EVO NEKIH SITNICA O MENI:
ZOVEM SE DORA A NADIMAK MI JE DODA ILI RODA....iz rijeke sam..rodena sam 7.1.....IDEM U EKONOMSKU I NAZALOST SAM JEBENI EKONOMIST (3.b)....SVE U SVEMU SKOLA JE SRANJE I SVIMA PREPORUCAM DA NEIDU U EKONOMSKU......sviram bass gitaru, el. gitaru, bubnjeve i prije sam svirala i violinu...imam bend i sestru blizanku ANU....mislim da si ne slicimo....neki kazu da imam donji dio face isti....al meni se tako necini.....uglavnom vi to morate odrediti.....
OVO SAM JA.....hahahaaaa.....nemojte se smijat....zapravo mozete jer vas ja neću cut......hahahaaaa......eto sam da napomenem....NISAM FRIK.....maybe malo....do nekih granica.....al mislim da sam ok.....to morate nekog pitat ko me zna osobno ili me jednostavno upoznat......a to je pogubno za vase trbusne misice.....hahahahaaaaa.......
JA SA IROKEZOM.....hahahaaaa.....AH BILA JE DOBRA......
JA I FRENDICA U ZAGREBU.....JA SAM OVA U CRNOM.....jebate nemos me fulat.....
ISTO MI U PARKU KOD VELESAJMA.....malo cugamo.....joooj kad se sjetim.....bilo je cooool.....malo smo se ubile.....hahahaaaa......JA SAM OVA SKROZ LJEVA.....UGLAVNOM OVA U CRNOM SA ZUJOM U RUCI......ah.......
EVO OVO VAM JE ANA MY SISTER BLIZANKA DOK JE JOS IMALA KOSU.....hahahaaa.....SADA IMA DREDOVE.......bas su joj coool......
OVO JE ANA SA DREDOVIMA.....ovo iza je maja.....TO SMO U ZAGREBU....MAJA U RUCI DRZI DUM DUM VODKU.....mljac.....
ETO SADA MI VI RECITE AKO ANA I JA SLICIMO????
muzika :
rock i metal :
finski rock , nightwish, sonata arctica , epica , dragon force , vanilla ninja , evanescence , lordi , in flames , kamelot, edguy, lacuna coil, lullacry, soad,nirvana, my cemical romance,children of bodom, kiss, sve od sinfo metala.....
my sister ana i ja upravo smo se posvadale i ona je danas znaci 2.5.2006 odlucila da vise nece imat kontakta samnom i mojim zivotom....i odustala je od pisanja ovog bloga zajedno samnom......ah sta se moze......joooooooj......kako me zivcira!!!!!!!
moj bass ( ponosna sam na njega ) :
najdraže slike i najtužnije
LET THERE BE SILENCE UNTIL WE FIND WHAT WE WILL BE , WHY DONT YOU FIND ME , PLEASE TRY TO FOLLOW ME
SHADOWS AND DARK IN YOUR HEART
YOU HAVE BEEN A FALLEN ANGEL RIPPED OUT OF THE SKY BUT AS YOUR WINGS GREW STRONGER YOU LEFT ME BIHIND TO DIE
YOU SAY I AM HEARTLESS AND I DON'T CARE
KADA ĆUJEŠ ZVUK ZVONA TI RECI UMRLA JE ONA I KAD SVI ODU S GROBA TI SE TIHO POMOLI JER TU LEŽI SRCE KOJE TE I MRTVO VOLI
IN THIS SMOOTH SILENCE I AM HOLDING ON A STRENGHTH , LEAVE THE PAST BEHIND ME ,I CAN FLY WITH BROKEN WINGS
I DONT WANNA BE ALL ALONE LOVE WIL ALWAYS FIND , I DONT WANNA BE LEFT ALONE I WILL FIND THE STORM OF PAIN INSIDE
I KNOW THAT SOMEONE OUT THERE IS LONELY TOO
MAN NEXT DOOR MAKES YOU CRY , MAKES YOU FEAR , MAKES YOU CRY FOR THE CHILD
DEATHBED IS SLOWLY COVERED WITH SNOW
Moje oći crne sada su crvene, usne krvave od tuge...tuga je moj život....JA SAM MRTVAC U ZIVOTU ZIVIH.....
heven queen cover me . in all that blue .little boy , such precios joy , IS DEATH TO THE WORLD
you were my first love ,earth moving under me ..i am a lonely soul ..
listen to me just a second, look at me...can u feel my pain my loneliness
iz mojih oćiju krvave suze teku.....ovaj zivot polako umire....
there is a psycho hidden under, underneath your skin....
In the morning they found him....heaven was his last exile....his body was broken, his heart was smashed....but on his face there was a smile......
whatever walks in my heart will walk alone
die with me .... be with me 4 ever
WITH MY LONG LOST LOVE UNDER THE BLACK ROSE.....
I WISH I HAD ONE MORE NIGHT TO LIVE.......
YOU TOLD I HAD THE EYES OF A WOLF....SEARCH THEM AND FIND THE BEAUTY OF THE BEAST.....
baby you and i were murdered by a lie
yesterday your vibes were so close to my , but our love is slowly runing out of time
just another day to live , just another day to die ,cos we all know that praying means saying good bye ....
crvena ruža tiho vene , nemoj nikad zaboraviti mene , ni ja tebe neću dok mi smrtnu ne zaoale svijeću...i dok svijeca polako gori jaš ce moje srce da t e voli !
mrtva sam a jos uvijek osijecam tracak topline duboko duboko...to si ti, jos disem al nema pravog zivota ostalo je samo srce koje beznadno pokusava zadrzat osjecaje...
nemogu vise! boli! ta bol...duboko je u meni...kao i ljubav za tobom...najgore je kad bol i ljubav suraduju, kao ratnici u namjeri da te uniste, raznesu ti osjecaje....
i dont feel anything except of pain which is deep in me....and destroying me....
slike tetovaža i pirsinga ---- obožavam ih :
everything burns:
She sits in her corner
Singing herself to sleep
Wrapped in all of the promises
That no one seems to keep
She no longer cries to herself
No tears left to wash away
Just diaries of empty pages
Feelings gone a stray
But she will sing
Til everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down
As my anger reigns
Til everything burns
Walking through life unnoticed
Knowing that no one cares
Too consumed in their masquerade
No one sees her there
And still she sings
Til everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down
As my anger reigns
autumn twilight:
Season after season sweet old memories bring me pain
my broken cries out a storm inside my brain
Why have you flown away to far horizons
my little bird
Tears of pain fall from my eyes into a sea of rage
our love is neverending it will live again
Why have you flown away to far horizons
my little bird
MY AUTUMN TWILIGHT
SHOW ME HER VISION
BEFORE THE SUNLIGHT
TAKES HER AWAY
Memories are burning in my nightmares without end
falling shadows bring a vision of empty life
Why have you flown away to far horizons
my little bird
MY AUTUMN TWILIGHT
PLEASE SHOW ME THE WAY
TO BUILD A NEW LIFE
ON MY SAD PAST
petak, 25.08.2006.
depra i debili...koja debilana.....
zadnjih dana osjecam se grozno.....ulovila me neka depra.....osjecam se tako jadno.....glupo...neopisivo tupo.....neznam......
postala sam cudna.....jako.....najvise me baca sve u depru sto me drugi ljudi smartraju jako drugacijom osobom nego sto stvarno jesam......svi misle da se meni zivo jebe za sve....da sam totalno flegma.....da u mom zivotu nema problema.....
na neki nacin sam provela nekakvu anketu i dosla sam do toga zakljucka.....al zasto.....zasto me ljudi takvom smatraju.....to nije meni bas fora......ja zelim da ljudi stvarno vide kakva sam......da nisam bas nista posebno......
ja sam osoba koja jako pada u depru.....i pokusava prekriti svoje pravo " ja "....na prvi pogled covijek bi reko da meni uopce nesmeta kada me neko podjebava vrjeda i takve pizdarije.....jer se ja pravim flegma.....imam neki jebeni ponos i to je sranje.....
a poslije svih tih vrjedanja i ponizavanja....ja dodem doma i najrade bi si mozak propucala.....rekla sam sama sebi da necu nikome dozvolit da me tako maltretira.....nezelim ic u detalje te rijeci jer bi se fakat mogla raspisat.....
jednostavno nemogu.....ja sam dobra na rijecima, al necu to radit jebenom frendu ko sto on to radi meni....nisam jebeno osvetoljubiva.....ETO AKO TA OSOBA OVO PROCITA ODMA CE ZNAT O KOM SE RADI.....
POSTAVILA SAM BILA 3 OPCIJE: 1. DA SAM JA OSOBA KOJOJ NIS NESMETA, KOJA JE FLEGMA.....IMA SAVRSEN ZIVOT....I TE PIZDARIJE......
2. DA ZAPRAVO SVE PREKRIVAM...DA NEZELIM POKAZAT SVOJE PROBLEME.....DA IMAM PREVISE PONOSA......
3. NEZNAM STA SAM REKLA ZA 3.....
eto svi koje sam to pitala rekli su pod 1. eh....i tada sam se malo fakat zapitala.....i razmisljala......i svatila neke stvari.....pocela sam sama sebe zivcirat.....bolest.....
aj dosta o tome......kad se sjetim sada nekih stvari dode mi da nekog zveknem al nije sada bas prigodno jer sam na poslu pa cu jos dobit otkaz prije vremena......hahahahha....
upravo sada ubijam jebene muhe.....odvratne su.....cijelo vrijeme lete naokole a ja ih ganjam.....hahahahahha.......
sada idem ribama promjenit vodu......jadne ce krepat tam......
aj uzivajte.......kissssssssssam vasssss.........
by: luda doda.....................
TESTAMENT: THE BALLAD
eto i rijeci ove pjesme....meni su oni tako zakon......a ova me pjesma jednostavno obara......hahahahahaha.......UZIVAJTE....
I'm not one to say
Where my feelings are going when they wither away
I pray to see another day
My heart's feeling like a needle lost in the hay
Restrained to meet again
My friend do you think that we ever will
I know we are free...
The games are played with your life on the line
Some lose, you win if you keep on trying
I don't mind doing the time, I'm happier being alive
Now I know the truth is your own most sacred lesson I've ever learned
I know we are free...
I've been robbed, I've been fooled
I intent now to make my own rules
Dagger's edge cut the life, I've been down that road
Too many times
What's to fear. fear no more,
Show my conscience what fear's for
Now I know this is so real
What's done is done so do as you will!
I'm keeping alive! Go on, no don't look back
Just realise where you've gone.
Where are you going to, no life's not done wit you
You've only just begun, to live your life, for you...