Quarter Draft Night!

.::.Okay so things haven't changed much in the past few weeks.::.

*/*I miss Mateo like mad, but he misses me more and that is nice to know*/*

...::...Mateo comes back in 6 days, YaY...::...

~*I got wasted last night and almost got raped by some guy, not fun, but I put him in his place*~

.:.:.:.I wish I could have more control over some things in my life, but you know me, I can't complain.:.:.:.

*-*-*I am getting a new job as a security guard here at St. Francis, weird, but it pays like $8 an hour, which is damn good for a college student and much better than the library*-*-*

I have decided that I am not going to drink anymore at all...after last night and the intense fear that I was filled with I never want to drink again. I was so scared that this guy was going to hurt me and I didn't know what to do. I mean I kinda put myself in the situation but when a girl says stop a guy needs to know that she means it. But I definately put him in his place! I was too drunk to realize that we I was flriting too much and that I should never have sat there talking to him all alone. BAD IDEA! But yeah I know that it's not my fault. I mean he didn't listen when I said that I have a boyfriend and that I care about him so much it's not even funny! He didn't listen when I said that I'm not a cheater and I would never do that to anyone, because I have been cheated on and I know how it feels. bah I hate boys. I am glad I have real man to care for me.

*-*-*-*I am so happy with Mateo! And I am even more overjoyed that I make him happy too!*-*-*-*

well thats all I've got for now folks

Make me SMILE! ;)

Bok