Follow your instinct not a trend

subota, 29.04.2006.

cul sam ovu stvarcicu jednom tu negdje na blogu i odmah mi se svidjela...
sorry stovateljima nightwisha...
prije Bodoma su bili Nightwish i Cradle Of Filth
ali za Fincima san lud

četvrtak, 27.04.2006.

I'm reborn

ovog trenutka sam zaboravil na svu jebenu tugu koja obuzima dusu moju...doso je moj dragi metalac koje nisam vidio miliune dana...tu je stvaran je...brijem da bu mi srce iskocilo van kak mi skace, dusu ne osijecam u svom tijelu...covijek s kojim su litre vina ispijene u nasem parku...sta da vam kazem...nemam pojma ustvari nastavit cu poslje s njim festat ovaj jebeno dobar osijecaj...nemam vise inspiracije za pisanje...bude ona dosla,a sad se bacam na spiku sa svojim cupavim kompom...

utorak, 25.04.2006.

The night when love died

Znam da sam ovog trenutka za neke mekusac i cendravac itd..
al za mene je ljubav nasto poput cvijeta koji se zalijeva...suzama ili vodom svejedno..
danas je noc kada je taj cvijet uvenuo i nema te stvari ili tvari koja ce ozivijet taj cvijet za kojim svi ceznemo...uglavnom cura koja prica o svom decku kao o nekom koji je razumije u svemu i svecemu...i...bla bla...zavrsi sa sasvim drugim tam "negdje u mraku" gdje ni sam VRAG nece doc...neznam cijelu pricu niti me zanima jer mi se takve price gade i tjeraju me na povracanje...sto sam htio rec...idu mi na zivce cure koje misle da smo mi decki ti koji njima "paraju" srceka...curke...sorry na iznimkama...niste ni vi anđeleki...DOSTA jer svasta bi mogo napisat a to NE ZELIM...

ponedjeljak, 24.04.2006.

rockas, rockas...

krepan sam, danas tj. vec jucer sam spavo samo 3 i pol sata...iso sam spat u pola 10 i onda me Srecko probudil, zval me da pita kak glava, bio rockas od Twinga i Debele pa se malo festalo...bilo je kul, nisam se razbil...mislil sam da nece bit tak dobro...dosla je i Seka pa sam se s njom izbrbljo i olaksali si duse...upozno 2 frendice sa faxa od Debele (Ivana i Kika) cool cure...e da skoro sam Seki rezbil naocale...ne namjerno...Lazy je picil sa kamerom i snimal razne ugodne i neugodne situacije...fala Bogu ja sam uhvacen u onoj prvoj situaciji, Lazy ima oko za sve, Debela i ja, mislim... malo smo se zanjeli al nis strasno simpaticna je ona curka...jedino kaj sam moro trpit nekoliko setova narodnjaka, jebi ga ne vole svi ovu prekrasnu glazbu sto metal se zove...nije ih bilo puno...al na kraju sam ja pustil Nightwish...sva sreca pa je rulja vec polagano isparila pa nije bilo ganđanja...uglavnom tulumcic koji mi je trebo...to je sad iza nas Twingo & Debela su sada ponosni 22 godisnjak i 21 godisnjakinja...idem spat da odmorim duh, tijelo i ovo malo pameti sto mi je ostalo...

petak, 21.04.2006.

jao meni...

jucer sam opet pretjero s alkoholom, areko si da necu vise...jebi ga
pelin, vopi i rakija...i malo sam prezestoko reagiro na frendicinu jednu rijec...reko sam joj da je tatina curica i da jebes studose koji misle da su pametniji od Boga...
i odjednom bum...mrak...nis neznam kaj se desavalo dalje...ni skinut se nisam mogo...
neznam ni kak sam zavrsil u kindacu
sad sam se zatvoril u sobi i pisem ovaj post...ali...samoca mi totalno odgovara...smiren sam...niko me ne ljuti...a cim izađem van, sve me tak iritira...zivcan sam, dosadno mi je...moram nekaj smislit kak da se smirim iznutra...mislio sam da sam to rijesil al...uvijek se taj neki moj demon probudi u meni i neda mi mira...

četvrtak, 20.04.2006.

Tribute 2 METALLICA

Gromoglasnu tisinu para glas J.Hatfielda...sam sam u sobi...upalil sam si Live Shit iz San Diega
Btw on je moj idol...kao srednjoskolac uz sve nedace koje su se ljepile za mene, nastojao sam kopirat njega sto me skoro kostalo zivota, al metal je metal...
Nikad pa ni sad ne razumijem one koji pljuju po Metallici a poceli su ulazit u ovaj svijet glazbe s njima...
Najgluplje kaj sam cul je da je jedan tip presto slusat metal i njih zato kaj su se osisali...pa jesi ti njih gledo ili sluso...znam da postoje mnogi bandovi koji su i mene zarazili al ne pljujen po njima...iako mislim da su St.Anger mogli bolje napravit(glazbeno), al lirike su mi ok jer si uvijek pokusavam docarat sliku o kojoj pricaju...zasto James?Proucavajuci njihovu povijest, ostao sam fasciniran njima a posebno Jamesom...imamo slicno djetinjstvo...neznam kaj da vam jos pisem...stay metal!!!!

2 month's of loneliness

Evo me konacno...u metropoli...kod kompe...i na blogu...
Dosao sam kod covijeka(Twingo) koji me moze toliko izludit da ga uguram u top i posaljem na mjesec...al opet istovremeno on je dusa od covijeka...a Lazy...samo ime vam govori...taj covijek je koliko lijen da ce bit lijen i umrijet...
Imam koliko toga za pisat al sad je zbrka u glavi, moram to poslozit...
Metnuo sam naslove svojih pjesama(shits o' mine),al neznam kak se namjesti da ih mozete procitat...sorry!
Toliko za sada...

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Cold sunlight falling on me
Cold sunlight falling on me
I am a lonely man, sorrow is my friend
Fall asleep as the dawn comes up, a ray of hope again

Hold a crystal vision, for a second, let it pass
Hold a crystal vision, for a moment making last
Summers so quickly gone, darkness be my friend
Nothing lasts forever, but the certainty of change

SOLO
I am a lonely man, sorrow is my friend
Nothing lasts forever, but the certainty of change

I Died For You

I can't believe this now
This isn't what I planned
I lived and died and now
I just can't understand
With all the love I feel
I could never leave her
No matter what the cost
My soul's the price to see her

Oh how I love you
The pain won't go away
Oh when I need you
You're always so far away
I cry for you
Leaving myself to blame
I died for you
I gave up everything

The pain was just too much
When I finally saw her
She's happy and in love
In love with my best friend
What makes it hurt so bad
Is that I love them both
And they will never know
For love I sold my soul



Watching Over Me

I had a friend many years ago
One tragic night he died
The saddest time of my life
For weeks and weeks I cried
Through the anger and through the tears
I've felt his spirit through the years
I'd swear, He's watching me
Guiding me through hard times

I feel it once again
It's overwhelming me
His spirit's like the wind
The angel guarding me
Oh, I know, oh, I know
He's watching over me
Oh, I know, oh, I know
He's watching over me

We shared dreams like all best friends
Blood brothers at the age of ten
We lived reckless, he paid the price
But why? Why did he have to die?
It still hurts me to this day
Am I selfish for feeling this way?
I know he's an angel now
Together we'll be someday

I feel it once again
It's overwhelming me
His spirit's like the wind
The angel guarding me
Oh, I know, oh, I know
He's watching over me
Oh, I know, oh, I know
He's watching over me



Harvester Of Sorrow

My Life Suffocates
Planting Seeds of Hate
I've Loved, Turned to Hate
Trapped Far Beyond My Fate
I Give
You Take
This Life That I Forsake
Been Cheated of My Youth
You Turned this Lie to Truth

Anger
Misery
You'll Suffer unto Me

Harvester of Sorrow
Language of the Mad
Harvester of Sorrow

Pure Black Looking Clear
My Work Is Done Soon Here
Try Getting Back to Me
Get Back Which Used to Be
Drink up
Shoot in
Let the Beatings Begin
Distributor of Pain
Your Loss Becomes My Gain

Anger
Misery
You'll Suffer unto Me

Harvester of Sorrow
Language of the Mad
Harvester of Sorrow

All Have Said Their Prayers
Invade Their Nightmares
See into My Eyes
You'll Find Where Murder Lies

Infanticide

Harvester of Sorrow
Language of the Mad
Harvester of Sorrow
Language of the Mad
Harvester of Sorrow



Dyers Eve

Dear Mother
Dear Father
What Is this Hell You Have Put Me Through
Believer
Deceiver
Day in Day out Live My Life Through You
Pushed onto Me What's Wrong or Right
Hidden from this Thing That They Call Life
Dear Mother
Dear Father
Every Thought I'd Think You'd Disapprove
Curator
Dictator
Always Censoring My Every Move
Children Are Seen But Are Not Heard
Tear out Everything Inspired

Innocence
Torn from Me Without Your Shelter
Barred Reality
I'm Living Blindly

Dear Mother
Dear Father
Time Has Frozen Still What's Left to Be
Hear Nothing
Say Nothing
Cannot Face the Fact I Think for Me
No Guarantee,it's Life as Is
But Damn You for Not Giving Me My Chance
Dear Mother
Dear Father
You've Clipped My Wings Before I Learned to Fly
Unspoiled
Unspoken
I've Outgrown That Fucking Lullaby
Same Thing I've Always Heard from You
Do as I Say Not as I Do

Innocence
Torn from Me Without Your Shelter
Barred Reality
I'm Living Blindly
I'm in Hell Without You
Cannot Cope Without You Two
Shocked at the World That I See
Innocent Victim Please Rescue Me

Dear Mother
Dear Father
Hidden in Your World You've Made for Me
I'm Seething
I'm Bleeding
Ripping Wounds in Me That Never Heal
Undying Spite I Feel for You
Living out this Hell You Always Knew.