četvrtak, 26.10.2006.

Danas se osjecam grozno jednostavo nemam snage za smijanje ili pravljenje da mi je dobro kada nije …
… neznam sakrivati osjecaje pogotovo ne one snazne…..
Mislim da mi je veza u krizi i nemam pojma kaj da napravim.
Imam osjecaj da sam ja jedina normalna u njoj,a da u njoj ima vise ljudi koji su vazniji od mene….
doslovno se osjecam kao lutka koja plese kako joj kazu
bespomocno…
tako tocno se tako osjecam
a neznam sto da radim
nemogu se izderati na nekoga…
nemogu istuci nikoga…
jednostavno nemam snage za dalje…
jedino sto mi ostaje je depresija
ili nesto jos gore od nje….
torn
i fell
i’m a broken doll
i can’t dance no more
not with you
but ..
all i want is you
Everyday is like a set up race and the world is still a lonely place.
To be or not to be is this the final quiz.
A flash in the pan goodbye still shooting for the open sky.
Between the devil and the deep blue sea I cannot find a compromise.
It's all just treason, they bring me down with their lies.
Don't know the reason, my life is fire and ice.
Tomorrow will be different.
All you need is just some confidence.
I dream of being a warrior, so far beyond.
There's a voice, that whispers I can fail, I believe it's just a trick of the tail.
Between the devil and the deep blue sea there is no way no compromise.
It's all just treason, they bring me down with their lies.
Don't know the reason my life is fire and ice.
I don’t know the way.
ostao sam sasvim sam
….
molio sam da se napune moja mora i rijeke
…..
onda….izgorjet cu
….
pa …zivjet cu….
…..
budi moja voda
…..
prolij se po meni
…..
ostao sam sasvim sam
…..
dodi iz snova i pruzi mi ruku
……
donesi mi kisu
…..
donesi mi spasenje
….
izbavi me iz ovog vrtloga nemira
….
odvedi me u oazu mira i tisine

srijeda, 25.10.2006.

Opet ta jesen!

Shvatite me...pa...barem probajte.Obozavam jesen,ali je i mrzim u isto vrijeme.Tada se uvijek nalazim u svome svijetu, nisam ona ista šašava Ljupka...mirna sam, ne smijem se, zamišljena sam...totalno u svom svijetu.I onda mi dođe netko i pita me zakaj sam tužna ili lose volje ili se ne smijem...pa ne znam ni sama kaj mi je tak da uvijek kazem nis...ali naravno oni ne odustaju tak da ja budem gruba li ih uopce ne dozivljavam....sto je jos gore...
Nakraju se moram ispricavat i svasta drugo...pa zato vam sada pisem OPROSTITE ZBOG SVEGA.Stvarno mi nije dobro sada razdoblje za ludiranje i to...pa zar niko ne kuzi da su ovo poslijedni dani, jutra, zalasci koje cemo vidjeti u...pa duze vrijeme...koji podsjecaju na proljece ili ljeto...kaj nikome nije stalo do toga da svaki dan mali dio naseg okolisa izumire?????


Shvatite ovo kao vapaj, vapaj za mirom i shvacanjem....jedan mali glas koji se niti necuje po cijeloj ulici....
Pa osim toga nemam vam kaj govorit
Samo se okrenite i pogledajte oko sebe
Vjerujete mi pogled je predivan samo ako ga pogledas....stvarno pogledas....

utorak, 24.10.2006.

Ovako je izgledao pocetak dana na moj rođendan.Koji je bio jucer.



I ostatak dana je bio super.
Toliko poruka u jednom danu....PREvise.
Ali su slatke...hvalapuno mi znaci kaj se jos mene sjecate svi vi koji ste mi daleko.Pusa svima mojiiiima-mojoj svojini!


LOVIM VAS!



OVO je posveta za Mari!

Ovo mi je naj naj najluđi rođendan, a jos nisam ni slavila.
Ali pokloni-ruza i belanje do kasno u noc!!!
Lol...

četvrtak, 19.10.2006.

bez naslova - ne znam kaj da pisem

malo me sk tjera na ucenje
pa
bas nemam vremena
ali

naci cu ja nekak



pa sad malo slusam glazbu
i malo se odmaram


i tak
ostavitttte mi komentare da imam kaj citat jer je to jakooooo zanimljivo

meni je
i da citam vas stalno sam da znate



i tak sece ti se frajer gradom.....






POSVETA


ovo je za ENU

subota, 14.10.2006.

Znaci

Jucer me jedna jako jako, jako....jako draga osoba podsjetila da mi je uskoro rodendan...znaci da jos malo pa mogu polagat vozacki. Jos je to daleko ali ja se vec sada pripremam i sam da zante onda kad je budem polagala ne izlazite iz kuce. JASNO!!!!!!!!!!!
To je za vasu vlastitu odgovornost i molim vas da me ne......ok?

hvala


molim


i

ali


ne

i


drugi


put

Hi

Pa danas sam malo svoja...dobro...vissse nego inace.Malo sam radila na kordinaciji pokreta ubacivanjem drva u podrum ali mi nisu dali da dovrsim...
Nema veze jer sam ionako morala ici na probu, pa
ALi kada sam dosla doma oko 5 h morala sam ucit pa sam se bacila na matisu i radila je sve do sada.Prestala sam samo da bi dosla napisati jedan postic za sve koji me citaju.Hvala sto ste tu jer bi ja inace jos bila za matisom tak da

Kaj mislili ste da sm pobjegla a ne


JOS SAM TU!


Slusam mujuzu i chattam kako bi to rekla anci...


duzna sam ti jednu slikicu zar ne?


da li je to ova?


ili je ova

četvrtak, 12.10.2006.

...

i tak malo po malo se priblizava zima i jedino dobro tada je to kaj se slavi nova godina i nema sk
meni je sk vec dosadila i na da mi se ucit, ali mi se i onak nikada nije ucilo pa to nije nikaj novo
dosadno mi je i nemam kaj da vam kazem pa cu stavit neka slikice....

blog layouts

blog layouts

blog layouts

layout for myspace

i na kraju jedna slika mene i Maloga Marticinog

utorak, 10.10.2006.

neke životinje koje pa sad....znam....

pocet cu sa njma ali kako ce to zavrsit ...pa mozda i podnosim...a mozda ne...ma kaj ne bi


ovo je samo slika

MySpace

nista vise ali ni manje


zao mi je ljudi koji su na tim slikama ali sam ih morala stavit



pa nadam se da me necete sutra u sk ubit
ISPLATILO SEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

Bok

p.s. ana budi sretna kaj ne djelim tvoje slike
hihi...dobra idea...

Listopad

Moj najdrazi mjesec.
Mozes se kupat, šetat, buljit u ljude, zezat druge, živcirat ih, uživati, jednostavno uživati...

za sve oktoberanere
October
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn'tpretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

Uživajte u ovom mjesecu jer ce snježne grude uskoro udariti i vas

hihi

sjedim pod inf i ne znam napraviti predzadnji zadatak




anciiii pomaziii



stize profa moram gibat

četvrtak, 05.10.2006.

You’re My Hatred

How's your halo
Broken and fading
Selfish and hating
I see through you
You're good at lying
Running and hiding
Now you've been caught
I thank you
What's that, solar sound
Play it back, slow it down
Can't erase what's all around
You are my hatred
What's that, crawling out
Back in black
Now the light is shining down
I can't erase
What's all around
You are my hatred

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Birds flying high, you know how I feel
Sun in the sky, you know how I feel
Breeze driftin' on by, you know how I feel
It's a new dawn, it’s a new day, it’s a new life
For me…And I'm feeling good!
Stars when you shine, You know how I feel
Scent of the pine, You know how I feel
Oh freedom is mine, And I know how I feel
It's a new dawn, It's a new day, It's a new life
For me…And I'm feeling good!

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Amazing Peace: A Christmas Poem
By Dr. Maya Angelou

Thunder rumbles in the mountain passes
And lightning rattles the eaves of our houses.
Flood waters await us in our avenues.

Snow falls upon snow, falls upon snow to avalanche
Over unprotected villages.
The sky slips low and grey and threatening.

We question ourselves.
What have we done to so affront nature?
We worry God.
Are you there? Are you there really?
Does the covenant you made with us still hold?

Into this climate of fear and apprehension, Christmas enters,
Streaming lights of joy, ringing bells of hope
And singing carols of forgiveness high up in the bright air.
The world is encouraged to come away from rancor,
Come the way of friendship.

It is the Glad Season.
Thunder ebbs to silence and lightning sleeps quietly in the corner.
Flood waters recede into memory.
Snow becomes a yielding cushion to aid us
As we make our way to higher ground.

Hope is born again in the faces of children
It rides on the shoulders of our aged as they walk into their sunsets.
Hope spreads around the earth. Brightening all things,
Even hate which crouches breeding in dark corridors.

In our joy, we think we hear a whisper.
At first it is too soft. Then only half heard.
We listen carefully as it gathers strength.
We hear a sweetness.
The word is Peace.
It is loud now. It is louder.
Louder than the explosion of bombs.

We tremble at the sound. We are thrilled by its presence.
It is what we have hungered for.
Not just the absence of war. But, true Peace.
A harmony of spirit, a comfort of courtesies.
Security for our beloveds and their beloveds.

We clap hands and welcome the Peace of Christmas.
We beckon this good season to wait a while with us.
We, Baptist and Buddhist, Methodist and Muslim, say come.
Peace.
Come and fill us and our world with your majesty.
We, the Jew and the Jainist, the Catholic and the Confucian,
Implore you, to stay a while with us.
So we may learn by your shimmering light
How to look beyond complexion and see community.

It is Christmas time, a halting of hate time.

On this platform of peace, we can create a language
To translate ourselves to ourselves and to each other.

At this Holy Instant, we celebrate the Birth of Jesus Christ
Into the great religions of the world.
We jubilate the precious advent of trust.
We shout with glorious tongues at the coming of hope.
All the earth's tribes loosen their voices
To celebrate the promise of Peace.

We, Angels and Mortal's, Believers and Non-Believers,
Look heavenward and speak the word aloud.
Peace. We look at our world and speak the word aloud.
Peace. We look at each other, then into ourselves
And we say without shyness or apology or hesitation.
Peace, My Brother.
Peace, My Sister.
Peace, My Soul.

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Every now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down-
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time we fall
You're the best friend I have found-
I know you can't stay
A part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay-
I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
If life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way

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ponedjeljak, 02.10.2006.

Evo

I ja sam se razboljela.
Valjda se i to moralo dogoditi.
Ovih nekoliko dana sto lezim doma smo spavam i ucim, ucim i spavam.
Vise sam ucila ova tri dana nego cijeli prosli tjedan.
Moram se zahvaliti na jednoj jako lijepoj posjeti(HVALAAAA!!!!!!) koja me malo razbudila i zbog koje sam izisla van na "svjezi zrak".

Pa svi koji ste bolesni zelim da brzo ozdravite.
Pusa!

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I know that its been said before,
Known before,
Done before.
The greater good,
For the greater good,
My life
Is nothing when compared.

If the sacrifice of one,
Can save many,
Where is the sacrifice?
For the greater good,
Always for the greater good,
My life
Is nothing when compared.

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