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MyOWN PREDLOŠCI

-- nešto što lajka radi dok joj se neda raditi ništa ostalo. ( a i to je bome propalo odavno, a prelina sam da se vise bavim time :D )

Vječno "prežvakavanje" vlastitih grešaka psihički je štetno i ima
loše posljedice po zdravlje...

Leonardo da Vinci:
"Uistinu je čovjek kralj svih životinja, jer njegova okrutnost nadmašuje njihovu. Mi živimo od smrti drugih. Mi smo hodajući grobovi!"

"Imam jedan san. Vidim čovječanstvo koje razumije da duh koji pjeva u našim srcima pjeva i u srcima drugih životinja."
John Robbins, Diet for a New America

"Čovjeku koji je intelektualno viši od drugih, samoća pruža dvostruku korist; prvu, što je sam, i drugu, što nije s drugima." Arthur Schopenhauer

"Mislite da je novac korijen svega zla. Jeste li se ikad pitali što je korijen novca?" Ayn Rand

"I have never let my schooling interfere with my education." --Mark Twain

"Kod večernjih lampa mi ćemo se kradom
pogledat ko stranci,
bez imalo svijesti koliko nas vežu
neki stari lanci."
(pjesma Povratak, Cesarić)

u ovim bendovima je pjevao Chris Cornell :)

EDIT: Cornell je napustio Audioslave na moj 18. rođendan

Soundgarden



Ugly truth
... I painted my eyes
Ugly isn’t what I want to see
I painted my mind

Ugly isn’t what I want to be
I don’t mind but the truth
Don’t look that good on me
Throw it away ...

Audioslave



What you are
... And when you wanted blood,

I cut my veins.
And when you wanted love,
I bled myself again.
Now that I've had my fill of you,
I'd give you up forever.
And here i go far away,
I know you,
you'll find another slave ...


Temple of the dog



Times of trouble
... Don't try to do it
Don't try to kill your time
You might do it
Then you can't change your mind
You've got a hold on to your time

Till your break through these
Times of trouble ...

Cornellovi solo albumi :)

Euphoria Morning



Wave goodbye

... How long I've waited for an answer or a sign
Lonely and weary from
The troubled task of trying
To wave goodbye

So now you start to recognize
That every single path you see
Leads to a tear in your eye
So wave goodbye, wave goodbye ...

Carry On




Killing Birds

... I've spent my youth
Breaking down the walls my father built
Just like he did to his father before him

But then I had no home
So I tried to make a better one
It looked just like his, so I burned it down again ...


Mother Love Bone



Come bite the apple
how did i get here
WHAT SONG DID I SING
just what have i done to deserve such a thing
(you say- i've heard all that before)
(so won't you give it up and stop using me)

(i've heard all that before)
so bring me an apple, i'm cryin'
i been persecuted, like a lying man ...

Man of golden words
... Wanna show you something like
The joy inside my heart
Seems I've been living in the temple of the dog
Where would I live, if I were a man of golden words?
And would I live, at all? ...

... Words and music, my only tools
Communication
Let's fall in love with music
The driving force in our living
The only international language
Divine glory, the expression
The knees bow, the tongue confesses
The lord of lords, the king of kings
The king of kings ...

Green River



Together we'll never
... Gave you nothing to believe in
Together we'll never
Have to see the world again...

With damnation I penetrated your soul
Knew you needed something to fill that gaping hole
So I gave you nothing, everything I have
Is that why your pretty little eyes are lookin' so sad
Understand I had to pull you in
It gets so lonely with nothing to believe in

Mudhoney



Hate the police
Mommy, mommy, mommy
Look at your son
You might have loved me
But now I got a gun
You better stay out of my way
I think I've had a bad day
I've had a bad day
I've had a bad day ...


Alice in Chains



Angry Chair
... Loneliness is not a phase
Field of pain is where I graze

Serenity is far away

Saw my reflection and cried, hey
So little hope that I died, oh
Feed me your lies, open wide, hey
Weight of my heart, not the size, oh ...

Malfunkshun




Mr. Liberty (With Morals)
My little heart crys at night
... Everyday it seems I die a little inside
But when I think I regret it like a girl
and now I am Mr. Liberty with morals

A celebration in the city
And there's people running round

Mad Season




I don't know anything
... Why we have to live in so much pain everyday? Oh yeah
Why the fighting and the coming down, am I sane?
I don't know, yeah

I don't know anything
I don't know anything
I don't know anything

I don't know who to be ...

Screaming trees




Ocean of confusion
... Transparent dreams fade in my head
In my eyes, I'm looking back for one last time

Now day has broken
Shattered in the wind
Lies, still unspoken
Nothing left to send ...

Dollar bill
Torn like an old dollar bill
Girl let them say what they will
That no one should hurt you
And that's all I seem to do
That no one should desert you
And that's all I seem to do ...

Jerry Cantrell



Devil by his side
...Did I lose you
Oh friend of mine
Is it in your hardened heart to
Trust me one more time

See, I'm tryin' to shake that same
Devil from my side
Always watchin' me, yeah...

Pearl Jam



Alive
... "Is something wrong?" she said
Well of course there is

"You're still alive," she said
Oh, and do I deserve to be?
Is that the question?
And if so...if so...who answers...who answers...? ...

Stone Temple Pilots



Black Again
... When you're fed up and lonely

And nothing else seems to matter really

I'll be here waiting for the
Black cloud to leave you
I'll be here to hold your hand
When you're tired and lonely ...

Gruntruck



Move In Silence

Tool



Parabola
... This body. this body holding me.
Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me,
feeling eternal all this pain is an illusion...
Of what it means to be alive ...

Faith No More



Falling to pieces
... Indecision clouds my vision
No one listens
Because I'm somewhere in between
My love and my agony
You see, I'm somewhere in between
My life is falling to pieces
Somebody put me together

Jimi Hendrix



Purple haze
... Lately things just don't seem the same
Actin' funny, but I don't know why
'Scuse me while I kiss the sky
.....
Purple haze all in my eyes
Don't know if it's day or night
You got me blowin', blowin' my mind
Is it tomorrow, or just the end of time?

Jefferson airplane



She Has Funny Cars
... Every day I try so hard to know your mind
And find out what's inside you
Time goes on and I don't know just who you are
Or how I'm going to find you

You can do whatever you please
The world's waiting to be seized
You can collect all neglect
Or all the self-respect you need, what you need ...

Janis Joplin



As good as you've been to this world
... So you meet somebody on the street,
You know you treat him mighty fine,
Or you meet somebody on the street
And you give him a real hard time.
It’s gonna come on home baby,
I said it’s gonna come right back home to you.
I said it’s gonna visit you now,
Yes it is, oh yes it is ...

Kyuss



Hurricane
I feel nothin', said I don't feel nothin'
And I won't feel nothing at all
I found somethin', said I really found somethin'
And I won't take nothin' at all
Get me up, get me up, now I've suffered
My life has blown me away
I can't breathe, said I can't breathe nothin'
And I won't fuckin' breathe at all ...

Queens of the stone age



In my head
... I keep on playin our favorite song
I turn it up while you're gone
It's all i got when you're in my head and you're in my head so i need it

You're the only thing i've got that i can't seem to get enough
We collide for one embrace, so ...

The Pixies




Where is my mind
...
With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Your head will collapse
But there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself

Where is my mind [3x]


Way out in the water
See it swimmin' ...

Jeff Buckley



Last goodbye

... This is our last goodbye
I hate to feel the love between us die

But it's over
Just hear this and then i'll go
You gave me more to live for
More than you'll ever know

This is our last embrace
Must I dream and always see your face
Why can't we overcome this wall
Well, maybe it's just because i didn't know you at all ...

ponedjeljak, 16.07.2007.

Hvala.

Uživimo se u uloge. Ja sam na pozornici, pred kraj svog života i zahvaljujem se svima koji su bili uz mene u životu (nešto kao u djelu Stolice, Eugene Ionesco-a). Započinjem pričati, ali ostajem zapanjena jednom ličnošću koja mi je bila podrška u svakom trenutku moga života. (osjećate blagi prizvuk sarkazma? =) ) Slike mi bljeskaju pred očima. Odjednom postajem dijete koje se želi igrati ali On ne dopušta (jer ja uvik radim samo gluposti). Odjednom sam djevojčica koja pokazuje ambicije i želju za usvajanje određenog znanja, ali On forsira to, uklanja moje želje koje mu ne odgovaraju (jer ja sam kamen a On će ga isklesati kako on želi. Ja neznam što ja želim. On zna.). Slike se izmjenjuju brzinom svjetlosti (= 3 × 10^8), toliko brzo da niti ne ispuštam suzu. Nikad se nisam željela kriviti za ono što znam da nisam kriva, no sada mislim da sam mogla učiniti nešto (nisam, ali nema veze).

Sljedećom slikom ja postajem cura koja čini sve što neće odgovarati ljudima koji žele da ona čini ono što oni žele, posebno On. U meni se stvara averzija prema svakoj njegovoj ambiciji koju On nije mogao ispuniti. Zašto ja? I zašto ovaj život? Zašto ja moram biti nečiji pokus? Sada, dok ovako stojim na pozornici pred tisuću lica, mojim mislima prolazi svaka ona misao koja mi je tada zaokupljala pažnju. Nisam nikad šutjela oko ičega što me mučilo, ali nikada nisam dobila niti približno odgovarajuć odgovor.

Život je prekratak za življenje a kamoli još za to da živim za dvoje. Neki ljudi ne shvaćaju da im je rok trajanja istekao.

Sa sljedećom slikom u prostoriju se uvukao jak vjetar. Promjena. Nisam ni uspjela pogledati zadnju sliku, ali osjetila sam da će sve biti u redu, ili je bar nada bila toliko jaka da je uzrokovala takav osjećaj.

... ... ...

Moj glas je i dalje ispunjavao prostoriju dok sam pričala o svom životu, pokušavajući učiniti i svoje kratko življenje nečim korisnim. Prije nego što sam izrekla zadnju rečenicu, ciničan smiješak se pojavio na mom licu. „Najsmiješnija je činjenica kome bi trebala biti zahvalna na životu.“, potiho sam izustila i skočila s pozornice u bezdan koji se nalazio ispred.

ponedjeljak, 09.07.2007.

Moji koraci već mirišu na stranca

Zašto nam je teško prihvatiti život koji nam se nudi rođenjem, već ga stalno utapamo, omalovažavamo, ograničavamo prateći staze utabane koracima duhova, mrtvaca?

Ja želim ići šumom.

srijeda, 04.07.2007.

bye, bye

Sjedim u svojoj sobi i promatram diplomu, dobivenu radi završetka srednje škole. Gledam je i nije mi jasno gdje su nestale te četiri godine.

U jednom trenutku sam ih imala čvrsto u rukama, a već u drugom – ispale su mi iz ruke poput sklizavog sapuna. Jedan pogled na diplomu i sjetim se prvog dana u toj školi – svi smo bili klinci, nismo se znali i razrednica nas je pitala neka glupa pitanja na koja smo nastojali što kraće odgovoriti. Drugi pogled na diplomu i vidim maturalnu zabavu gdje više nismo bili isti oni ljudi koji se nisu znali ponašati unutar školskih hodnika i prostorija, osim ako to nije uključivalo konstantno međusobno podbadanje. U biti, vjerojatno smo i bili isti, ali smo napredovali do stadija da to znamo dobro skrivati.

Vrijeme je kroz sve te četiri godine teklo tako brzo, da nismo ni primjetili promjene koje se zbivaju u nama. No, ne možemo pratiti promjenjivost promjene dok je ona u tijeku zbivanja (jer smo nerjetko tada u raznim afektima, ili je promjena tolikog obujma da ne obraćamo pozornost na nju, a cijeli naš život je primjer takve promjene), već možemo čisto pratiti njezin status na početku i kraju. Žalosno zar ne?

I što onda na kraju ostane? Neka neodređena nostalgija i stalno pitanje „što bi bilo da je bilo“ i sl. Kao da će to što promjeniti.

Mah, nema smisla razmišljati o takvim stvari... niti se može što promjeniti, niti će razmišljanje o svemu tome donijeti nešto korisno. Činjenica je da život juri prebrzo i da se ne namjerava zaustavljati kada mi to poželimo.

[btw maturirala sam s pet, za par dana ću postati studentica na prirodoslovno-matematičkom fakultetu, matematički odsjek, pardon ODJEL ( ;) ) :))))]