I jus woke up and in my heart I found the song
that will tell you about my life and all that went wrong.
I didn't want to leave you but you didn't show me the way
to look deep down in my heart and find the love to stay.
Now I am sitting here alone- the who knows what year in a row,
and maybe, just maybe I regret that I've decided to go.
Now every day seems to be the same
and there is no one for my faults that I can blame.
Maybe I wouldn't feel so worthless and alone,
if only you had stopped me before I was gone.
But it is too late to feel bad about the past,
it is too late to cry that our love didn't last.
Why then do I still think of those days
before destiny showed us separate ways?
I have to find a way to leave the past behind,
but it seems that my fate has already been signed.
I don't know when it's gonna be alright,
because it's against myself I have to fight.
Only God gives me the strength to move on every day anew-
and one day all problems will be forgotten- every bad thing I ever knew.
Till then I am going to put my trust in God alone,
because He is my rock, my Saviour, everything I've ever known.
The time has come- this is the final call,
I am being tempted like Adam and Eve before the Fall.
Should I take a bite, or should I walk away?
I have to decide- this is the judgement day!
So I try to make up my mind,
I try to see clear but I am blind.
The only thing now that is clear to me-
only the real truth can set me free!
I am not scared anymore,
now I am not insecure,
because all I need is from above-
God's patient, everlasting love!
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