chance
Dead!
Die!
Floyd The Barber
Hello cobain come on in
Floyd now says my hairy chin
Sit down in the chair dont be afraid
Steaming hot towel on my face
Im ashamed
(x3)
Barber ties me to the chair
I cant see Im really scared
Floyd burns alright hell sell -?
They depress against my nails
I was ashamed
(x3)
Lies and suffers in the room
Oh reality / looking at me I presume
They take turns and cut me up
I die smothered and hes not
I was ashamed
(x3)
Frances Farmer Will Have Her Revenge On Seattle
Its so relieving to know that youre leaving as soon as you get paid
Its so relaxing to hear youre asking wherever you get your way
Is so soothing to know that youll sue me, this is starting to sound the same
I miss the comfort in being sad
In her false withness, we hope youre still with us, to see if they gloar or drown
Our favorite paitent, a display of patience, disease-covered puget sound
Shell come back as fire, to burn all the liars, and leave a blanket of ashon the ground
I miss the comfort in being sad
Gallons Of Rubbing Alcohol Flow Through The Strip
It hurts when you have to press that dull little thing
That you're only supposed to use once and then discard
Where do you put it?
In the garbage can, my honest friend
My shyness, pet her flow
She's only been five months late
Even though we haven't had sex for a week
A meal a day, a meal, I say
And my heart's made my...
Somebody else already used the word aurora borealis
She was tied up in chains
And Sam had helped her in the freezer
She's only five weeks late
And I haven't had a date forever
Ever, ever, forever
Wish I had more, more opportunity
More chances to remember some things
So I couldn't have so much pressure on my...
On my...on my, um...ah, on my...um...um...head
We'd have so much more diversity
And so much more input, so much more creative flow
If we had someone in school, a GIT...
GIT...geeks...in...town
Ha!...Come on, Dave, think of one...
Girls In Trouble
It should be GIC, geeks with Charvels
No, GWC
Fuck, man, this is a waste of time
(laughs) One more solo? Yeahhhhh! Yeahhhh!
You're personally responsible for
The entire strip, to be washed away
Cleansed
As if gallons of, um, rubbing alcohol
Flowed through the strip and were set on fire
It didn't just singe the hair, it made it straight
And then Perry Ellis came along with his broom,
And his silk
And he, he erected a beautiful city
A city of stars
Hairspray queen
I was your mine, you were mine
I didnt mean you were, mine I was your (3x)
Youre in a
You rang
Yours rang
I was your mine, you were mine
I didnt mean you were, mine I was your (3x)
Your in a
At night, wishful gardens
At night, where the heart is
At night, disco gardens
At night, well be ga.......
I was your mine, you were mine
I didnt mean you were, mine I was your (3x)
Your in a
Wishful gardens, at night
Where the heart is, at night
Wishful gardens, at night
Wishful gardens
I was your mine, you were mine
I didnt mean you were, mine I was your (3x)
Your in a
Your rang
Yours rang
At night wishful gardens
At night, where the heart is
At night you were so modest
At night, crisco lockers
At night, the mount for homely
Its like, fistful garbage
At night, the whiz go ga....
HEART SHAPED BOX-NIRVANA
She eyes me like a Pisces when i am weak
I've been locked inside your Heart-Shaped box for weeks
I was drawn into your magnet tar pit trap
I wish i could eat your cancer when you turn black
Hey!
Wait
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hate
Haight
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey!
Wait
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
...your advice
Meat-eating orchids forgivee no one just yet
Cut myself on angel's hair and bab's breath
Broken hymen of you highness i'm left black
Throw down your umbilical noose so i can climb right back
Hey!
Wait
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hate
Haight
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey!
Wait
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
... your advice
She eyes me like a Pisces when i am weak
I've been locked inside your Heart-Shaped box for a week
I was drawn into your magnet tar pit trap
I wish i could eat your cancer when you turn black
Hey!
Wait
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hate
Haight
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey!
Wait
I've got a new complaint
Forerver in debt to your priceless advice
...your advice
....your advice
...your advice
in bloom
Sell the kids for food
Weather changes moods
Spring is here again
Pray for darker grounds
Hes the one
He likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he dont know what it means
Dont know what it means
And I say
Hes the one
He likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he dont know what it means
Dont know what it means
And I say yea
We can have some more
Nature is a whore
Whos is on a prude (? )
Tender age in bloom
Hes the one
He likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he dont know what it means
Dont know what it means
And I say
Hes the one
He likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he dont know what it means
Dont know what it means
And I say yea
Hes the one
He likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he dont know what it means
Dont know what it means
And I say
Hes the one
He likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he dont know what it means
Dont know what it means
Dont know what it means
Dont know what it means
And I say yea
Jesus Doesn’t Want Me For A Sunbeam
(by the vaselines)
Jesus, dont want me for a sunbeam
Sunbeams are not made like me
Dont expect me to cry,
For wrong reasons, you have to die
Dont ever ask it out of me.
Dont expect me to lie
Dont expect me to lie
Dont expect me to die, for me.
--the man who sold the world
(by david bowie)
We passed upon the stair, we spoke of was and when
Although I wasnt there, he said I was his friend
Which came as some surprise I spoke into his eyes
I thought you died alone, a long long time ago
Oh no, not me
I never lost control
Youre face to face
With the man who sold the world
I laughed and shook hishand, and made my way back home
I searched for form and land, for years and years I roamed
I gazed a gazley stare at all the millions here
We must have died along, a long long time ago
Who knows? not me
We never lost control
Youre face to face
With the man who sold the world
Lake Of Fire
Nirvana
Where do bad folks go when they die
They don't go to heaven where the angels fly
Go to a lake of fire and fry
see them again 'till the Fourth of July
I knew a lady who came from Duluth
Bitten by a dog with a rabid tooth
She went to her grave just a little too soon
Flew and lay down on the yellow moon
Where do bad folks go when they die
They don't go to heaven where the angels fly
Go to a lake of fire and fry
see them again 'till the Fourth of July
People cry and people moan
Look for a dry place to call their home
Try to find some place to rest their bones
While the angels and the devils try to make 'em their own
Where do bad folks go when they die
They don't go to heaven where the angels fly
Go to a lake of fire and fry
see them again 'till the Fourth of July
Nirvana-Lithium
I'm so happy because today
I've found my friends ...
They're in my head
I'm so ugly, but that's okay, 'cause so are you...
We've broken our mirrors
Sunday morning is everyday for all I care...
And I'm not scared
Light my candles in a daze...
'Cause I've found god - yeah i jee x 6, jea
I'm so lonely but that's okay I shaved my head...
And I'm not sad
And just maybe I'm to blame for all I've heard...
But I'm not sure
I'm so excited, I can't wait to meet you there...
But I don't care
I'm so horny but that's okay...
My will is good - yeah i jee x 6, jea
I like it - I'm not gonna crack
I miss you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna crack
I kill you - I'm not gonna crack
I like it - I'm not gonna crack
I miss you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna crack
I kill you - I'm not gonna crack
I'm so happy because today
I've found my friends ...
They're in my head
I'm so ugly, but that's okay, 'cause so are you...
We've broken our mirrors
Sunday morning is everyday for all I care...
And I'm not scared
Light my candles in a daze...
'Cause I've found god – yeah i jee x 6, jea
I like it - I'm not gonna crack
I miss you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna crack
I kill you - I'm not gonna crack
I like it - I'm not gonna crack
I miss you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna crack
I kill you - I'm not gonna crack
Lounge act
Truth, come a little security
I cant let you smile for me
Liked you but I go to work
Turn it up, take a turn
Dont regret a thing
I got this friend, you see
Makes me feel
I want him more
And I could steal
Ill arrest myself
And wear a shirt
Ill go outta my way
To prove I still
Still love you
Dont, tell me what I wanna hear
Fraid Ive never known a fear
Experience anything I need
Ill keep fighting jealousy
Tell this fucking god
I got this friend, you see
Makes me feel
I want him more
And I could steal
Ill arrest myself
And wear a shirt
Ill go outta my way
To prove I still
Still love you
Truth, come a little security
I cant let you smile for me
Liked you but I go to work
Turn it up, take a turn
Dont regret a thing
I got this friend, you see
Makes me feel
I want him more
And I could steal
Ill arrest myself
And wear a shirt
Ill go outta my way
To make you feel
Well make your pact
And learn from who
At the end well walk
Not with room
And well still watch out
Watching you
Ill go outta my way
To prove I still
Still, still love you
They still, still love you
Still love you
Love buzz
Would you believe me when I tell you
You are the queen of my heart
Please dont deceive me when I hurt you
Just aint the way it seems
Can you feel my love buzz (x4)
Man who sold a word
We passed upon the stairs,
We spoke of was and when
Although I wasn’t there
He said I was his friend
Which came as a surprise
I spoke into his eyes -- I thought you died alone
A long long time ago
Oh no, not me,
We never lost control,
You’re face to face,
With the man who sold the world
I laughed and shook his hand,
I made my way back home,
I searched for form and land,
Years and years I roamed,
I gazed a gazely stare,
We walked a million hills -- I must have died alone,
A long long time ago.
Who knows, not me,
I never lost control,
You’re face, to face,
With the man who sold the world.
Marigold
Shes there case I want it all
Hes scared cause I want
Shes there case I want it all
Hes scared cause I want
(chorus)
All in all the clock is slow
Sits color pictures all in a row
Of a marigold
Shes there case I want it all
Hes scared cause I want
Hes there case I want it all
Hes there cause I want
(chorus)
Shes there case I want it all
Hes scared cause I want
Shes there case I want it all
Hes scared cause I want
Marijuana/Moist vagina
She has a moist vagina
I particularly enjoy the circumference
I'll be sucking the warts off her anus
I prefer her to any other
Marijuana
She had a moist vagina
I prefered her to any other
Marijuana
Mexican Seafood
Oh, it’s your face, it isn’t even
True the jaws and claims
You entertain and chew the fungus mold
Is my intraction
Oh, it’s only a, it is infection.
Only her tonight, until I pay
Only her tonight, I fell asleep
Oh, coming from, the diarrhea
Oh, her tired form
I come in peace and live a dirty book
On the cloudy class, fender burn, and become a childhood mess
Only her tonight, until I plea
Only her tonight, until I sing
Oh, take me back, lets just concise some
Flies, bugs and fleas and even meal can’t
Stain the vaseline
It’s headed burger’s out
In case it learns and takes it’s childhood such
Milk It Nirvana
I am my own parasite
I don't need a host to live
We feed off of each other
We can share our endorphins
Doll steak!
Test meat!
Look on the bright side, suicide
Lost eyesight I'm on your side
Angel left wing, right wing, broken wing
Lack of iron and/or sleeping
I own my own pet virus
I get to pet and name her
Her milk is my shit
My shit is her milk
Test Me!
Doll steak!
Look on the bright side, suicide
Lost eyesight I'm on your side
Angel left wing, right wing, broken wing
Lack of iron and/or sleeping
Doll steak!
Test meat!
Look on the bright side, suicide
Lost eyesight I'm on your side
Angel left wing, right wing, broken wing
Lack of iron and/or sleeping
Mistery loves company
To hope is admittance
Feed before beginning
Double-sided cynics
Reflected images
Don't be so selfish
Leaving me this
Follow it far
To find where you are
You haven't grown
Go on alone
Never finished his sentence
Remained in seclusion
For the next few days
Family is circuling
He having moved up
All the styles of heresy
Finally he appeared unexpectedly
Looking for company
Mollis lips
She said
She'd take me anywhere
She'd take me anywhere
As long as she stays with me
She said
She'd take me anywhere
She'd take me anywhere
As long as i stayed clean
Kiss, kiss
Molly's lips
Mrs.butterworth
Your life is shit
Shit
Your life is over
Bull
Your life is mine
Cry
Your life is hell
Hell
I'm gonna die
Dying with you just
I'm going to die
To wear my libido
I'm gonna try
To find it with you just
I'm gonna try
Do what they say
Your life is shit
Shit
Your life is strange
And insane
Your life is not the size of crap
Your life is now
Now
I'm gonna die
Dying with you just
I'm going to hell
Without my libido
I'm gonna try
To find it with you just
I'm going to hell
Without my libido
I'm gonna die
Dying with you just
I'm going to hell
Without my libido
I'm gonna try
To find it with you just
I'm gonna die
Do what they say
Your life is shit
"I'm gonna open myself up a flea market
I'm gonna open myself up a flea market
And you're gonna wish that you did
And retire on the profits
First off
I'm gonna empty out all of my Mrs. Butterworth jars
And I'm gonna put 'em on a shelf with my 800 dollar a month tax free Century 21 shop
And then I am going to put my Mrs. Butterworth syrup jars on the shelf
Next to all the commemorative fast food chain glasses and cups I've accumulated over the past 62 years
Then I'm going to get some plywood
I'm going to get some plywood and cut them up into two by two piece squares
Then I'm going to get some burlap and I'm going to cut them into two by two piece squares and then I'm going to put them onto the pieces of plywood
And then I'm going to go to the beach
I'm going to go to the beach and I'm gonna collect some shells and driftwood
And then I'm going to take the shells and driftwood and glue them onto the plywood and burlap
And sell em for lots of money
People will be paying top dollar for my kids new used new toys and clothing
Then maybe someday I can get rid of that piss stained mattress I've been sleeping on..."
Negative Creep
This is out of our range (x3). And it's grown (gross).
This is getting to be (x3). A joke. I'm a negetive creep (x3).
And I'm stoned. I'm a negative creep (x3). And I'm ... (scream).
Daddy's little girl ain't a girl no more (x6).
This is getting to be (x3). And it's grown (gross).
This is out of our range (x3). A joke. I'm a negetive creep (x3).
And I'm stoned. I'm a negative creep (x3). And I'm ... (scream).
Daddy's little girl ain't a girl no more (x6).
Yeah...stoned...stoned.
Daddy's little girl ain't a girl no more (x14).
Oh Me
If I had to lose a mile
If I had to touch feelings
I would lose my soul
The way I do
I dont have to think
I only have to do it
The results are always perfect
And thats old news
Would you like to hear my voice
Sweetened with emotion
Invented at your birth?
I cant see the end of me
My whole expanse I cannot see
I formulate infinity
And store it deep inside of me
Nirvana-On a plain
Slap yourself
Without any words
Ive got so high
I scratched till I bleed
Love myself
Better than you
Know its wrong
So what should I do
Finest day
That I ever had
Cause when I learn
Cry on the band
Love myself
Better than you
Know its wrong
So what should I do
Im on a plain
I cant complain
Im on a plain
My mother died
Every night
They said you see
And quote me Im mad
Love myself
Better than you
Know its wrong
So what should I do
Black she got
Black nails again
You got to put
Shes offers a goat
Love myself
Better than you
Know its wrong
So what should I do
Im on a plain
I cant complain
Im on a plain
Somewhere out in love
Theres a fourth
In a dream
Theres memories stored
What the hell
Am I trying to say
Use that time
To make it all clear
To write off lies
That dont make a sense
Love myself
Better than you
Know its wrong
So what should I do
One more special
Message to go
Then Im done
And I can go home
Love myself
Better than you
Know its wrong
So what should I do
Im on a plain
I cant complain
Im on a plain
I cant complain
Im on a plain
I cant complain
Im on a plain
I cant complain
Im on aplain
I cant complain
Paper cuts
When Im feeling tired
She puts you through the door
I crawl towards the cursed alley
Sometimes I cant find my way
This curtains (kurt is? ) spellbound (still round )
So get all that you can
A cool man is toughening/too plain
A good hosing down
When the hate in my field (ma)eternal all four
Cannot look me in the eyes
But I asked the years ham radio blew
And the car, twist, mouth, fear! yaaah!
I think so
I think so
I think so
Nirvana
Nirvana
Nirvana
Nirvana
Nirvana
Nirvana...
Back when twas a party
I scratched with my nails
I see now that shes just like me
Why do they not try to escape?
They bring out the holy ones
They pointed my way
They come with the flashing lights
And take my family away
An-gr-y later I am known to
Slap some friends of ridicule
My whole existence is for your fears
And that is why Im here with you!
Dont taaaake
Me awaaaaay
Youre round
Nirvana
Nirvana
Nirvana
Nirvana
Nirvana
Nirvana
Nirvana
Nirvana...
Pennyroyal Tea
Im on my time with everyone
I have very bad posture
Sit and drink pennyroyal tea
Distill the life thats inside of me
Sit and drink pennyroyal tea
Im anemic royalty
Give me a leonard cohen afterworld
So I can sigh enternally
Im so tired I cant sleep
Im a liar and a thief
Sit and drink pennyroyal tea
Im anemic royalty
Im on warm milk and laxatives
Cherry-flavored antacids
Plateau
Many a hand scaled the grand old face of the plateau
Some belonged to strangers, some to folks you know
Holy ghosts and talk show hosts are planted in the sand
To beautify the foothills, and shake the many hands
Nothing on top but a bucket and a mop
And an illustrated book about birds
See a lot up there but dont be scared
Who needs action when you got words
When youve finished with the mop then you can stop
And look at what youve done
The plateaus clean, no dirt to be seen
And the work it took was fun
Nothing on top but a bucket and a mop
And an illustrated book about birds
See a lot up there but dont be scared
Who needs action when you got words
Many a hand began to scan around for the next plateau
Some say it was greenland, and some say mexico
Others decided it was nowhere except for where they stood
But those were all just guesses, wouldnt help you if they could
Nirvana-Polly
Polly wants a cracker
Think I should get off of her first
I think she wants some water
To put out the blow torch
It isn't me
We have some seed
Let me clip
Your dirty wings
Let me take a ride
Don't hurt (cut?) yourself
I want some help
To help [please] myself
I've got some rope
You have been told
I promise you
I have been true
Let me take a ride
Don't hurt (cut?) yourself
I want some help
To help [please] myself
Polly wants a cracker
Maybe she would like more food
She asks me to untie her
A chase would be nice for a few
Polly says her back hurts
And she's just as bored as me
She caught me off my guard
It amazes me, the will of instinct
Radio frendly unit shifter
Use just once and destroy
Invasion of our piracy
Afterbirth of a nation
Starve without your skeleton key
I love you for what I am not
I do not want what I have got
A blanket acneed with ciggarette burns
Speak at once while taking turns
Second-rate third defree burns
What is wrong with me
What is what I need
What do I think I think
This had nothing to do with what you think
If you ever think at all
Bi-polar opposites attract
All of a sudden my water broke
Hate, hate your enemies
Save, save your friends
Find, find your place
Speak, speak the truth
Rape Me Nirvana
Rape me
Rape me, my friend
Rape me
Rape me again
I'm not the only one, Ah [3x]
I'm not the only one...
Hate me
Do it and do it again
Waste me
Rape me, my friend
I'm not the only one, Ah [3x]
I'm not the only one...
My favorite inside source
I'll kiss your open sores
I appreciate your concern
You're gonna stink and burn
Rape me
Rape me, my friend
Rape me
Rape me, again
I'm not the only one, Ah [3x]
I'm not the only one...
Rape me! (Rape me!)[9x]
Return of the rats
You better watch out
You better beware
They're coming from all sides of the country
You better beware
Return of the rat
No, no, no, no!
You better confess
You had better confess
You start to confess and see them through it
You better confess
SchoolWont you believe it
Its just my luck
(x4)
No recess
(x3)
Wont you believe it
Its just my luck
(x4)
No recess
(x3)
Youre in high school again
(x8)
No recess
(x7)
Serve the servans
Teenage angst has paid off well
Now I'm bored and old
Self-appointed judges judge
More than they have sold
If she floats than she's not
A witch like we had thought
A down payment on another
One at Salem's lot
Serve the servants - oh no
That legendary divorce is such a bore
As my bones grew they did hurt
They hurt really bad
I tried hard to have a father
But instead I had a Dad
I just want you to know that I
Don't hate you anymore
There is nothing I could say
That I haven't thought before
Serve the servants - oh no
That legendary divorce is such a bore
Sifthing
Afraid to grade
Wouldnt it be fun?
Cross, self-loss
Wouldnt it be fun?
Wet your bed
Wouldnt it be fun?
Some fear none
Wouldnt it be fun?
Your eyes
Treat yourself
(x3)
Treat yourself
Dont have nothing for you (x6)
Dont have nothing but (for? ) you
Smell the smell
Wouldnt it be fun?
Search for a church
Wouldnt it be fun?
Wet your bed
Wouldnt it be fun?
Cold is gold
Wouldnt it be fun?
Your eyes
Treat yourself
(x3)
Treat yourself (x2)
Dont have nothing for you(x7)
Dont have nothing for you (x9)
Silver
Mom and dad went to a show
Droped me off a grandpa joes
I kicked and screamed, said please, oh no
(chorus)
Grandma take me home
Had to eat my dinner there
Had mashed potatos and stuff like that
Couldnt chew my meat too good
(chorus)
Said why dont you stop your crying
Go outside and ride your bike
Thats what I did, I killed my toes
(chorus)
After dinner, I had ice cream
Fell asleep, and watched tv
Woke up in my mothers arms
(chorus)
I wanna be alone
Something in the way
Underneath the bridge
The tarp has sprung a leak
And the animals Ive trapped
Have all become my pets
And Im living off of grass
And the drippings from the ceiling
Its okay to eat fish
cause they dont have any feelings
(x3)
Something in the way, mmm
Something in the way, yeah, mmm
Underneath the bridge
The tarp has sprung a leak
And the animals Ive trapped
Have all become my pets
And Im living off of grass
And the drippings from the ceiling
Its okay to eat fish
cause they dontt have any feelings
(x4)
Something in the way, mmm
Something in the way, yeah, mmm
Son of a gun
Up up up and down
Turn turn turnaround
Round round roundabout
And over again
Gun gun son of a gun
You are the only one
That makes any difference
What i say
The sun shines in the bedroom
When we play
The raining always starts
When you go away
Stain-Nirvana
Well he never bleeds and he never fucks
And he never leaves 'cause he's got bad luck.
Well he never reads and he never draws.
And he never sleeps 'cause he's got bad luck, yeah
I'm a stain, I'm a stain, I'm a stain, I'm a stain
Ugh....
Well he never bleeds and he never fucks
And he never leaves 'cause he's got bad luck.
Well he never reads and he never draws.
And he never sleeps 'cause he's got bad luck, yeah
I'm a stain, I'm a stain, I'm a stain, I'm a stain
Ugh....
I'm a stain, I'm a stain, I'm a stain, I'm a stain
Ugh....
Well he never bleeds and he never fucks
And he never leaves 'cause he's got bad luck.
Well he never reads and he never draws.
And he never sleeps 'cause he's got bad luck, yeah
I'm a stain (x8)
Stay away
Monkey see, monkey do
{away}
Grab at me to be cool
{away}
Hear the line engine rhyme
{away}
Theres just one of us blind
{away}
Stay
Stay away
Stay away
Stay away
Give an inch, take a smile
{away}
Scratch an itch, scratch a style
{away}
Throw it out, keep it in
{away}
Have to have poison skin
{away}
Stay
Stay away
Stay away
Stay away
Away
Away
Stay
Stay away
Stay away
Stay away
Monkey see, monkey do
{away}
Grab at me to be cool
{away}
Hear the line engine rhyme
{away}
Theres just one of us blind
{away}
Stay
Stay away
Stay away
Stay away
Away
Away
Stay
Stay away
Stay away
Stay away
Stay
Stay away
Stay away
Stay away
Stay away
Stay away
Got to stay
Territorial pissing
Come on people now
Smile on your brother
Everybody get together
Try to love one another
Right now"
When i was an alien
Cultures were not opinions
Gotta find a way, to find a way, when i'm there
Gotta find a way, a better way, i'd better wait
Never met a wise man
If so it's a woman
Gotta find a way, to find a way, when i'm there
Gotta find a way, a better way, i'd better wait
Gotta find a way, to find a way, when i'm there
Gotta find a way, a better way, i'd better wait
Just because you're paranoid
Don't mean they're not after you
Gotta find a way, to find a way, when i'm there
Gotta find a way, a better way, i'd better wait
Gotta find a way, to find a way, when i'm there
Gotta find a way, a better way, i'd better wait
Gotta find a way, to find a way, when i'm there
Gotta find a way, a better way, i'd better wait
Gotta find a way, (screams)
The Guilt
She seems to think
She seems too weak
She takes a week to get over it
She likes the sea
She likes to see
She likes to think she has all of it
She likes the sound
She likes the sand
She likes to stand, she can't afford to sit
She likes to be (X3)
She likes to guilt
Guilt (X3)
She likes to think
she likes to drink
She seems too weak, she takes all the rent
She likes the time
she owns the time
She borrows time she has to self-invent
She seems too weak
she likes to see
She likes to think she has all of it
She likes the sand
she likes to stand
She likes to sit
she likes the guilt
Guilt (X3)
(Guitar solo)
She seems to think
She seems to breath
She takes a week to get over it
She likes to see
She likes the sea
She likes to think she has all of it
She likes the Sand
She likes the Sand
She likes to stand she cant afford to sit
She likes to be (X3)
She likes the guilt
Guilt (X7)
The Money Will Roll Right In
Im goin to hollywood, theyll see that Im so good
I wont care how I feel, and Ill get to fuck brooke shields
Ill just sit and grin, the money will roll right in
I want to be a star, Im going to have a car
And youll have to admit, Ill be rich as shit
Ill just sit and grin, the money will roll right in
I would give you some, if you only would have treated me nice
Youll wish that you did, youll feel pretty stupid
Ill just sit and grin, the money will roll right in
Its fun to be a star, its nice to have a car
Yeah, youll have to admit, that Ill be rich as shit
And Ill just sit and grin, the money will roll right in
The money will roll right in
The Other Improv (Demo, 1993)
It's an odd alliance
It's another light I say
What alone tonight
Even if my eyes
Even have some time
Bet it all tonight
Listen I have been banging away
Even if you had a sight
My
It's mad enough tonight
And forests have never grown
It's another light
And I can never have mine
It's not mine
It's not mine
Instead I hide
I've been here for my friends
I never know if I said
Watching out for me
When I can love you
Have your way
And she might as well know I
Seem more high
High
Than
I said minerals will make the world
If we did not have chemicals
You would not be writing my death certificate
Biting is my friend
My dog left me a sand send
One more day than I can plan
Ends safe from you
Biting ass a lie friend
When I will never have a friend
Biting silent as a man
His silence setting up around
And she improvised
And she was supervised
I was a rised
Or arosed
Or a rose
Or a rose
Or aroused
And fine
Fine line
When I
Said night time
When I
Could never kind
And I
My milk is your shit
My milk is your shit
It's hard and boiled
And sour all again
My milk is your shit
It revolves
It evolves
Cause it's biting out what would
My milk is your shit
My milk is piss
Don't you love that I can bite
Verse Chorus Verse
and if you save yourself,
you will make him happy.
he'll keep you in a jar,
and you'll think you're happy.
he'll give you breather holes,
and you'll think you're happy.
he'll cover you with grass
and you'll think you're happy.
[chorus]
Now.....
you're in a laundry room.
you're in a laundry room.
the clues they came to you....
and if you cut yourself,
you will think you're happy.
he'll keep you in a jar,
then you'll make him happy.
he'll give you breather holes,
then you'll think you're happy.
he'll cover you with grass,
then you'll think you're happy.
[chorus]x2
and if you fool yourself,
you will make him happy.
he'll keep you in a jar,
then you'll think you're happy.
he'll give you breather holes,
then you will seem happy.
you'll wallow in the shit,
then you'll think you're happy.
[chorus]
Old Age
One more day to complete my service
One more high to decay my nevous
Wondering how I'm gonna find a way
It's over
One more day to complete my service
One more time here to fade my servant
One more day if I find a way
Over
She seemed to read minds
And I know a later time
We could make it with you
Leave the soul
Old age
One more day to complain my servant
One more doubt here to find a servant
One more time here if I find a way
It's over
Wondering how I'm here date my cover
One more doubt here to save my never
Wondering how I'm gonna find a way
It's over
She seemed to read minds
And I know a later time
We could make it with you
Leave the soul
Old age
Just you need
And read
You're freak
Hmmmmm
And knew
You read
You flew
Ooo
Hmmmmm
One more day to concrete my circuit
One more high here to find my nervous
Someday I'm gonna find a way
It's over
One more doubt here to claim my supper
I can have anything you want to
One more day if I find a way
It's over
She seemed to read minds
And I know we were out of time
Breathe the way here with you
Dream the same on the dew
Breathe the same on her
Take a moan on a man
Breathe the shame on you
Breathe the lie
Old age
Old Age
Somebody finally freed my brother
One more day to free my brother
Help me I won't find a way, no
I'm going there to free my brother
No one there to free my brother (Don't go there to free my brother?)
Help me I won't find a way, brother
continued below...
*She's as pure as I
with all the love i've got
In every way I love you (In every way I'll help you?)
Help me know
Going my way
Where Did You Sleep Last Night
My girl, my girl, don't lie to me,
Tell me where did you sleep last night.
In the pines, in the pines,
Where the sun don't ever shine.
I would shiver the whole night through.
My girl, my girl, where will you go?
I'm going where the cold wind blows.
In the pines, in the pines,
Where the sun don't ever shine.
I would shiver the whole night through
Her husband, was a hard working man,
Just about a mile from here.
His head was found in a driving wheel,
But his body never was found.
My girl, my girl, don't lie to me,
Tell me where did you sleep last night.
In the pines, in the pines,
Where the sun don't ever shine.
I would shiver the whole night through.
My girl, my girl, where will you go?
I'm going where the cold wind blows.
In the pines, in the pines,
Where the sun don't ever shine.
I would shiver the whole night through.
My girl, my girl, don't lie to me,
Tell me where did you sleep last night.
In the pines, in the pines,
Where the sun don't ever shine.
I would shiver the whole night through.
My girl, my girl, where will you go?
I'm going where the cold wind blows.
In the pines, …the pines,
……… sun,
……….shine.
I would shiver the whole night through.
You Know Your Right
I would never bother you
I would never promise to
I will never follow you
I will never bother you
Never say a word again
I will crawl away for good
I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew it would come to this
Things have never been so swell
I have never felt failed to fail
Pain... (x3)
You know you're right (x3)
I´m so warm and calm inside
I no longer have to hide
Let's talk about someone else
Steaming, soon begins to melt
[nothing else is right!!!!]
Nothin' really bothers her
She just wants to love herself
I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew it'll come to this
Things have never been so swell
I have never felt so well
Pain... (x5)
You know you're right (x17)
Pain...
Nirvana - Smells Like Teen Spirit
Load up on guns
Bring your friends
It's fun to lose and to pretend
She's overborne and self-assured
Oh no, I know a dirty word
Chorus-
Hello, hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello ,hello
With the Lights out it's less dangerous
Here we are now entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now entertain us
A mullato an albino
A mosquito my libido
yay
I'm worse at what I do best
And for this gift I feel blessed
Our little group has always been
And always will until the end
Chorus-
Hello, hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, hello
With the Lights out it's less dangerous
Here we are now entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now entertain us
A mullato an albino
A mosquito my libido
yay
Bridge-
And I forget just why I taste
Oh yeah I guess it makes me smile
I found it hard it's hard to find
Oh well whatever nevermind
Chorus-
Hello, hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, hello
With the Lights out it's less dangerous
Here we are now entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now entertain us
A mullato an albino
A mosquito my libido
A denial
Drain you
One baby to another said,
Im lucky to have met you
I dont care what you think
Unless it is about me
It is now my duty to completely drain you
A travel through a tube
And end up in your infection
Chew your meat for you
Pass it back and forth in a passionate kiss
From my mouth to yours because I like you
With eyes so dilated,
Ive became your pupil
Youve taught me everything
Without a poison apple
The water is so yellow, Im a healthy student
Indebted and so grateful -
Vacuum out the fluids
Sloppy lips to lips
Youre my vitamins because Im like you
O Kurtu Cobainu- engl.
o Nirvani-biografija, novosti,...-engl.
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Who killed Kurt Cobain?
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Dnevnici
Nirvana
Nirvana je bio svjetski poznat i popularan američki glazbeni band, začetnik grunge smjera u glazbi.
Sa svojim singlom 'Smells Like Teen Spirit' sa albuma 'Nevermind' (1991.), 'Nirvana' je postala svjetski poznat band, a osnovana je 1987. godine u Seattleu.
Druge grunge grupe iz Seattlea kao što su Alice in Chains, Pearl Jam i Soundgarden su isto tako stekle veliku slušanost, tako da je u vrijeme 1990-tih godina rock ponovno postao jedan od dominantnih smjerova po popularnosti u modernoj glazbi.
Frontman grupe 'Nirvana', Kurt Cobain je bio karizmatična ličnost te svojevrstan 'glasnogovornik generacije'. Cobain je bio osnovna pokretačka snaga, ali i uzrok raspada 'Nirvane'. Nedugo nakon posljednjeg koncerta održanog u Rimu 1994. godine, Cobain je izvršio samoubojstvo ustrijelivši se puškom u glavu.
'Nirvana' je svojevrsni fenomen u glazbi, specifičan po tome što je postao izuzetno popularan u godinama koje dolaze po orginalnim, ali i po novoizdanim radovima do osam i više godina nakon smrti samog Cobaina i raspada banda. Naime, 'Nirvana' i Kurt Cobain su u relativno kratkom periodu glazbene aktivnosti bili izuzetno produktivni i snimili velik broj radova od koji neki nisu ušli u završne verzije albuma iz tih godina, već su se našli na kasnijim izdanjima i reizdanjima.
U indijskim religijama budizmu, džainizmu i hinduizmu, nirvna (sanskrt: (?0M5>#, pali: Nibbna, kineski: …Ă; pinyin: nič pán), što doslovno znači "nestajanje" i/ili "gašenje", jest vrhunac jogijeve potrage za oslobođenjem. Siddhartha Gautama, poznatiji kao Buda, opisao je dharmu kao "...splav na kojoj se prelazi rijeka. Samo bi luđak ponio splav sa sobom nakon što stigne na obalu slobode." Osim toga, hinduizam i džainizam koriste tu riječ da opišu stanje mokshe, a riječ se navodi i u više hinduskih tantričkih tekstova, kao i u Bhagavad-giti
Najpoznatija postava
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Albumi i proširene verzije
Bleach
Blew
Nevermind
Hormoaning
Nevermind: It's An Interview
Incesticide
In Utero
MTV Unplugged in New York
From the Muddy Banks of the Wishkah
Nirvana
Sliver: The Best of the Box
Kurt Donald Cobain (20. veljače 1967. - 5. travnja 1994.), američki glazbenik. Lider, gitarist i pjevač grupe Nirvana, koja je obilježila devedesete.
Rođen je u Aberdeenu, Washington. Roditelji mu se razvode 1976. Nakon razvoda neprekidno se seli od roditelja do raznih rođaka. Sa 16 godina je završio na ulici. Iz tog razdoblja potječe pjesma "Something In The Way". Krista Novoselica upoznaje 1986. i s njim osniva grupu Nirvana. Prvi album "Bleach" snimaju 1989. za neovisnu tvrtku SubPop, a 1991. za David Geffen Records snimaju drugi album, "Nevermind" koji ih dovodi na vrh popularnosti, ponajviše zahvaljujući antihimnom "Smells Like Teen Spirit" koja će promjeniti povijest glazbe. Primjerice tv postaja VH1 blok glazbe devedesetih naziva "Smells like the 90's". Nitko nikad nije otkrio o čemu je zapravo Kurt pjevao u "Smells Like Teen Spirit". Kurt se 1992. ženi s Courtney Love, ali nakon albuma "Incesticide" i "In Utero" Cobaina nalaze mrtvog pored ispaljene sačmarice u njegovu domu u Seattleu 8. travnja 1994. Kremiran je i njegov je pepeo rasut po rijeci Wishkah.
Krist Novoselic (rođen kao Chris Anthony Novoselic, Compton, SAD, 16. svibnja 1965.) je američki glazbenik hrvatskog podrijetla. Najpoznatiji je kao basist grunge sastava Nirvana.
Pohođao je gimnaziju u Zadru, 1980. Zajedno s Kurt Cobainom je osnivač sastava Nirvana, koji je izvršio veliki utjecaj na rock glazbu 90-tih godina 20. stoljeća. Nakon tragične smrti Cobaina i raspada Nirvane Novoselic je povremeno nastupao i s drugim sastavima. Trenutno se bavi politikom u SAD-u.
David Eric Grohl (Warren, Ohio 14. siječnja 1969.), poznatiji kao Dave Grohl, američki je rock glazbenik i tekstopisac. Mnogi ga zovu „najljubaznijim čovjekom u rocku“, zahvaljući njegovu prizemljenom i bezbrižnom karakteru. Bio je bubnjar najpoznatijeg grunge benda, Nirvane, od 1990. do 1994. godine, kada se bend raspao nakon smrti frontmena Kurta Cobaina. 1995. osnovao je bend Foo Fighters.
Grohl je započeo svoju glazbenu karijeru 80-ih godina 20. stoljeća kao bubnjar nekoliko lokalnih bendova iz Washingtona, od kojih je najznačajniji punk-rock bend Scream.
Biografija o Kurtu Cobainu
Kurt Cobain rođen je 20.2.1967. u Washingtonu.
Njegova majka radila je kao konobarica, zapravo posluživačica koktela (danas radi ko frizerka), a otac ko automehaničar. Mnogo je vremena provodio kod bake, više nego kod kuće. Njegovi roditelji rastali su se 1976., kad je imao samo 7 godina. Nakon toga se nikad više nije osjećao sigurno i voljeno. Neprestano je mijenjao mjesto prebivališta. Postao je čovjek teška karaktera, antisocijalni. Idol mu je bio Evil Kenevil. Sa 16. je završio na ulici. Provaljivao je u kuće. Kada je skupio novac za prvu gitaru, na njoj je prvo naučio svirati Black in Black, pjesmu AC/DC. S Kristom Novoselicom osniva grupu NIRVANA. U Chicagu, 12.10.1991. prohodao je s Courtney Love(pravim imenom Michelle Love Harrison), 2 g starijom od njega. U veljači 1992. na Havajima ženi se njome(nažalost). On je na vjenčanju plakao, a ona ne.
Ona ga je varala s Billy-em Corgan-om i u biti od njega htjela samo novac. Imao je probleme s želucem i da bi ublažio bol čiji razlog liječnici nisu otkrili, uzimao je heroin. U kolovozu 1992. je završio na odvikavanju (od heroina). Nedugo nakon toga rodila mu se kćer Frances Bean Cobain. Da je bila muško zvala bi se Eugene. Za vrijeme trudnoće Courtney je uzimala heroin. Kad je Frances imala 2 tjedna, sud im ju je oduzeo zbog nemarnosti. Da bi je vratili, te su godine na sud spiskali 300 000 $. Datuma 3.3.1994 pokušalu su ga ubiti mješajući 50 tableta rohipnola s šampanjcem, baš kad je poisao pismo Courtney da želi rastavu. Kurt je završio u bolnici, 20h u komi. Kasnije je grupa izjavila da se radilo o nesreći.
Posljednji Nirvanin koncert održan je u Minchenu 1.4.1994. i trajao je 15 minuta.
Datuma 8.4.1994. pronašli su ga pored sačmarice ispaljene mu u usta. Pronašao ga je mehaničar/električar Gary Smith. El Duce(Elodon Hoke) je dvaput prošao detektor laži tvrdeći da mu Courtney nudila 50 000$ da ubije Kurta. Sedam dana poslije ubijen je, „slučajno“ ga je pregazio vlak. Courtney Love je pročitala njegovu «oproštajnu poruku». Zapravo je to bila poruka kojom Kurt napušta Courtney, Nirvanu, glazbu i Seattle. Analizom rukopisa je utvrđeno da je Courtney dodala još nekoliko redaka da zgleda ko pismo kojim se Kurt oprašta od Zemlje! Prvi optužen za ubojstvo bio je Michael Dewitt, njihova muška dadilja. Njegov slučaj bio je otvoren 3 sata, a zatim je proglašen zatvorenim(samoubojstvo). Courtney Love je uposlila detektiva da istraži Kurtovu analizu. On, Tom Grant je optužio nju da je naručivala ubojstva. Tvrdio je da se Kurt nije mogo ubiti s 252-240 mg heroina u krvi, jer je i za narkomane maksimum 75-80 mg. Nije mogao doći do okidača i istodobno si pušku gurat u usta. A i otisci na pušci nisu čisti. A da se htijo ubiti, a nije bio sklon suicidu, ne bi koristio i vatreno oružje i narkotike istodobno. Kasnije je Courtney nasljedila sve što je izgradio, a on nije stigao izmjenjenu oporuku potpisati i ovjeriti, kao što je želio. Inače, ona bi, uzevši u obzir nevjernost, u najboljem slučaju dobila samo 50% njihove zajedničke imovine. I da, Courtney potplatila je sve ljudove da ne otvaraju Kurtov slučaj! Glupača!
Iz Dnevnika
Evo što piše na samom početku te knjige:
Don't read my diary when Im gone
OK, Im going to work now, when you wake up this morning, please read my diary. Look trough my things, and figure me out.
Prijevod: Ne čitaj moj dnevnik kad me ne bude. OK, sad ću raditi, kad se ujutro probudiš, pročitaj moj dnevnik. Prođi kroz moje stvari i procijeni me.
U nastavku knjige nalaze se tekstovi kako su si dali ime Nirvana te Kutrov život, koji kao što već znate, nije bio lak. Moram još samo napomenuti da je bio i likovni nadaren jer u knjizi ima i jako puno slika koje je on sam nacrtao, a jako dobro izgledaju.
Kurt Cobain - Dnevnici
Kojeg god godišta bili, nema šanse da slučajno niste čuli za Kurt Cobaina i Nirvanu, jednu od najznačajnijih grupa '90-ih, koja je u svojih samo nekoliko godina djelovanja ostavila toliko puno, promijenila smjer kretanja rocka i postala legendarnom, upravo zahvaljujući svom divnom, ludom, poremećenom, senzitivnom frontmanu Kurtu Cobainu, koje si je davne 1994. 5.-og travnja oduzeo život pucajući si sačmaricom u glavu (navodno), smatrajući to jedinim izlazom za bijeg od slave.
Ukoliko ste tada bili njihov fan, kao što sam to bila ja, mogli ste na starom dobrom MTV-ju pratiti razne emisije, biografije, koncerte i reportaže s mjesta događanja (njihove -Kurta i Courtney- skromne kućice u Seattleu) pa i izjavu stanovitog detektiva koji je vrlo jasno obrazložio i potkrijepio dokazima da se nije moglo raditi o samoubojstvu jer položaj otisaka prstiju na pušci ne odgovara smjeru i daljini iz koje je pucano, a i količina heroina u tijelu ubila bi ga na licu mjesta odmah nakon ubrizgavanja, jer je bila ogromna, te s tim svim sigurno ne bi mogao ni primiti pušku, a kamoli okinuti... Dakle, nikad nećemo saznati što se zapravo dogodilo, činjenica je samo da njega nema...
Očito je sve u Kurtovom životu imalo dvije strane, a često i više! Tako i ovaj "Dnevnik" počinje s: "Ne čitaj moj dnevnik kad me ne bude.", a red nakon "O.K. Sad ću raditi, kad se ujutro probudiš, pročitaj moj dnevnik. Prođi kroz moje stvari i procijeni me."
Čitajući "Dnevnike" (iako to nisu obični stereotipni dnevnici s datumom, pa bok, dnevniče, pa scenarij što se zbivalo tog dana, već mnoštva planova, skica, stihova, pjesama, nota, maštarija, popisa, ilustracija, stripova i sl.) i mene su razdirali osjećaji- prvo neke krivnje (jer ipak "Dnevnici" su bili ono nešto njegovo privatno), zatim ljutnje na njegovu ljubljenu ženicu 'đankozu', Courtney Love, koja ih je prodala novinarima za 4 milijuna dolara, i konačno intrige i izrazitog zanimanja: što je to on napisao, kako je razmišljao i čime se sve bavio... Nakon pročitane knjige, osjećaj tuge bio je prevelik, jer je i ovo bila samo još jedna potvrda da se radilo o iznimno inteligentnom, osjećajnom, sarkastičnom, poremećenom biću, velikom umjetniku ne samo na muzičkom planu, već i likovnom, i strašno usamljenom..
Sve je počelo jako nevino, naivno i banalno: i on je bio jedan od teenagera koji je htio svoju gitaru i bend i demo i EP i LP i koncerte, stalno je sastavljao top liste sebi najdražih i najboljih bendova, albuma i pjesama, radio je svakakve poslove, većinom je čistio, skupljao je novce da si ubode gitaru, pa je hodočastio po muzičkim dućanima, svi su ga preveslavali, i konačno si ju je priuštio jednog dana. Druga preokupacija bio mu je sex (i riječ fuck u bilo kojem smislu).
Skladao je čudne stihove i pisao pisma prijateljima (koja često nije ni poslao). Bilo kome da piše (frendu iz srednje, curi, bivšoj curi, tati, bubnjaru Melvinsa, Vaselinesima, Mudhoneyju,..), a pisma se protežu kroz cijelu knjigu, uvijek izjavljuje da ih voli, cijeni, da mu napišu natrag nešto ako im nije problem i ako imaju vremena, u biti čezne za kontaktom i komunikacijom, ali se nipošto ne želi nametati, i zato pisma odišu snažnim emocijama, sarkazmom, humorom, često i kojom prostačinom i ponekad besmislom na prvi pogled, ali u svemu se ipak nađe značenje. U tom početku stvarno se osjećao zanos i snaga da se nešto napravi iz ničega, i priželjkivala se slava, a na kraju se nije znao snositi s posljedicama koje mu je svjetska popularnost donijela.Tragično. Tužno. I baš šteta.
Zbilja je zanimljivo i vrlo uznemirujuće kako je to početničko ushićenje splasnulo i pretvorilo se u rutinu i dosadu i kako je nestalo inspiracije i uopće volje i želje za životom. I jasno je davao do znanja i pjesmama i postupcima i riječima da namjerava napustiti ovaj naš svijet i zbilju (npr. za album "In Utero" napisao je da je "posvećen mrtvim rođacima, koji su na sigurnom, topli i puni sretnih osmijeha...").
No, par stvari se nije promijenilo do samog kraja, osjećaj krivnje što je bio Amerikanac i još uz to to bijelac i ljutnja prema tzv. rock kritičarima i desničarima. Pred kraj ogorčenost se samo povećavala, u početku je bilo ono tipično psovanje i pljuvanje, a kasnije puno žešća razina, da navedem samo jadan primjer: "Ja sam daleko od toga da bih sjedio i ležerno raspravljao s desničarima opsjednutima kontrolom svega, koji su glavni krivci za uništavanje umjetnosti. Neću vam to mirno i doslovno objašnjavati! Jebote, ubijat ću. Uništit ću vaše jebeno mačo, sadističko, bolesno desničarski, religiozno uvredljivo mišljenje o tome kako bismo svi mi trebali funkcionirati pod vašim uvjetima. Prije nego umrem mnogi će umrijeti sa mnom i to će zaslužiti. Vidimo se u paklu. S ljubavlju, Kurdt Cobain. Hvala na tragediji, trebam je za svoju umjetnost..." (Ovo Kurdt nije tipfeler, naime, Kurt se često tako potpisivao).
Također vrlo uznemirujuća, ali i dovoljno jasna činjenica je i kako i zašto je postao ovisnik o heroinu, velikom 'H' kako ga je često nazivao. Prvi put ga je upotrijebio u svojim bilježnicama dok je opisivao susret s Melvinsima, naročito njihovim bubnjarom Buzzom, kada je zapisao: "Među novostima bio je i H (koji dosta mijenja čovjeka), Buzz ga je trošio..." Kasnije se dosta često u biti opravdava zašto ga je i on sam koristio, koliko dugo i uvjerava (valjda sam sebe) da nije ovisnik. Naime, Kurt je bolovao od nečega što mu je uzrokovalo gadne bolove u želucu, i nemogućnost jedenja, bez da nakon toga ne izbaci sve iz sebe. Milijarde pretraga, guranja cijevi u želudac, a da mu nikad niti jedan doktor nije rekao u biti što mu je, zašto se tako osjeća i što će mu pomoći. Samo jaki lijekovi, a o njima postaješ ovisan.
Pa, budući da su ga svi smatrali junkijem, zašto on to ne bi i postao. I tako je mjesec dana bio na heroinu, bilo mu je lakše, nije postao ovisnik, tada mu je bilo ok, nije ga bolilo ništa, skinuo se s njega, ali nakon je sve opet bilo po starom. ("Now I forget just why I taste, oh yeah I guess it makes me smile..." - čuveni stih najvećeg hita s kojim se Nirvana upisala u legende i vječnost "Smells Like Teen Spirit"). I zasigurno niste znali da je Teen Spirit parfem koji je voljela nositi Kurtova bivša djevojka Tobi Vail.
Iz stranice u stranicu, čitajući "Dnevnike", čas ćete umirati od smijeha, zatim ćete se pitati o čemu on sad to priča (iliti 'what the hell??'), povezivat ćete link po link i u biti shvatiti da je čovjek čak predvidio svoju budućnost u čudnovatim maštarijama proizašlim iz puke zajebancije (tri osvojena Grammyja, 36 tjedana na prvom mjestu Billboardove ljestvice, dva puta na naslovnici Rolling Stonea, od strane Newsweeka i Timesa prozvani najoriginalnijim, najprovokativnijim i najvažnijim bendom '90-ih...).
Naići ćete na mnoštvo skica pjasama prije nego su se uobličile u svoj savršen konačan oblik, tekstove koji će se samo svojim manjim dijelom redova kasnije pretočitii u svima nam dobro poznate hitove, mnoštvo komentara i opaska urednika koji su totalno na mjestu i odgovaraju stilu pisanja "Dnevnika" te nam pobliže objašnjavaju o kojim osobama, stvarima ili pojavama se radi u njegovim bilješkama, tekst je preveden zaista najbolje što se moglo, naravno u svakom prijevodu se gubi dio izvornoga duha, ali tu jedva da se osjeti taj gubitak...Naravno, na svakoj stranici nalazi se i skenirana originalna stranica Kurtove bilježnice, u cijeloj svojoj magičnoj privlačnosti, dječje (ne)uredno, simpatično, s bezbroj sitnih detaljčića koji nam oduzimaju pažnju.
Još bih vam puno toga htjela prenijeti i podijeliti s vama, ali moja preporuka za vas je da uzmete "Dnevnike" u ruke i doživite Kurta na svoj način, da pokušate shvatiti ono neshvaćeno i budete svjedoci gašenja jednog velikog umjetnika, koji nam više nije mogao lagati i pretvarati se da uživa u postignutom snu.
Kurtovo pismo (nekom) uredniku:
"Pismo uredniku: Mislio sam da ću svijetu dati do znanja koliko volim ljude. Mislio sam da ću pokušati stvoriti nešto što bih osobno volio slušati, jer velika većina ovozemljske umjetnosti je neopisivo sranje. Pa ipak osjećam da je davanje sudova gubitak vremena. I koji sam ja kurac da se proglašavam autoritetom ovlaštenim za kritiziranje"..."Kad malo bolje razmislim možda sam samo probao dati svijetu do znanja koliko volim sebe. Poput Hipokrita u hipijevskoj kripti. Mrzim sebe i želim umrijeti. Ostavite me na miru. Voli vas Kurdt."
Iz Kose Anđela
Kurt Donald Cobain bio je sretno, inteligentno i kreativno dijete koje je raslo u brižnoj aberdeenskoj obitelji, okruženo brojnom rodbinom, nježno i razmaženo kao što većina djece u tim godinama i jest. Crtanje i nabijanje po bubnjevima s likom Mickeyja Mousea bili su mu omiljena zabava. Djetinjstvo je za Kurta završilo poprilično rano: u devetoj godini njegova života razvod njegovih roditelja najavit će početak traumatičnog razdoblja, obilježenog podvojenim osjećajima prema majci i ocu, koji će rezultirati potpunom promjenom Kurtove osobnosti: iz mirnog i povučenog dječaka pretvara se u Kurdta, buntovnika koji zlostavlja slabije od sebe, odbija ići u školu i uzima Ritalin jer pati od ADHD-a - poremećaja hiperaktivnosti zbog manjka pažnje. Nepostojanje stabilne obiteljske zajednice stvorit će bazu Cobainovih trauma i nesigurnosti koje će ga pratiti ostatak života, a stres koji je proživljavao zbog razvoda roditelja aktivirat će bolest želudca koja će kasnije rezultirati, kako je on sam tvrdio, ovisnošću heroinom.
U šesnaestoj godini Kurt odlazi u Seattle na svoj prvi koncert: bio je to koncert grupe Quarterfish, iako je Kurt kasnije tvrdio da je prvi koncert na kojem je bio koncert Black Flag. Tu laž, kao i mnoge druge koje je Cobain lansirao u intervjuima, autor pristojno naziva 'emocionalnom istinom' iako je riječ o 'uradcima' dostojnim jednog patološkog lažljivca. Nekoliko mjeseci kasnije u njegovom se životu pojavljuju Melvins, a on postaje jedan od 'Priljepaka', pogrdno nazvane skupine fanova spomenute grupe. U tom razdoblju Kurt će doživjeti i svoje prvo seksualno iskustvo i to s retardiranom djevojkom. U sedamnaestoj godini postaje beskućnik i tada nastaje mit o njegovom životu ispod mosta u ulici Young Street, koji je također jedna od njegovih 'emocionalnih istina'.
'84. Kurt upoznaje Krista Novoselica, a kao što je svima poznato, njih će dvojica postati okosnica jednog od najznačajnijih glazbenih fenomena dvadesetog stoljeća: Nirvana je bila Cobainov projekt, Novoselic i kasnije Grohl, bili su pijuni na Cobainovoj šahovskoj ploči ludila, ovisnosti, samodestrukcije, laži, frustracije, pomaknute ljubavi i bijesa.
Prvih pet poglavlja knjige "Kosa anđela" Cobaina prikazuju kao istraumatiziranog, nestabilnog i preplašenog tinejdžera koji pokušava preživjeti: ne samo teške emocionalne i duševne traume nego i konkretne, egzistencijalne probleme. Koliko god vas autor u prethodnim poglavljima navodi da suosjećate s Cobainom, taj će vam osjećaj ubrzo biti nadomješten osjećajem prijezira kada shvatite da je naš osjetljivi junak, samoprozvani luzer i model identificiranja milijuna mladih bio najobičnija pijavica koja je tri godine živjela na račun svoje djevojke koja je radila tri posla kako bi mogla uzdržavati 'umjetnika u razvoju' dok je ovaj po cijele dane besposleno ljenčario gledajući TV. Taj nagli prijelaz u osjećajima čitatelja posljedica je majstorske spisateljske vještine Charlesa Crossa koji isključivo svojom sugestivnošću uspijeva manipulirati čitateljem kako bi ovaj konstantnom i brzom izmjenom svojih emocija uspio pratiti svu slojevitost Cobainovih.
Pravo 'prosvjetljenje' zapravo ćete doživjeti kada shvatite pravo značenje Cobainova 'luzerstva': nije stvar u sjebanoj obitelji niti u beskućničkom životu niti u bolesti niti u ovisnosti niti u nepodnošenju 'tereta slave'. Stvar je u nečem što će vam biti potpuno jasno... Kad pročitate biografiju.
Mnoge će fanove Nirvane začuditi činjenica da je autor gotovo 'zaboravio' Novoselica i Grohla, ali će eventualno razočaranje tim propustom ubrzo splasnuti kada ugledaju iscrpnu analizu Nirvaninih pjesama kao i opširan opis prvih gaža u koji su uključene i informacije o vrstama alkohola koje su dečki pili kao i popisu incidenata koji su nastali kao posljedica prethodno spomenutih informacija, kao i (isuviše) detaljan pregled svih peripetija s diskografskim kućama prilikom potpisivanja ugovora i snimanja albuma.
Poseban dio "Kose anđela" zauzima ljubavna priča Courtney Love ? Cobain, koja rock divu prikazuje u sasvim pozitivnom svjetlu: kao hrabru, odlučnu, agresivnu ženu, koja je podređujući sebe Kurtovoj najvećoj ljubavi: heroinu, često imala ulogu njegove spasiteljice, bezbroj puta vraćajući ga iz mrtvih.
Ne postoji osoba koja se bar u jednom periodu svog života nije osjećala kao totalni gubitnik. Postoje osobe koje taj osjećaj prati svaki dan. Neke od nas taj je osjećaj pretvorio u borce, tjerajući nas da se odupremo beznađu i pokušamo postati 'veći od života', a neke od nas da postanemo fizičko utjelovljenje te riječi. Bitno je istaknuti da imamo pravo birati. Cobainov izbor možda nije bio onaj pravi, ali ga je učinio većim od života.
OPROŠTAJNO PISMO KURTA COBAINA
(20.02.1967.-05.04.1994.)
Govoreći jezikom iskusne budale koja bi očito
radije bila ponižena, djetinjasta, tužna,
ova poruka bi trebalo biti prilično jasna.
Sva upozorenja, od mog upoznavanja sa
etikama zajedno sa nezavisnošću i zagrljajem
vaše zajednice, su se pokazala veoma istinitim.
Ja nisam osjećao toliko uzbuđenje slušajući
muziku koliko stvarajući je i pišući je toliko
godina. Osjećam se krivim radi ovih riječi,
npr. kada se povučemo sa bine i pogase se
svjetla i kada me masa ljudi zove na bis,
to me ne pogađa na isti način kao i Freddy
Mercurija koji je, tako se činilo, volio biti
obožavan i voljen od te iste mase ljudi, što
je nešto što ja veoma cijenim i čeznem. Ja ne
mogu od vas napraviti budalu, nikoga od vas,
jednostavno nije fer za vas i za mene. Najgori
čin, koji ja mogu zamisliti, bio bi varajući ljude
i folirati da imam 100% zabavu. Ponekad
osjećam da bi trebalo osvijestiti se prije nego
što izađem na binu. Ja sam pokušao napraviti
sve što je u mojoj moći, jesam, Bože, vjeruj mi
da jesam, ali to nije dovoljno. Ja poštujem
činjenicu da sam utjecao na mnoge ljude.
Ja mora da sam jedan od onih narcisoidnih ljudi
koji poštuju stvari tek onda kad one nestanu.
Ja sam preosjetljiv. Ja bih morao biti lijena osoba
koja potcjenjuje a da bih dobio zanos za sve
ljude koje osobno znam i za fanove Nirvanine
muzike. Svi mi imamo nešto dobro u sebi, i ja
mislim da jednostavno previše volim ljude, ali ja
jednostavno ne mogu preći preko frustracija,
osjećaja krivnje i empatije koju osjećam prema
svakom, tako je osjećam da me čini jebeno
tužnim. Malog tužnog, osjetljivog, nepoštovanog
čovjeka, Isuse, čovjeka!!!
Zašto jednostavno ne možeš uživati? Ne znam,
imam poštovanje žene sa slatkim ambicijama i
moje kćeri koja me toliko podsjeća na ono što
sam ja nekad bio: pun ljubavi i uživanja, prolazeći
mirno pored svake osobe misleći da je svako dobar
i da me neće povrijediti. To me muči do neke
granice koju ne mogu zamisliti. Ne mogu podnijeti
misao da Frances postane samouništivi roker koji
će se ubiti kao što sam ja postao. Ja sam velik,
ali od moje sedme godine ja sam postao mrzovoljan
prema svima uopće. Samo zbog toga jer se činilo
previše lako za ljude da budu zajedno i da budu
empatični. Empatija! Samo zbog toga jer je previše
volim i osjećam se žalosno za ljude. Hvala svima za
zabrinutost i pisma tokom ovih godina. Ja sam
previše zlovoljan,baby! Nemam više želje ni za što
i stoga zapamti:
BOLJE JE IZGORIJETI NEGO UVENUTI!
MIR, LJUBAV, SLOGA.
KURT COBAIN
Frances i Courtney, bit ću na vašem oltaru.
Molim te Courtney, samo nastavi...
za Frances, za njen život koji će biti sretniji bez mene.
VOLIM VAS! VOLIM VAS! VOLIM VAS!!!
Courtney Love: Kurt nije ljubav mog života
Čini se da Courtney Love i Kurt Cobain, najkontroverzniji par s početka '90-ih, ipak nisu bili 'ljubav za sva vremena', tako barem tvrdi Courtney. Kurt je bio samo 'dobar prijatelj'.
Divlja pjevačica grupe Hole i povremeno uspješna glumica ogolila se u najnovijem intervjuu za magazin POP. Kako fizički, tako i emotivno.
Pričajući o braku s pokojnim Kurtom Cobainom, Courtney Love je rekla kako joj je on bio najbolji prijatelj kojeg je ikad imala, ali...
"Mislim da me volio. Ali kad imate posla s nekim tako briljantnim, a izmučenim, morate trpiti puno mizantropskog sranja."
Stoga Love kao ljubav svog života izdvaja Eda Nortona, glumca uz kojeg se zamalo smirila.
"On je Frances Bean bio bolji otac od Kurta."
Kurt je na vrhuncu njihove drogama pojačane ljubavi 1992. čak bio spreman napustiti Nirvanu i posvetiti se obitelji, a zabilježena je i njegova izjava:
"Povremeno zaboravim da sam uopće u bendu koliko sam zaljubljen. Znam da zvuči sramotno, ali to je istina. Odustao bih od svega da nisam pod ugovorom."
Dvije godine kasnije si je pod misterioznim okolnostima oduzeo život.
„KRIS I DAVE VOLJELI SU KURTA JER JE BIO DOBAR,VELIKODUŠAN I DRAG.. ĆASOPIS TOTAL GUITAR UVRSTIO JE KURTA NA TOP LJESTVICU 20 NAJBOLJIH GITARISTA SVIH VREMENA!!!“
Na dan (20.2.) kada bi pokojni Kurt Cobain proslavio svoj 40 rođendan fanovi Nirvane izglasali su najslavniji trenutak iz karijere benda. Pobjedu je odnio nastup na Reading festivalu 1992., iza kojeg se nalazi MTV Unplugged, te nastupi na brojnim showovima i razni njihovi hitovi.
Rezultati glasanja:
1. Reading Festival 1992.
2. MTV Unplugged
3. "Smells Like Teen Spirit"
4. Pjevanje krivih riječi na Top Of The Pops
5. "Nevermind" pobijedio Michaela Jacskona na vrhu američkih top ljestvica
6. Nastup na showu The Word
7. Omot albuma "Nevermind"
8. "Come As You Are"
9. Borba hranom i izbacivanje s promocije albuma "Nevermind"
10. Glumljenje predstavnika Madonne i zadirkivanje The Lemonheadsa
11. "Live! Tonight! Sold Out" film
12. Nastup na maskenbalu u Barney Rubble 1993.
13. "Territorial Pissings"
14. "About A Girl"
15. Paljenje šešira Dave Grohla za vrijeme snimanja albuma "In Utero"
16. Zajednička ploča s The Jesus Lizard u Top 40
17. Reading 1991.
18. Majice benda
19. Spot "Heart-Shaped Box"
20. "You Know You're Right"
21. "All Apologies"
22. Uzimanje Pat Smeara u bend
23. The Headbanger's Ball
24. Zadnji koncert u Italiji 1994.
25. Peel Sessions
26. "Breed"
27. "Negative Creep"
28. 1990. UK tour
29. "In Utero"
30. Hrabrenje Dave Grohla da piše pjesme Foo Fightersa
31. Bijelo izdanje albuma "Bleach" 1989.
32. "Pennyroyal Tea"
33. "The Man Who Sold The World", David Bowie obrada
34. Ljubavna scena Kurt Cobain i Kris Novoselic na Saturday Night Live, 1992.
35. "Polly"
36. Rough Trade Records instore.
37. Predgrupa Mudhoneyu u Londonu 1989.
38. Predgrupa Sonic Youthu
39. Rock In Rio, 1993.
40. Dizajniranje Jag-Stag gitare
Prvi put od 2001. godine, otkad postoji Forbesova lista najveće ostvarene posthumne zarade, Elvis Presley nije na vrhu. S 50 milijuna dolara posthumno zarađenih u prošloj godini na vrhu se našao Kurt Cobain, preminuli frontmen grupe Nirvana. Na listi se nalaze i John Lennon, Albert Einstein, Ray Charles, Marilyn Monroe, Bob Marley, George Harrison te mnoga druga poznata imena za koje interes ne jenjava mnogo godina nakon (najčešće prerane i tragične) smrti.
okolnosti njegove smrti još nisu do kraja poznate. Naime, iako je u policijskom izvješću pod uzrokom smrti navedno samoubojstvo, neki forenzičari koji su radili na slučaju ne podržavaju tu tezu. Osim toga, nije sigurno je li Cobain autor spornog pisma u kojem navodno najavljuje da će ostaviti tadašnju suprugu Courtney Love i otići iz glazbenog biznisa.
Iako je davno prestala s radom, grupa Nirvana i danas ima brojne poklonike u svijetu, a njihov lider Kurt Cobain smatra se pionirom grungea, glazbenog pravca koji je obilježio devedesete godine prošlog stoljeća. Album "Nevermind" i pjesma "Smell Like Teen Spirit" iz 1991. godine glazbena je kritika jednoglasno proglasila "jednim od najgenijalnijih uradaka u povijesti glazbe".
Nirvanin "MTV Unplugged" kao DVD izdanjeOvih je dana službeno potvrđeno kako će kultni nastup skupine Nirvana "MTV Unplugged" biti izdan u obliku DVD-a. Snimka ovog njujorškog nastupa originalno je objavljena u studenom 1994. godine, šest mjeseci nakon samoubojstva Kurta Cobaina.
Izdanje će uz cijelu snimku nastupa sadržavati i četiri pjesme koje je skupina izvela tijekom tonske probe, te do sada neobjavljenje behind the scenes snimke. Izlazak je predviđen za kraj studenog.
Popis pjesama:
About A Girl
Come As You Are
Jesus Doesn't Want Me for a Sunbeam
The Man Who Sold the World
Pennyroyal Tea
Dumb
Polly
On a Plain
Something in the Way
Plateau
Oh Me
Lake of Fire
All Apologies
Where Did You Sleep Last Night
ZANIMLJIVOSTI
Kurt Cobain nije roden u Aberdeen-u, već u gradiću Hoquiam u blizini Aberdeen-a.
- Roditelji sva tri najbitnija člana Nirvane su bili razvedeni.
- Kurtov kućni broj dok je živio u Olimpiji je bio 352 - 0992
- Prvo razbijanje instrumenata na stage-u je bilo 30.10.1988.
- Prva pjesma koju je Kurt naučio svirati na gitari je bila Back in Black od AC DC.
- Spot za Sliver je snimljen u Kurtovoj garaži.
- Frances Bean Cobain je rođena 18.08.1992. u 7:48 am s 10 dana zakašnjenja.
- Da je Frances bila muško, zvala bi se Eugene.
- Krist je živio u Hrvatskoj godinu dana kad je imao 14 godina. Tečno govori hrvatski.
- Krist je napustio svijet glazbe poslije Nirvane i neuspjelih projekata sa Sweet 75 i Ayes Adrift. Sad se bavi lokalnom politikom u Seattlu.
- Kurt i Courtney su prohodali u ChiCagu 12.10.1991. a vjenčali su se na Havaima – Vaikiki 24.02.1992. Krist nije bio na vjenčanju, a Dave je.
- Courtney je bila starija od Kurta 2 godine.
- Oni su se često prijavljivali u hotelima pod imenom 'Mr and Mrs Simon Richie'- Sid Vicious-ovo pravo ime.
- Spencer Elden ( beba sa Nevermind-a ) ima platinijumsku kopiju albuma, koja mu visi iznad kreveta. Nije dobio ni jedan $ za tu fotografiju.
- Omiljeni bendovi Dave Grohl-a su Prodigy, Primus, Supergrass i Black Sabbath.
- Krist ima 2 mačke – zovu se Einstain i Doris.
- Teen Spirit je dezodorans koji postoji u oblicima : Baby, Puder i Kalifornija.
- Smells like Teen Spirit je napisala Kathleen Hanna iz grupe Bikini Kill na zidu u Kurtovoj sobi. On nije imao pojma da je to ime dezodoransa.
- Kurtova sestra se zove Kim, a Dave-ova Lisa.
- Pravo ime Courtney Love je Michelle Love Harrison.
- Imena prije NIRVANA imena su bila : Ted ED Fred, Bliss, Throat Oyster, Pen Cap Chew, Windowpane i Skid Row.
- U Nirvani je bilo 13 članova. Jedino su Kurt i Krist bili od samog početka. Najviše je prošlo neodgovarajućih bubnjara.
- Pjesma School ima 14 riječi.
- Poslije 2 tjedna od rođenja Frances, sud je proglasio Kurta i Courtney za nemarne roditelje i oduzeo im kćer. Potrošili su te godine 300.000$ na sudu da bi ju vratili. Ona je tada bila kod Courtney-ne sestre, Jamie Love.
- Posljednji Nirvanin koncert je bio u Minhenu 1. travnja 1994. “Terminal Einz” i trajao je 15 minuta.
- Nama najbliže održan Nirvanin koncert bio je u Ljubljani 27. veljače 1994. u Tivoliju.
- Kurt je nastavio sa uzimanjem heroina da bi ublažio bolove u trbuhu za koje ni jedan liječnik nije našao adekvatan lijek.
- Dave Grohl je izbačen iz katoličke škole zbog cjelodnevnog pušenja trave. Napustio je školovanje sa 17 godina.
- Najbitnije Kurtove djevojke bile su Tobi Vail i Tracy Merander.
- Kuća u Seattle-u u kojoj je živio Kurt i u kojoj je ubijen koštala je 1,1 mil $.
- Truplo mrtvog Kurta pronašao je električar Gary Smith.
- Kurtova omiljena igračka bila je plastični majmunčić CHIM-CHIM.
- Za Kurta je specijalno dizajnirana gitara Fender JAG-STANG, kombinacija Fender JAGUAR i MUSTANG dizajna. Tu gitaru koristi u spotu za Heart-Shaped Box.
- Na Unplugged in New York, koristio je Martin D-18E akustičnu gitaru iz 1958. godine, veoma rijedak primjerak.
- Axl Rose, seksistički egoist koji misli da mu svijet nešto duguje, nosio je šiltericu s natpisom NIRVANA u spotu za Don’t Cry, jer nije mogao sakriti svoju fascinaciju bendom iz Seattle-a. Šilterica je na krevetu pored njega, dok se njemu tresu ruke, a super model pokraj njega kao nešto zapisuje. Nirvana nije mogla smisliti G’N’R i odbili su poziv da sviraju na privatnoj gaži za Axl-ov 30.-ti rođendan te da krenu s njima i Metallica-om na veliku US turneju.
- Courtney Love je priznala 1996. da je uzimala heroin za vrijeme trudnoće.
- Kad su se vjenčali, Kurt i Courtney su živjeli kod gitarista grupe Hole – Eric Erlandson-a, koji ih je ubrzo zatim izbacio iz svog stana jer nije mogao podnijeti njihovo drogiranje i svinjac koji su ostavljali za sobom.
- Kurt je plakao na vjenčanju, a Courtney nije.
- Kurtov idol iz djetinjstva bio je Evil Kenevil.
- Prvi veliki Nirvanin koncert bio je u Motor Sports Centru 22. rujna 1990. pred 1500 posjetilaca. To je jedini koncert na kojem je Danny Peters svirao bubnjeve, a Dave Grohl je bio u publici.
- Tada se prodavala Nirvanina majica “FUDGE PACKIN’, CRACK SMOKIN’, SATAN WORKSHIPIN’ MOTHERFUCKERS”.
- Puška kojom je ubijen Kurt Cobain je sačmarica Remington 11, kalibar 22, teška 3 kilograma i koštala je 300 $. Kupljena je na ime Dylan-a Carlsona, Kurtovog najboljeg prijatelja.
- Cobain je imao 3 puta više heroina u krvi od maksimalne doze, što znači da nije mogao uzeti pušku i pucati u sebe nakon ubrizgavanja 225 mg heroina, jer tolika doza izaziva neposrednu i trenutnu smrt.
- El Duce ( Elodon Hoke ) je svjedočio da mu je Courtney nudila 50.000 $ da ubije Kurta. Dva puta je prošao na testu laži. Ubijen je 7 dana poslije iznošenja tvrdnje u javnost da je Courtney naručila ubojstvo Cobain-a.
- Dave Grohl svira gitaru i pjeva u grupi Foo Fighters, poslije Nirvane. To mu je matični bend. I dalje svira bubnjeve u raznim bendovima. Svirao je čak i za Pearl Jam u Australiji na 2 koncerta, jer se njihov bubnjar nije dobro osjećao. Često boravi s Taylor Hawkins-om na koncertima Foo Fightersa. Svirao je i sa Queens of the Stoneage, Killin’ Joke, Motorhead... Sada je i producent nekim bendovima. Foo Fighters-i imaju svoj HOME STUDIO, gde snimaju svoja LP izdanja.
- Dave bar jednom tjedno sanja Kurta i to je uglavnom u frazi : Ho, shit! You are alive!!! Nikad ga ne sanja da je mrtav. Dave je u Nirvani bio psihički najstabilniji.
- U Seattle-u se okupilo oko 7000 ljudi kad je objavljeno da je Cobain tragično izgubio svoj život. To je prvo masovno okupljanje tog tipa od smrti John-a Lenona.
- Na oproštajnom pismu je dopisano nekoliko posljednjih redova da bi izgledalo kao oproštajno pismo. Cobain nije mislio napustiti Zemlju, već napustiti Courtney, Nirvanu, glazbu i Seattle.
- Slučaj Cobain je bio otvoren samo 3 sata. Već 10 godina uspješno korumpirani vlastodršci odbijaju otvoriti RE-OPEN CASE, i dokazati da je Cobain ubijen, a ne da se ubio.
- Tom Grant, privatni detektiv, je prvi čovjek koji je bacio sumnju na zvaničnu verziju i iznio u javnost podatke koji je osporavaju. Granta je unajmila Courtney da pronađe Kurta, ali nije očekivala da će ju on staviti na listu kao prvu osumnjičenu za naručenje ubojstva svog muža i da je napadne – shvativši šta se događa.
- Prvi osumnjičeni za izvršenje ubojstva je Michael Dewitt, muška dadilja u rezidenciji Cobain-ovih.
- Kurta je prvi put pokušao ubiti u Rimu 3. ožujka 1994. s 50 tableta rohipnola pomješanih sa šampanjcem. Poslije toga Cobain je bio 20 sati u komi.
- Tom Grant je uspio pronaći Cobain-a 3. travnja, ali mu je pobjegao.
- Cobain je ubijen 5. aprila 1994. u 2 h pm u apartmanu iznad garaže u okviru kompleksa Greenhouse.
- Kurta je pronašao elktričar Gary Smith 8. travnja 1994. u 8:40 am.
- Kurt Cobain je kremiran 14. travnja 1994.
- Posljednja pjesma koju je Nirvana zajedno snimila u studiju je You Know You’re Right.
- Posljednja pjesma na Nevermind-u se zove Endless, Nameless ili the Noise Jam.
- Gitara kojom je snimljena pjesma Polly na Nevermind-u, imala je samo 5 žica.
- Heart-Shaped Box dobila je nagradu za Best Art Direction na MTV Video Music Awards 1994
- Kristu Novoseliću je pravo ime 'Krist' iako je on godinama koristio 'Chris'.
- Kurt je svoje ime slovkao kao : Curt Cobain, Kurdt Kobain, Kurdt Kobane.
- Eric Erlandson je koristio jednu od Kurtovih gitara u spotu 'Doll Parts' grupe Hole.
- Mike Mills je također svirao Kurtovu Jag Stang gitaru u R.E.M'-ovom 'What's the Frequency Kenneth?' spotu. Gitara je također korištena u R.E.M.-ovoj pjesmi posvečenoj Kurtu Cobainu - 'Let Me In.'
- 'Gallons Of Rubbing Alcohol Flow Through The Strip', posljednja pjesma na In Utero, snimljena je u Brazilu u siječnju 1993.
- Dave Grohl u spotu za Teen Spirit svira na crvenim bubnjevima marke Pearl.
- Prvi bend u kojem su Kurt i Krist svirali zajedno zvao se 'the Stiff Woodies.'
- Smells like Teen Spirit je prvi put uživo odsvirana 17.04.1991.
- Nirvana je osvojila Grammy nagradu 1995. godine za Unplugged In New York.
- 'Nevermind' nije riječ. Da bi bilo gramatički ispravno, moralo bi biti "Never mind." Ali to je već iskorišteno za album Sex Pistols-a.
- Kristova mama je i danas frizerka u Aberdinu.
Prvi put od 2001. godine, otkad postoji Forbesova lista najveće ostvarene posthumne zarade, Elvis Presley nije na vrhu. S 50 milijuna dolara posthumno zarađenih u prošloj godini na vrhu se našao Kurt Cobain, preminuli frontmen grupe Nirvana. Na listi se nalaze i John Lennon, Albert Einstein, Ray Charles, Marilyn Monroe, Bob Marley, George Harrison te mnoga druga poznata imena za koje interes ne jenjava mnogo godina nakon (najčešće prerane i tragične) smrti.
okolnosti njegove smrti još nisu do kraja poznate. Naime, iako je u policijskom izvješću pod uzrokom smrti navedno samoubojstvo, neki forenzičari koji su radili na slučaju ne podržavaju tu tezu. Osim toga, nije sigurno je li Cobain autor spornog pisma u kojem navodno najavljuje da će ostaviti tadašnju suprugu Courtney Love i otići iz glazbenog biznisa.
Iako je davno prestala s radom, grupa Nirvana i danas ima brojne poklonike u svijetu, a njihov lider Kurt Cobain smatra se pionirom grungea, glazbenog pravca koji je obilježio devedesete godine prošlog stoljeća. Album "Nevermind" i pjesma "Smell Like Teen Spirit" iz 1991. godine glazbena je kritika jednoglasno proglasila "jednim od najgenijalnijih uradaka u povijesti glazbe".
PAR PODATAKA....
Nirvana je bend stvoren iz ljubavi prema glazbi. Onaje kao grupa, predvođena Kurtom Cobainom svojom pojavom u svijetu glazbe postavila nova mjerila kakva bi glazba trebala biti. Premda smo do tada vidjeli bendove poput Ramonesa i Sex Pistolsa čija je glazba imala duąu, Nirvanina je imala nešto još više. Nirvana je bila glazba, nije bila tri njezina člana već ono što su oni stvorili, i jedino njezina glazba je u stanju učiniti da čovjek uđe u neku drugu dimenziju kada ju sluša. Nirvana je za mene nešto jako posebno jer svaka njezina pjesma, premda nije muzički tako teška nosi gomilu poruka, osjećaja, i svaka riječ u njoj je s razlogom.
Ovih dana će izaći poboljšani dvd pod nazivom " WITH THE LIGHTS" koji će za razliku od prvog koji se pjavio na našem tržištu imati sve prijevode te nekoliko raritetnih snimaka s po mnogima najboljem koncertu nirvane održanom u Amsterdamu, a osim toga bit će dodato i nekoliko snimaka iz uvijek zanimljivog backstagea. Jedva čekam.......
2. Nakon američkog tržišta na kojem je oborila sve rekorde prodavanosti, na naše , europsko, tržište dolazi još jedna knjiga o nirvani pod imenom " NIRVANA TRUE STORY....još više čekam verziju na hrvatskom jeziku..
3. Nakon razaočaravajućeg Last days na tržištu se pojavio još jedan, al ovog puta dokumentarni, film pod radnim imenom " ABOUT A SON" i donosi Kurtova razmišljanja o životu, tadašnjem stanju u glazbi o inspiracijama za tekstove i mnogo drugih stvari. Film je napravljen na temelju intervijua nastalih u vrijeme 91-e, 92-e i 93-e. Vrijedi pogledat..........
5.4.2006. 12 godina nakon… nitko od nas nikad neće znati njegove prave namjere. Sam je rekao: „Bolje izgorjeti nego izblijediti!“
2.4.1994. Pun gorčine, samomržnje i prevelike želje za samouništenjem, autodestrukcijom… vratio se u Seattle, nakon bijega iz klinike za odvikavanje od droga u L.A.-u. Njegov povratak u mjesto i vrijeme koje će se dugo pamtiti. Sam sa sobom i sa malim čudovištem u sebi, kako je nazvao savjest i želju za uništenjem, skrivao se po kući gdje je nakon 27 godina napokon pronašao svoj mir. Empatija.
5.4.1994. Poput velikog filmskog režisera, isplanirao je ovaj trenutak do najsitnijih detalja, uvježbavajući scenu i kao režiser i kao glumac. Tijekom života često je probao ovu scenu; slučajno ili namjerno, neke od proba skoro su ga dovele do cilja. Samoubojstvo je bilo u njegovoj podsvijesti, kao dragocjen spas, jedini lijek protiv boli koja nije prestajala. Nije se želio osloboditi potrebe nego boli. Sve što je u životu radio bio je odviše osmišljen i neurotičan pokušaj dokazivanja drugima da je barem inteligentniji nego što oni misle da je… Empatija.
Heroin, koji je postao dio Kurtove svakodnevice, a počesto i njezin središnji dio, bio je prisutan i u njegovim zadnjim trenucima.
Novi dan je svitao, morao se požuriti. Sve se pretvorilo u izmaglicu, a zeleno-plavi oblak treperio je oko svakog predmeta. Uzeo je tešku pušku, namjestio cijev ispod nepca. Bit će glasno, bio je siguran u to. A zatim je nestao.
Nikad više neće vidjeti Aberdeen, nikad se neće popeti na vrh vodenog tornja na brdu «Misli na mene» koje se vidi od njegove rodne kuće. Nikad se više neće probuditi u bolničkoj čekaonici praveći se da je običan posjetitelj samo da bi imao gdje spavati. Nikad više neće vidjeti svoju majku i sestru, ni oca (i bolje, op. a.), ni ženu ni dijete (all apologies). Ali oslobodio se boli.
Poput vjetra koji vije kroz univerzum, vrijeme sa sobom odnosi i imena i djela velikih i običnih ljudi jednako. I sve ono što smo bili, i sve ono što ostaje, nalazi se u uspomeni onih kojima je bilo stalo. Kurt Cobain je živio kratkim životom koji se po postignućima može mjeriti s najdužima. «Bolje izgorjeti nego izblijediti», rekao je. Je li bio u pravu?
TKO JE UBIO KURTA COBAINA???
1. Krajem 1993. godine brak Kurt-a i Courtney je bio pred raspadom, ona je imala aferu sa Billy Corgan-om iz benda Smashing Pumpkins, a spominju se i još neki ljudi s kojima je imala aferu u isto to vrijeme, i u slučaju razvoda, izgubila bi sve Kurtove milione, svu imovinu, izgubila bi skrbništvo nad kćerkom Frances Bean Cobain, u medijima bi bila progonjena mnogo snažnijim intenzitetom nego poslije intervjua datog za Vanity Fair i u najboljem slučaju, bi dobila pola imovine. Samo u slučaju Kurtovog samoubojstva, ona dobiva sve, i pare i kćerku i pravo na neobjavljen Nirvanin materijal – kao nasljednik autorskih prava Kurt-a Cobain-a i biva lišena prozivke po medijima.
2. Courtney je bila spremna na sve ovo, a naročito poslije činjenice da je Kurt u ožujku 1994. godine napisao oporuku iz koje ju je potpuno izbacio. Ta oporuka nije bio pravovažna, jer Kurta su ubili prije nego je stigao da ju potpiše i ovjeri.
3. Dakle ključni motiv za njegovo ubojstvo je bio konflikt interesa i milioni dolara. Courtney je pobjesnjela kada je Kurt odbio da Nirvana bude Headliner na proljetnoj turneji po Americi, čime je bacio u nepovrat nekoliko miliona dolara.
4. Raspad Nirvane je bio također neminovan. Cobain je izgubio interes za taj projekt, kao da je Nirvana zatvorila krug svog postojanja, prošla kroz sve faze kroz koje je trebala proći i rekla sve što je imala. Jedino što ga je interesiralo bio je novi projekt sa Michael Stipe-om, pjevačem REM-a, koji nikad nije ugledao svjetlost dana.
5. Ovim njegovim stavom, kompanija Geffen je također bila ugrožena, jer bi ostala u tom slučaju bez možda svog najboljeg klijenta, na kome je samo na albumu Nevermind zaradila 50 miliona dolara čistog profita, a ukupni troškovi oko snimanja albuma su bili 300.000 dolara, što je minorno za ovakav antologijski i revolucionarni album, ako se zna da je ista cifra jedva dovoljna za doručak Michael Jackson-a i njegovih ljubimaca. Procjenjuje se da je Geffen zaradio mnogo više na Nirvani poslije Kurtove smrti. Možda su i oni proračunali da im više odgovara smrt Kurt-a....?!
6. Savršeno je iskorištena činjenica da je Cobain bio narkoman, labilan i antisocijalan lik, kronično iznerviran, te mu je bilo veoma lako zalijepiti etiketu da je neuračunljiv, suicidalan, a još naročito ako se uzme u obzir radni naziv za album In Utero “I hate myself and I want to die”, uz njegovu strast prema oružju, dobivate dobitnu kombinaciju. ( Kurt je imao revolver Taurus kalibar 38, poluautomatski pištolj Beretta 380 i američku automatsku pušku Colt AR 15/16 i 25 kutija municije – sve ovo mu je oduzela policija u petak 18. marta 1994. kad ga je Courtney prijavila policiji, da namjerava da se ubije, dok je njegova verzija bila da je pokušavao da se zaštiti i drži na odstojanju u Courtney, te se zabarikadirao u kupatilu.
7. Lokalni roker, Eldon Hoke, poznatiji kao El Duce, koji liči više na dželata iz srednjeg vijeka, nego na rokera, je posvjedočio da mu je Courtney ponudila 50000 dolara da ubije Kurta. On je 1996. bio dva puta na testu – detektoru laži i oba puta je prošao. Dao je i intervju za dokumentarac Kurt & Courtney u kome je sve ispričao. Ubijen je 7 dana poslije toga – “slučajno” ga je zgazio volak! Kao da gledamo X-files...
8. Prvi osumnjičeni za ubojstvo Kurt-a Cobain-a je Michael Dewitt, muška dadilja u rezidenciji Cobain-ovih. Bio je u Rimu sa Couurtney kad je pokušan prvi pokušaj ubojstva Kurta, i od 2. do 7. aprila se ne zna gdje je bio – nestao je i iznenada se pojavio kod Courtney 7. aprila u Los Angeles-u ( Kurt je ubijen 5. aprila u 2h pm po lokalnom vremenu u Seatttlu). U Rimu, prema istrazi i svjedočenjima očevidaca, navodi se da se on spremao da napusti hotel, da podigne pare, ostavi Courtney pismo u kome joj saopćtava da se razvodi od nje. Umjesto toga, 3. marta 1994. on završava u bolnici na ispiranju stomaka, 20 sati je u komi, Courtney je našminkana i sređena dok njega vode u bolnicu i njegov organizam uspijeva da preživi udar 50 tableta rohipnola ( lijek sličan valijumu ) pomiješan sa šampanjcem, navodno je prvi put pokušao da se ubije, a priča se o oproštajnom pismu, koje je ustvari bilo oproštajno za Courtney.
Da podsjetim, Kurt je bio ekstremno indirektan, sve je saopćtavao na posredan nacin. To se još dalo primjetiti u načinima na koje je morao da otpusti neadekvatne bubnjare, pa do ideje obraćanja publici preko pisma u unutrašnjem omotu albuma In Utero, što naravno Geffen nije pristao. U Rimu su se Kurt i Courtney sastali poslije dužeg vremena, jer su i ona i on bili na turneji po Europi sa svojim bendovima. Prijatelji Kurta tvrde da on nikada nije koristio ili spominjao rohipnol.
9. Prva slijedeća prilika za atentat na Kurta se ukazala kad je on pobjegao iz centra Marina Del Rej za rehabilitacija i skidanje od narkotika, u Kaliforniji 28. marta, a 30. marta je već bio u Seattlu. Bilo je samo pitanje ko će prvi stići do njega, policija ili atentatori. Cobain usput kupuje pušku Remington 11, kalibar 22 – sačmarica, vjerojatno za samobranu, kako je i rekao svom prijatelju Dylanu Carlson-u. Ista puška je iskorištena kao osiguranje da Cobain neće preživjeti još jedan atentat, te mu je reznesen mozak, pored ogromne doze heroina koja mu je ubrizgana.
10. U isto vrijeme, kada kreće potraga za Kurtom, njegova žena odbija da pomogne u istrazi i da dođe u Seattle, opravdavajući to nekim poslovima i obavezama u Los Anegeles-u. Šta može da bude bitnije od pronalaženja nestalog muža?! Jedino atentat na njega. Iznajmila je privatnog detektiva – Tom Grant, koji je umjesto da bude poslušna marioneta, bio prva osoba koja je shvatila i iznijela činjenice u javnost da Cobain nije izvršio samoubojstvo i da on vjeruje da Courtney stoji iza ubojstva kao glavni organizator, ali ne i izvršilac, jer je bila u LA-u 5. aprila.
11. Kurta su ubili 5. aprila 1994. Sad je ostalo samo još tijelo da se nađe. Prošao je jedan dan. Ništa. Prošao je još jedan dan – opet ništa. Zatim Courtney počinje da NAVODI istragu na njihovu Greenhouse kuću u Seattleu i preko telefona govori Kurtovom najboljem prijatelju”Check the Greenhouse!” On to nije učinio i prolazi JOŠ jedan dan. Zatim u panici, ona zove lokalnu Security kompaniju da započnu radove na sigurnosnim svijetlima oko njihove kuće. Oni šalju radnika i on pronalazi tijelo u 8:40 am 8. aprila 1994. Čovjek se zove naravno – Gary Smith.
12. Za to vrijeme neko i dalje koristi Kurtovu kreditnu karticu!
13. Policija u Seattleu je za 3 SATA zatvorila slučaj, proglasila da je bilo u pitanju samoubojstvo, pronađena je puška, oproštajno pismo. Nije uopće urađen toksikološki test niti su forenzičari izašli na teren. Policija ignorira činjenicu da su svi Kurtovi prijatelji svjedočili da on nije bio suicidalan.
14. Zatim, vrhunac i krunski dokaz koji ukazuje da je Kurt ubijen je loše ukomponirana uloga sačmarice u čitavu ovu priču. Maksimalna doza heroina, koju bi najotporniji narkoman mogao da podnese je 75 do 80 mg heroina, što izaziva 0,5 mg po litru morfija u krvi ( heroin je derivat opijuma, a morfij derivat heroina ). Kod Cobaina je ustanovljeno da je imao 1,52 mg po litru morfija u krvi, što znači da se upucao sa 225 – 240 mg heroina – što je tri puta veća doza od smrtonosne. Za one koji nisu narkomani, i 10 mg heroina može biti fatalna doza, a ovdje je u pitanju 240 mg!
15. Prema svim studijama, ovakva doza heroina izaziva neposrednu i trenutnu smrt, čineći čovjeka potpuno onesposposobljenim. I sad, znači Cobain je nadčovjek koji je imun na ovoliku dozu heroina i ima snage da uzme sačmaricu i da je stavi u usta i opali. Ti koji su montirali čitavo ovo ubojstvo, čak nisu vodili računa ni o dužini puške, jer Remington 11 je tolika sačmarica, da Cobain nije nikako mogao da jedan kraj stavi u usta, a prstima da dohvati okidač – pod uvjetom da je uspjeo da ignorira tri puta veću dozu heroina od maksimalne. Željeo se samo postići dramski efekt i osiguranje da ovaj put se Kurt neće izvući. Sve je montirano, sa jakom podrškom insajdera u policiji, koja i dan danas odbija da otvori slučaj ponovo. Otvorit će ga kad on zastari i kad glavni krivci ili više ne budu živi ili budu pred kraj svog života. Jeftina američka priča. 16. Veoma zanimljiva stvar je opet oproštajno pismo – novo, iz Seattlea, u kome Kurt se obraća publici i navodi razloge zašto napušta svijet muzike, zašto napušta Nirvanu, Seattle Courtney... Nigdje nije rekao da će napustiti zemlju! A, onda neko dopisuje posljednjih nekoliko redova kako bi to izgledalo kao oproštajno pismo. Upoređivan je rukopis Courtney sa tim dopisanim redovima i pogodite što je ustanovljeno!.
17. Na pušci nema jasnih otisaka prstiju koji ukazuju da ju je Kurt držao, a proglašeno je da se njom ubio!
18. Niti u jednoj studiji u zadnjih 30 godina, ne postoji nijedan slučaj samoubojstva u Americi u kome su bili korišteni i vatreno oružje i narkotici kao overdose. Zašto bi se neko ubijao sa 2 različite stvari!? Sve ovo podsjeća na Alana Forda i na jednu epizodu u kojoj se spominje lik koji je izvršio samoubojstvo sa 256 ispaljenih metaka u sebe!
Procijenite sami. Pročitali ste kome je mogla i zašto da odgovara Kurt-ova smrt, tko su akteri i kako su se ponašali u ovom slučaju. Na osnovu svih ovih činjenica, možete li i dalje vjerovati takozvanoj verziji o samoubojstvu?!?
Nekako izgleda da će se fenomen Nirvana jako teško ponoviti. Nazivali su ih spasiteljima rocka i najvećim bendom na svijetu (što su u nekim trenucima sigurno i bili), a u velikom dijelu svijeta tu popularnost su uživali samo Krist i Dave, jer Kurt Cobain podlegao je pritisku, bolovima i svemu ostalom što ga je natjeralo na suicid. I ovaj DVD je njegov svojevrsni dnevnik, također završen od strane ostatka benda, a sada je napokon dobio modernu DVD inačicu.
Sjećam se doba kad smo prvi put tandrkali po svojim akustičnjacima, Nirvana je bila najčešći učitelj zbog njihove, danas se pokazalo, relativno jednostavne i strastvene glazbe. Ovaj skup live izvedbi i brojnih intervjua, već sam znao napamet i nekako je bilo zanimljivo sve skupa opet pogledati i shvatiti koliko se sve skupa promijenilo.
Ovaj DVD nikako nije nekakvo visokobuđetno izdanje, već jedan iskreni pogled na bend tog čovjeka kojeg su svi nazivali drogiranim čudakom. I ja sam u stara vremena u svim rock zvijezdama vidio poremećene ekscentrike, ali ovdje se jasno vidi da je Kurt zbilja bio pravi entuzijazmom zaluđeni umjetnik koji je volio razgovarati o svemu i koji se na svoj način snalazio u tom cijelom đumbusu u kojem se našao kao frontman najveće rock atrakcije tog doba.
Stvari koje se na ovom DVDu mogu naći većina je vjerojatno već vidjela po raznoraznim bootleg izdanjima, ali treba spomenuti one legendarne scene kad je na pjesmi "Love Buzz" nastao kaos u kojem je Kurt gitarom iz publike opalio zaštitara koji ga je onda propisno složio na pod, ili najavljivanje "Lithium" u jednom talk showu da bi dečki iz inata odsvirali "Territorial Pissings".
"Smells Like Teen Spirit" već im je na uši izlazila van pa su je nerijetko svirali u svakojakim verzijama (ovdje neka playback verzija sa Sinatra glasom) ili potpuno zaobilazili, jer 'ne žele da ih se pamti kao bend koji ima samo jednu pjesmu', a meni je najdraže pogledati onu žestoku verziju depresivne "Something In The Way".
U intevjuima uvijek su se predstavljali kao dečki koje živcira cijeli rock'n'roll biznis u kojem je sve prenapeto, a riječi pjesama uvijek su stavljali iza glazbe 'jer uopće nisu važne'. U cijeloj priči, sada kada sam malo stariji, vidim da je tog čovjeka zbilja velika šteta, jer je non-stop naglašavao kako samo želi uživati u glazbi, kako ne želi da itko ikoga sputava u glazbenoj interpretaciji, pa je bez problema pred tisućama ljudi znao raštimano odsvirati i odvrištati "Come As You Are".
Sigurno nisu bili najtalentiraniji bend na svijetu, čak ni u to doba, ali ono nešto što su imali prepoznala je horda ljudi. Sada, više od desetljeća od gašenja benda i jednog života sve što se o njima piše ispada kao posmrtni govor o Cobainu, koji je uvijek volio reći da Nirvana zvuči kao Baycity Rollers zlostavljan od Black Flaga i Black Sabbatha. Cobain će uvijek biti ime koje će se stavljati u izravni i isključivi kontekst sa imenom Nirvana i tako će ostati zauvijek.
Iako mi je žao što u ovom skupu nije bilo mjesta (ili vremena) za bilo što iz "In Utero" faze, ovo je zbilja DVD koji svi fanovi, ne samo da bi trebali imati, nego su ga već kupili i prije nego su pročitali ovu recenziju. Prisjetite se tog bedaka i odsvirajte si pokoji akord. Barem po jedan apsolutno svi znaju.
Nirvana je bio svjetski poznat i popularan američki glazbeni band, začetnik grunge smjera u glazbi.
Sa svojim singlom 'Smells Like Teen Spirit' sa albuma 'Nevermind' (1991.), 'Nirvana' je postala svjetski poznat band, a osnovana je 1987. godine u Seattleu.
Druge grunge grupe iz Seattlea kao što su Alice in Chains, Pearl Jam i Soundgarden su isto tako stekle veliku slušanost, tako da je u vrijeme 1990-tih godina rock ponovno postao jedan od dominantnih smjerova po popularnosti u modernoj glazbi.
Frontman grupe 'Nirvana', Kurt Cobain je bio karizmatična ličnost te svojevrstan 'glasnogovornik generacije'. Cobain je bio osnovna pokretačka snaga, ali i uzrok raspada 'Nirvane'. Nedugo nakon posljednjeg koncerta održanog u Rimu 1994. godine, Cobain je izvršio samoubojstvo ustrijelivši se puškom u glavu.
'Nirvana' je svojevrsni fenomen u glazbi, specifičan po tome što je postao izuzetno popularan u godinama koje dolaze po orginalnim, ali i po novoizdanim radovima do osam i više godina nakon smrti samog Cobaina i raspada banda. Naime, 'Nirvana' i Kurt Cobain su u relativno kratkom periodu glazbene aktivnosti bili izuzetno produktivni i snimili velik broj radova od koji neki nisu ušli u završne verzije albuma iz tih godina, već su se našli na kasnijim izdanjima i reizdanjima.
Što znači grunge?Grunge je žanr američke rock glazbe. Pojavio se sredinom 80-ih, no primjećen je tek početkom 90-ih. Najveći je utjecaj imao između 1988. i 1993. Grunge je okarakteriziran kao spoj hardcore punka, heavy metala, te indie rocka.
Najbolji primjer grunge glazbe je singl "Smells Like Teen Spirit" izdane od strane glazbenog sastava poznatog pod imenom Nirvana iz Seattlea.
Najvažnija obilježja grungea su gitare podešene na jaku distorziju, te tekstovi pjesama koji su na granici između idealizma i pesimizma. Popularnost Nirvane dovela je i do toga da su ljude počeli zanimati i ostali seattleski slični glazbeni sastavi npr. Pearl Jam, Soundgarden i Mudhoney.
Grunge glazba sadrži melodičku osjećajnost Beatlesa kao i brutalnost hard rock glazbenih sastava kao na primjer Black Sabbath. Grunge glazbenici bili su antimaterijalističkog pogleda na svijet.
a sada evo nekoliko komentara i mišljenja o Nirvani:
KURT LIVES ON!!!!
Ja jako volim KURTA COBAINA i cesto placem kad slusam njegove pjesme i razmisljam o njegovoj smrti...I hate my self and I whant to die...KURT VOLIM TE VISE NEGO SEBE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KURT DONALD COBAIN je legenda nad legendama...ja ga volim vise od svega...i ona zenska sto je rekla da place zbog njegove smrti i zaljubljuje se tipove s plavim ocim ili kosom nije jedina...ja sam ista...KURT ce zauvjek biti u nasim zivotima...moja nejveca zelja je da je sad snama...KURT i levo you for ever
it's better to burn out ,than fade away;(...KURT, volim te:(
ja mislim da ga nije ubila njegova žena nego da je ona naručila da ga ubiju
Kurta je ubila njegova glupa žena Courtney,primila je sa smiješkom novine u kojima piše da se Kurt ubio.
Kurt će uvijek biti u našim srcima
kurt je bio budala,gljivična infekcija,smrad al zato ga volim.....grunge is maj lajf
KURT ce zauvijek biti u nasim srcima...iza sebe je ostavio stotine divnih pjesama i milijune fanova koji ga nikada nece zaboraviti!!!!
kurt je zakon!KURT JE BOG POP-ROCKA!On je dio mog života!!!
KURT COBAIN je legenda,i uvijek ce biti!!!
Najbolji je!!!
On je ziv u nasim srcima...
KURT COBAIN IS NOT DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KURT JE BIO POSEBAN ,ALI PO SVEMU .I UNATOČ SVIM PROBLEMIMA OSTAO JE ŽIV ĆAK DO 27 GODINE...IMAO JE SVE NOVAC SLAVU ŽENU BOŽICU KAKO ON KAŽE IMAO JE CURICU OD 2 GODINE KOJU JE JAKO VOLIO ,ALI JE REKAO DA ĆE NJEZIN ŽIVOT BITI BOLJI BZ NJEGA I TO ME STRAŠNO ŽIVCIRA
Svi te jako volimo! Za nas ćeš uvijek biti najveći! Ti si moj bog i uvijek ćeš to biti!
ime KURT COBAIN nikad nemojte pisati malim slovima jer mislim da je zaslužija da ga poštujemo i njegovo ime pišemo velikim slovima da se osjeća važno...Kurt iako je živio kratkim životom može se mjeriti s najvećim legendama ovog svita jer i sam to je LEGENDA....o KURTU znam sve što god vas znima,ali baš sve.....iako u zadnje vrime neslušan NIRVANU(veliki grih,ali san opet počela)i dalje je NIRVANA za mene najbolja na svitu....iako mi je blog još u izradi,dođite i posjetite ga na HTTP://323.BLOG.HR...i za kraj:KURT ŽIVI VJEČNO,GODINE PROLAZE LJUBAV OSTAJE,NIKAD PRIJE NIJE POSTOJALA ZVJEZDA SLIČNA KURTU COBAINU NITI ĆE IKAD POSTOJATI!!!!!!!!!!!I LOVE YOU KURT
kurt je nesto najbolje sto se dogodilo mnogima, a to je i upravo ono sto ga je unistilo. Slava. ocajnicki ju je htio, a kada ju je dobio, pozelio je da se nikada nije rodio. jucer bi, da je ziv dozivio cak 40 godina. zar je toliko proslo. za tri dana bi imao i 15. godisnjicu braka. ali zauvijek ce biti ziv u nasim srcima i u svojim albumima. VOLIMO TE KURDT.
..We Will Always Love You Kurt..
teško je naći dovoljno snažne riječi da bi opisale, ovog senzibilnog umjetnika, koji je bio usamljen....
KURT-ZAUVIJEK ĆEŠ BITI U NAŠIM SRCIMA. Dea
kurt je bio i bitće najbolji čovjek na svjetu odnosno u svemiru ijako ga više nema na zemlji on je u našim umovima i srcima ...pozdrav pepa ili petra
volimo kurt cobaina jer je on najbolji čovjek na ovom jebenom svijetu, iako ga sada nema on živi u našim srcima
kurt je bio i zauvjek će biti najveća rock zvjezda. on će uvjek bit tu u našim srcima i nadam se u linijama uvjek će nam pravit društvo kada ga nemamo...kurt donald cobain nikad ne umire.
ma on je bio zakon nad zakonima,boljelo je njega za sve i nikad nije mario za pristojnost i odgovornost..baš onako kako je.
ne znam zašto mi se to dešava to da stalno plačem zbog njegove smrti .on se ubio 94,a ja sam se se rodila 95 godine i nemogu vjerovat da sam se zaljubila u mrtvog dečka ...ja se zbog kurta uvjek zaljubim u dečke s plavom i dugom kosom ili očima i to nitko nerazumje
ja sam velik fan nirvane i jakooo volim kurta on mi je idol.ja plačem svaki dan zbog njegove smrti i mene nitko nerazumje oni misle da sam luda...oni to neshvaćaju. poneki put mislim da se i ja ubijem pa bi bila s njim sad i vi mislite da sam luda...
ja ga jos osjecam jer sam doživila njegovu smrt jako placem zbog toga
čovjek je zakon i straha što se drogirao! mi narkomani živimo a još kad smo pametni kao Kurt nikada ne umiremo u srcima!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"BOLJE IZGORIJET NEGO IZBLIJEDIT" NAPIISAO JE KURT COBAIN U NJEGOVOM OPROŠTAJNOM PISMU.NJEGOVA KARIZMA SE I DAN DANAS PAMTI.
KURT SE UBIJA ZBOG DROGE KAKO KAŽU.UGLAVNOM WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU KURT.LEGENA SI BIJA I OSTAT ČEŠ.I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH.....
da, kurt je legenda a ti si budala jer se piše nirvana a ne nirvona!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KURT JE LEGENDA KOJA ZIVI U NAMA
iako mi je za sto se ubio mislim da ga nebi toliko cjenili bez takvog kraja
ja mislim da je courtney kriva da ga je ubila
NIRVANA JE PUNO VISE OD MUZIKE U NJOJ JE ZIVOT
GRUNGE JE ZIVOT
KURT CE ZIVJETI VJECNO... BEZ OBZIRA NA NJEGOVU SMRT, ON JE I DALJE TU, SVI GA MOZEMO OSJETITI, NJEGOV DUH I DALJE ZIVI MEDU NAMA... NIRVANA I DALJE IMA NAJVECE HITOVE, KOJI CE ZAUVIJEK SVIRATI U NASEM SRCU... KURT VOLIMO TE...
upravo čitam dnevnike Kurta Cobaina,knjiga je odlična...ali imam jednu primjedbu...zašto nije u toj knjizi objavljeno i Kurtovo oproštajno pismo??????punk rock zauvijek,punk rock je sloboda...
zašto si otišao s ovog svijeta???tako je hladno i prazno bez tebe... we will never forget you!! ........
zašto svi dobri ljudi moraju tako brzo umrijeti?
kurt nije preminuo.otišao je zapaliti cigaretu
zašto si upoznao glupaču courtney, ona te je uništila, legendo
Jedina legenda. Prava pila.
Kad propjeva diže se cijela ulica!!!
Moj dragi,jedini,najbolji,najljepši....ne znam kako zahvaliti Bogu što nam te poslao na ovaj svijet i što te predstavio svima nama kao jednu od najvećih Legendi ovoga svijeta....pa tako i meni tvojo vjernoj obožavateljici.Ali i žao mi je što nam te uzeo tako brzo!!!Sjećam se kad je još moja sestra(koja sada ima 25god)tugovala zbog tvoje smrti davne 94....Želim sada u ovom trenutku biti s tobom gore...u raju...i da potraje cijlu vječnost!!!Kurt ti si moj smisao života....iako te više nema s nama fizički,duhovno sijoš uvijek uvijek snama...TI SI MOJA I NAŠA VJEČNA LEGENDA...
KURT FALA TI ŠTO SI POSTOJA,NISI SE TRIBA UBITI
ALI ŠTO ĆEŠ POSVEĆENA PISMA
"THE MAN WHO SOULD THE WORLD"
FALA TI NA SVEMU!!!!!!
kurt je legenda nad legendama,ja ga volim visee nego ikog....kurt donald cobain (1967-1994)- forever the best
Kurt Cobain je bio legenda.........Hvala Kurt
Kurt nije preminuo...he is not dead because we still remember him....nirvana je najlegendarniji,simple naj bend....da nirvane nema....kurt,hvala za nirvanu!
By:tvoje vjecne fanovke!
nirvana je bend koji nijedan drugi ne moze zamijeniti. on ce uvijek biti tu,u nasim srcima bez obzira sto kurta vise nema.
kurt cobain je bio majstor nad majstorima
i još nešto...
ako kužite engleski...
Kurt Cobain
Kurt Donald Cobain
born February 20, 1967
died April 5, 1994
height 5' 7"
weight 130 lbs
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lead singer, songwriter, guitarist
Seattle rock band, Nirvana
frontman, leader, reluctant spokesman
a major celebrity, around the world
but found himself in an uncomfortable position
"Famous is the last thing I wanted to be."
[Azerrad, Michael - Come as You Are: The Story of Nirvana]
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helped push the wave of Grunge rock
1991, marked the beginning of grunge and alternative rock
with the hit song "Smells Like Teen Spirit"
noted as the "anthem-of-a-generation"
[Garofalo, Reebee - Rockin' Out: Popular Music in the USA]
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other well-known songs:
"About a Girl",
"Come as You Are",
"In Bloom",
"Lithium",
"Heart-Shaped Box",
and "All Apologies"
growing up
mom and dad, Donald and Wendy Cobain
born at Grays Harbor Community Hospital, Aberdeen, Washington
dad, a mechanic at Derrell Thompson's Chevron Station
mom, a waitress and homemaker
sister, Kimberly was born in April of 1970
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attended Robert Gray Elementary School in 1972
he was happy kid in a typical American family
had an interest in music early in his life
began singing at the age of 2
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1974, age 7, he was prescribed Ritalin
for ADHD - attention deficit hyperactivity disorder
1975, his parents divorced
he said it had a profound impact on his life
he became more withdrawn
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lived with mom for a year after the divorce
then moved to Montesano, Washington (with dad)
and attended Beacon Elementary School
spent a few years bouncing between friends and family
he was a rebel and quite a handful
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he idolized stuntman Evel Knievel
once he set off firecrackers on his chest, attached to a metal plate
dad pushed him to join the junior high wrestling team
he was good at it, but despised it
dad signed him up for baseball
he'd strike out just to avoid playing
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he did drugs in high school
mainly marijuana
but tried most drugs available to him, except PCP
the stories he heard about PCP scared him
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1983, sophomore year
he moved back with mom in Aberdeen
enrolled at Weatherwax High School
he dropped out of high school
mom gave him an ultimatum:
either get a job or leave.
After a week or so, he was living at friends' houses
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sometimes he stayed under a bridge over the Wishkah River
inspiring the track "Something In The Way"
he worked odd jobs around Aberdeen
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June 1985, he got his first apartment
later ended up moving in with Lamont Schillinger
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May 18, 1986
arrested for trespassing
he was wandering on the roof of an abandoned building
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September 1, 1986
he moved into his first house and lived alone
he made rent working part-time as a school janitor
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circa 1986, he became addicted to Percodan (a painkiller)
he read a lot in the local library
had an interest in S.E. Hinton and William S. Burroughs
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Kurt's philosophy included:
SCUM Manifesto by Valerie Solanas
The Dharma Bums by Jack Kerouac,
and Perfume by Patrick Süskind
as well as works by:
Samuel Beckett,
Charles Bukowski,
Jon Savage,
and Camille Paglia.
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Kurt focused on art in school
he would often draw during class
he had a gay friend in school
which caused a bit of bullying from homophobic students
he started to think he was gay himself
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Olympia, Washington, 1987
Kurt Cobain and Krist Novoselic formed Nirvana
Kurt lived with a girlfriend, Tracy Marander
the inspiration for "About a Girl"
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in 1990, they broke up
next girl, Tobi Vail
a drummer from Bikini Kill
she broke it off after a short time
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January 1992, Nirvana appeared on Saturday Night Live
Cobain and bassist Krist Novoselic "made out" as a joke
the segment was cut from the show, and was only shown once
as a teenager, he thrived in the punk scene
formed a strong friendships with The Melvins
a heavy influence of Nirvana's sound
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Kurt had a small tattoo of a shiled with a "K" inside it on his forearm
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February 1992, in an interview with The Advocate
Kurt claimed to have spraypainted "God is Gay" on trucks around Aberdeen
Aberdeen police records show that he was actually arrested for writing
"Ain't got no how watchamacallit."
[Cross, Charles - Heavier Than Heaven: A Biography of Kurt Cobain]
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"I'm definitely gay in spirit, and I probably could be bisexual"
"But I'm married, and I'm more attracted to Courtney..."
"...than I ever have been toward a person, "
"so there's no point in trying to sow my oats at this point."
"If I wouldn't have found Courtney, "
"I probably would have carried on with a bisexual lifestyle."
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1993, in an interview he said
"I remember feeling ashamed, for some reason"
"I was ashamed of my parents"
"I couldn't face some of my friends at school anymore, "
"bacause I desperately wanted to have the classic typical family"
"Mother, father"
"I wanted that security, "
"so I resented my parents for quite a few years because of that."
[Savage, Jon - Kurt Cobain: The Lost Interview]
his musical influences
November 1993
Kurt performed with Nirvana on MTV Unplugged
he would often refer to other alternative rock bands
one of his favorite bands was The Meat Puppets
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he recruited Pat Smear, of The Germs, as a secondary guitarist
Curt and Cris Kirkwood of The Meat Puppets
appeared with him during the live taping of MTV Unplugged
and performed three of their songs with him on stage
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he shared his influences and favorite bands in interviews
mentioning acts such as:
The Bay City Rollers,
Boston,
The Knack,
Leadbelly,
The Meat Puppets,
The Melvins,
Daniel Johnston,
The Pixies,
The Raincoats,
The Vaselines,
Young Marble Giants,
and The Wipers
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he noted that "Smells Like Teen Spirit"
had sounds similar to The Pixies
as Sonic Youth had helped Nirvana gain broader success,
Nirvana did likewise for other indie acts
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1992, Kurt told Melody Maker
after hearing Surfer Rosa for the first time
it convinced him to abandon influences by:
Black Flag and The Sex Pistols
and do songwriting more like "Iggy Pop / Aerosmith"
like in in the album Nevermind
[Melody Maker - "Kurt Cobain of Nirvana Talks About the Records That Changed His Life"]
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on a split-single album with The Jesus Lizard (from Chicago)
"Oh, the Guilt" helped credibility with indie music
while giving The Jesus Lizard a wider audience
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The Beatles were an early influence for Kurt
he called John Lennon an idol in his diary
at the core, Cobain/Nirvana was influenced by punk rock
but had early influences by bands of the 70s:
Black Sabbath,
KISS,
and Led Zeppelin
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Nirvana did a studio recording of KISS' "Do You Love Me?"
"Where Did You Sleep Last Night" was a song made popular by Leadbelly,
"Polly" may have been influenced by "Pretty Polly",
a murder ballad by Dock Boggs in 1927
in the band, Nirvana
1982, age 15, Cobain received got first guitar
a gift from his from his uncle
bought at Rosevear's Music Center in Aberdeen, Washington
it was either that or a bicycle
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he tried to form bands with friends,
borrowing from songs by AC/DC and Led Zeppelin
but usually found himself alone,
because none of his friends had much musical talent
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he met Novoselic, a fellow punk rock enthusiast
Krist Novoselic lived down by the Young Street bridge
Krist's mother, owner of Maria's Hair Design,
let them practice in the above room of her salon
later, with a demo copy of his earlier band, Fecal Matter,
Kurt tried to convince Krist to form a band
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Novoselic finally agreed to join him
so began the forming of Nirvana
1989, in the beginning,
they went through a lot of drummers,
but settled on Chad Channing
and the album Bleach was released on Sub Pop Records
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1991, Cobain became dissatisfied with Channing's style
and they brought on Dave Grohl
it was then they found success with the debut of Nevermind
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Kurt struggled to retain the success of Nirvana with his underground roots
he felt persecuted by the media
compared himself to Frances Farmer
he really didn't like new fans of the band
that got their message completely wrong
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2 men raped a woman while singing the song "Polly",
a hit off the Nevermind album
in the US release of the album Incesticide he proclaimed:
"Last year, a girl was raped by two wastes of sperm and eggs",
"while they sang the lyrics to our song Polly."
"I have a hard time carrying on",
"knowing there are plankton like that in our audience"
"Sorry to be so anally P.C. but that's the way I feel"
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some famous songs:
"Come as You Are", Nevermind
"Smells Like Teen Spirit", Nevermind
"Dumb", In Utero
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Nirvana is:
Kurt Cobain,
Krist Novoselic,
Dave Grohl
also noteworthy:
Aaron Burckhard,
Dave Foster,
Chad Channing,
Dale Crover,
Dan Peters,
Jason Everman,
Pat Smear
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discography:
Bleach,
Blew,
Nevermind,
Hormoaning,
Nevermind: It's An Interview,
Incesticide,
In Utero,
MTV Unplugged in New York,
From the Muddy Banks of the Wishkah,
Nirvana,
Sliver: The Best of the Box
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singles:
"Love Buzz",
"Sliver",
"Molly's Lips",
"Here She Comes Now",
"Smells Like Teen Spirit",
"Come as You Are",
"Lithium",
"On a Plain",
"In Bloom",
"Oh, the Guilt",
"Heart-Shaped Box",
"All Apologies"/"Rape Me",
"Pennyroyal Tea",
"About a Girl (Unplugged)",
"The Man Who Sold the World (Unplugged)",
"Where Did You Sleep Last Night?",
"Lake of Fire (Unplugged)",
"Aneurysm (live)",
"Drain You (live)",
"You Know You're Right"
about his wife, Courtney
February 24, 1992,
Cobain and Courtney Love
married on Waikiki Beach, Hawaii
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1988, she first sees him perform
they were supposedly introduced at a concert
with L7 and The Butthole Surfers playing
in Los Angeles, May 1991
some say it was Portland of 1989,
but Everett True maintains it was 1991,
and references a 1992 interview by Sassy Magazine:
the pair remarked meeting at the L7 / Butthole Surfers concert
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shortly after, David Grohl informs them of mutual crushes
Fall 1991, Love begins pursuing Cobain
in an off-and-on again relationship
they find themselves together, bound by drug use
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1992, Love finds she's pregnant with their child
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August 18, 1993 Frances Bean Cobain is born
Kurt thought she looked like a kidney bean,
after seeing the first sonogram of her
Cobain was a big fan of Frances McKee of The Vaselines
hence her peculiar middle and first names
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Love's harshest critics were some of Nirvana's fans
touting she was using him to make herself famous
critics also liked to compare the two,
being the likes of John Lennon and Yoko Ono
rumors sprouted that Cobain wrote most of the songs,
on Love's breakthrough album Live Through This
she was the lead singer of the band Hole
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"Asking for It" contains Cobain singing backup vocals
but there is no evidence to prove Kurt wrote any songs
one Hole song is known to actually be written by Cobain,
but "Old Age" is credited as a Hole song
it appeared on the B-side of a 1993 single for Beautiful Son
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1998, a shotty boombox recording of the song surfaced
thanks to The Stranger, a Seattle newspaper
in the article, Novoselic confirmed the recording
"Old Age" was a Nirvana song made in 1991
this lead to more speculation about Cobain writing for Hole
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"Old Age" was cut from the Nevermind album,
because the band had run out of studio time
2004, an incomplete recording appeared on With the Lights Out
the song is credited to Cobain
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guitarist Eric Erlandson, of Hole, thought Cobain wrote the music
and Love had written the lyrics for the version Hole used
[Garofalo, Reebee - Rockin' Out: Popular Music in the USA]
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1992, Love admits to using heroin while (unknowingly) pregnant
[Vanity Fair]
this further damages her public standing
her romance with Kurt had been a media attraction,
but they were soon harassed by tabloid reporters
reporters wanted to know if Frances was born an addict
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notoriety causes a child welfare services investigation
begging the question, is the couple fit to be parents?
eventually the allegations are dismissed,
but not without significant legal hassle
Love and Cobain claim Vanity Fair took her words out of context
drugs and addiction
most of his life, Cobain battles:
depression,
chronic bronchitis,
and intense physical pain
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due to an undiagnosed chronic stomach condition
his emotional state is severly debilitated
he spends years trying to figure it out
perhaps childhood scoliosis or stresses of performing are to blame
________________________________________
he self-medicated with heroin,
but that's not the reason for his heroin use
1986, Cobain gets a taste of the drug
thanks to a local drug dealer trafficking Percodan
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late 1991, his use affects the band
Cobain passes out during photo shoots
1992, on Saturday Night Live
Nirvana has a shoot with photographer, Michael Levine
Cobain nods off several times during the shoot
he later overdoses that night after the performance
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Cobain tells biographer Michael Azerrad,
"I mean, what are they supposed to do?"
"They're not going to be able to tell me to stop"
"So I really didn't care"
"Obviously to them it was like practicing witchcraft or something"
"They didn't know anything about it",
"so they thought that any second",
"I was going to die"
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1992, his heroin addiction increases
he makes his first attempt at rehab
this is soon after he learns he's becoming a dad
after rehab, Nirvana goes on tour in Australia
he's pale and gaunt
suffering from withdrawals
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his addiction resurfaces after returning home
this abuse affected his family life
a judge orders the Cobain's to release custody of their daughter
Frances Bean is placed in care of Courtney's sister Jamie for several weeks
they later obtain custody again,
but not without urine tests and regular visits from a social worker
eventually, after much legal manuevering,
they are granted full custody of their daughter
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July 1993, at the New Music Seminar in New York City
Cobain suffers a heroin overdose prior to performaing
Love injects Cobain with illegally acquired Narcan
this brings him out of his unconscious state
instead of receiving vital medical attention
he is back on his feet to perform that night
this is one of their more memorable performances
fans never knew anything was out of the ordinary
his last days
March 1, 1994
on tour at Terminal Eins in Munich, Germany
Cobain is diagnosed with bronchitis and laryngitis
he is treated the next day in Rome
and joined by Courtney on March 3
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March 4
Love wakes to find that Cobain overdosed
an apparent combination of champagne and Rohypnol
Love had filled a for Rohypnol after arriving in Rome
he is immediately rushed to the hospital again
he spends the rest of the day unconscious
he spends 5 days in the hospital
he is released and returned to Seattle
[Halperin, Ian & Wallace, Max - Who Killed Kurt Cobain?]
Love claims this was Kurt's first suicide attempt
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March 18
the alleged suicide note
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Image:Cobainnote.jpg
Love phones police and says Kurt is suicidal
she said he locked himself in a room with a gun
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police arrive
they confiscate several guns and a bottle of pills from Cobain
Kurt insists he was not suicidal,
and had locked himself in the room to hide from Love
when questioned by police, Love admittes:
Kurt had never mentioned that he was suicidal,
and that she had not seen him with a gun
[Seattle Police Department]
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March 25
Love arranged an intervention concerning Cobain's drug use
10 people were involved:
musician friends,
record company executives,
and 1 of Cobain's closest friends, Dylan Carlson
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Former Nirvana manager Danny Goldberg describes Cobain:
"extremely reluctant",
"denied that he was doing anything self-destructive."
still, Cobain agreed to undergo a detox program
[The Seattle Times - Questions Linger After Cobain Suicide]
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March 30
Cobain arrived at the Exodus Recovery Center in Los Angeles, California
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April 1
one of Frances Bean's nannies brought her to the facility
she stay for 1 hour visiting with Cobain
that night, Cobain walked outside to have a cigarette
he climbed over a six-foot-high fence to leave the facility
he took a taxi to the airport and flew back to Seattle
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the next morning, he stopped by his Seattle home
he had a conversation with Michael "Cali" DeWitt
Michael lived at Cobain's house
Over the next several days, Cobain was spotted in various locations around Seattle
most of his friends and family were unaware of his whereabouts
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April 3, Love contacted a private investigator, Tom Grant
he was hired to find Cobain
the next day Love filed a missing person report
but she used Cobain's mother's name without her permission
she added in the file that Cobain was suicidal,
and was in possession of a shotgun
[Seattle Police Department - Missing Person Report]
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April 8,
Cobain's body was discovered in the spare room above the garage
this room is referred to as "the greenhouse" at his Lake Washington home
says Veca Electric employee Gary Smith
The address on Lake Washington
171 Lake Washington Blvd E, Seattle, WA 98112
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Smith arrived at the house that morning to install security lighting,
and saw the body lying inside
Apart from a minor amount of blood coming out of Cobain's ear,
Smith reported seeing no visible signs of trauma,
and initially believed that Cobain was asleep
Smith found what he thought might be a suicide note
it had a pen stuck through it beneath an overturned flowerpot
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A shotgun, purchased for Cobain by Dylan Carlson,
was found at Cobain's side
an autopsy report later concluded Cobain's death was a result of:
a "self-inflicted shotgun wound to the head."
the report estimates Cobain to have died on April 5, 1994
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in the alleged suicide note,
ostensibly written to Cobain's imaginary childhood friend "Boddah",
Cobain quoted a lyric from Neil Young's song "My My, Hey Hey (Out of the Blue)":
"It's better to burn out than to fade away."
Cobain's use of the lyric had a profound impact on Young,
who recorded portions of his 1994 album Sleeps with Angels in Cobain's memory
the note also evoked the name of Queen frontman Freddie Mercury,
who Cobain felt could revel in the adoration of an audience
a way that Cobain himself could not
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Cobain's body was cremated
one third of his ashes were scattered:
at the Namgyal tibetan buddhist monastery in Ithaca, New York,
another third in the Wishkah River,
and the rest left in Love's possession
was it suicide?
the note
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Image:Cobainnote.jpg
Kurt Cobain is legally recognized to have committed suicide
there are unanswered questions within the Seattle Police Department's report
their investigative approach suggests Cobain may have been murdered
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Richard Lee was the first to publicly object to the suicide
Lee hosted a Seattle public access show on cable
the ongoing documentary was called "Kurt Cobain Was Murdered"
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he noted several discrepancies in the police reports:
several changes in the nature of the shotgun blast,
there was an absence of blood for a "point-blank shotgun blast to the head"
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pathology experts have noted that a shotgun blast,
inside the mouth often results in less blood,
unlike a shotgun blast to the head
[Halperin, Ian & Wallace, Max - Who Killed Kurt Cobain?]
Lee's TV series focused on general issues regarding the SPD
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Tom Grant, the private investigator was employed by Courtney Love
she retained his services after Cobain's disappearance from rehab
Grant believes that Cobain's death was a homicide
Grant cites from an article in the April 14, 1994, Seattle Post-Intelligencer:
from the official toxicology report,
"the level of heroin in Cobain's bloodstream was 1.52 milligrams per liter"
[Merritt, Mike & Maier, Scott - "Cobain Lay Dead for 3 Days", Seattle Post-Intelligencer]
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Grant cites the figure as the key piece of evidence for murder
Grant argues that Cobain could not have injected himself
with such a dose he would not have been able to pull the trigger
an assertion supported by several notable experts on heroin addiction
[Halperin, Ian & Wallace, Max - Who Killed Kurt Cobain?]
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Grant does not believe that Cobain was killed by the heroin dose
he suggests that it was used to incapacitate Cobain,
before the final shotgun blast was administered by the perpetrator
critics note it's difficult to determine how much heroin an addict can tolerate
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Grant believes the suicide note is announcing Cobain's intent to leave:
Love, Seattle, and the music business
handwriting experts say the final lines of the note,
that most sound like a suicide note,
are written in a style that varies from the rest of the letter
the official report simply concludes that Cobain wrote the note
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Grant says Cobain's arm would have been too short for him to reach the trigger
Cobain would have had to fire the weapon with his toe,
yet he was found with both shoes still in place
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critics dismiss Grant's assertions
they claim that many of them are unproven hypotheses based on unconfirmable information
critics also see Grant as an opportunist
they point out that he sells "kits" about the alleged conspiracy
________________________________________
the kits are called "Case Study Manuals" on Grant's website
Grant counters that any profit from the kits is to offset the costs of his investigation
Grant said,
"I wrestled with that...but if I go broke",
"I'll have to give up my pursuit and Courtney wins."
[Halperin, Ian & Wallace, Max - Who Killed Kurt Cobain?]
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Kurt's cause of death is the subject of film in 1998:
Nick Broomfield's documentary, "Kurt & Courtney"
Filmmaker Nick Broomfield decided to investigate the story for himself
________________________________________
he took a film crew to visit a number of people associated with Cobain and Love
the list includes:
Love's father,
Cobain's aunt,
and one of the couple's former nannies
________________________________________
most notably, Broomfield spoke to Mentors bandleader El Duce
El Duce claimed that Love had offered him $50,000 to kill Cobain
he passed a polygraph administered by Dr. Edward Gelb
Broomfield inadvertently captured El Duce's last interview,
who died only days later
Broomfield thought there was not enough evidence to prove a conspiracy
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Journalists Ian Halperin and Max Wallace investigated the conspiracy themselves
the 1999 book "Who Killed Kurt Cobain?" drew a similar conclusion to Broomfield's film
there is more than enough evidence to demand the case be reopened
a notable element of the book includes their discussions with Grant
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Grant taped nearly every conversation he had in Love's company
Grant played some of the tapes for the journalists to prove his claims
Halperin and Wallace later collaborated with Grant to write a second book
in 2004 "Love and Death: The Murder of Kurt Cobain", claims to prove that Cobain was murdered
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After Cobain's death, Love insisted Cobain's overdose in Rome was a suicide attempt
several people contested this
Dr. Osvaldo Galletta, who treated Cobain, told Newsday,
"After [Cobain] woke up, he told me it was an accident"
"He said he had been confused"
"He had taken pharmaceuticals and alcohol together"
"He said it was just a mistake"
[Henican, Ellis - "Doctor Saw Cobain's Suicide Coming", Newsday]
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Galletta explained to Halperin and Wallace,
"We can usually tell a suicide attempt"
"This didn't look like one to me"
Galletta denied Love's claim that 50 Rohypnol pills were removed from Cobain's stomach
[Halperin, Ian & Wallace, Max - Who Killed Kurt Cobain?]
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others still believe there is conclusive proof of suicide from:
persistent drug addiction,
clinical depression,
and the handwritten suicide note
members of Cobain's family also noted a history of depression and suicide in the family
it is notable that Grohl and Novoselic have remained silent in the matter
________________________________________
recently, Sonic Youth's Kim Gordon was interviewed by UNCUT magazine regarding Cobain's death
when asked for a motive to commit suicide, Gordon answered,
"I don't even know that he killed himself"
"There are people close to him who don't think that he did"
when asked if she thought someone else had killed him, Gordon answered,
"I do, yes"
Gordon is one of few friends to declare, on the record, that Cobain was murdered
[Dalton, Stephen - "Suicide Blond", Uncut Magazine]
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2001, Writer Charles R. Cross published a biography of Cobain titled "Heavier Than Heaven"
Cross contacted many of Cobain's friends and family
he received a significant amount of input from Love
the book is possibly the most detailed account of Cobain's life on record
it is arguably the "definitive" Cobain biography
but neither Dave Grohl nor Cobain's mother contributed to the book
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many criticized Cross for including anything and everything related to Cobain
including details that were inaccurate:
"On the Mountain" is not the first working title of "You Know You're Right"
Grohl had introduced the song as "All Apologies"
"You Know You're Right" wasn't on the written setlist that night in a 1993 live recording
Cross also included an "artist's rendering" of Cobain's final days
he claimed he learned enough about Cobain to guess his state of mind in his last week of life
many felt his fictional insight in a non-fiction book was an insult to Cobain's memory
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Cobain wrote in a journal often
he left 22 notebooks filled with his writing when he died
in November 2002, a sampling of these writings was published as journals
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the book is 280 pages with a simple black cover
the pages are arranged somewhat chronologically
Cobain generally did not date his journals
the pages are reproduced in color
there is a section in the back that explains some of the illegible pages
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his writings begin in the late 1980s
this is around the time the band started
they end in 1994
a paperback version of the book was released in 2003
it included a handful of writings not previously released
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in the journals, Cobain talked about the ups and downs of life on the road
he made lists of what music he was enjoying
he often scribbled down lyric ideas for future reference
fans were elated to be able to learn more about Cobain
they were able to read his inner thoughts in his own words,
but were disturbed by what was viewed as an invasion of his privacy
[Hartwig, David - "Nirvana releases a hit and miss"]
his legacy and legendary status
2005, a sign is put up in Aberdeen, Washington
it reads "Welcome to Aberdeen - Come As You Are"
it is a tribute to Cobain
the sign was paid for and created by the Kurt Cobain Memorial Committee
this non-profit organization was created in May 2004 to honor Cobain
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Cobain has no gravesite
many Nirvana fans visit, to pay tribute to Cobain at Viretta Park
it is near Cobain's former Lake Washington home
171 Lake Washington Blvd E, Seattle, WA 98112
these tributes often occur on the anniversary of his death
they gather in the park to celebrate his life and memory
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Cobain's life captured the eyes of filmmakers
the 2005 movie "Last Days" by Gus Van Sant
it is based on what might have happened in the final hours of Cobain's life
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Kurt Cobain About A Son shows Kurt himself narrating us through his life
it uses the backdrop of Aberdeen, Olympia and Seattle where Kurt lived and flourished
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Cobain continues to intrigue and inspire fans
8 years after his death Nirvana's releases "You Know You're Right"
it tops playlists worldwide
it brings on a new generation of Nirvana fans
"Nevermind" is still popular world wide and synonymous with alternative music
Cobain's contributions have permanently changed the landscape of popular music and music history
he is one of the most influential songwriters in rock music history
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Cobain was the reluctant poster-child of Generation X
most of his songs tend to express frustration, anger, depression, and fear
many teenagers and those in angst feel his pain
they consider Cobain a hero and an idol
he will always be and is still missed
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