Nekad se sjetim starih dana, bezbriznog djetinjstva, zivota bez briga....

Sjecate li se vremena kad ste bili djeca? Kad je jedina vasa zadaca bila postojati? Sjecate li se onih dana kad nije bilo razlika? Druzili ste se sa svima bez obzira jesu li musko i zensko i jel imaju ravne zube ili nemaju. Nekad se sjetim kako je to bilo kad smo bili djecica koja su se igrala barbikama i selicama i vozale bebe u kolicima. Nekad uzmem sliku iz vrtica i sjetim se kako smo se igrali u dvoristu vrtica. Svih onih igrica, hvatanja gustera po parkiralistu, gadanje lego kockicama, gledanje crtica i spavanja u vrticu. Svih onih priredbi i nasih kostima; pingvina, miseva,.... Cega sve ne..... I onda pogledam sliku sadasnjeg razreda i vidim... ljude. Skoro odrasle osobe, zrele, razvijene, pune nade. Ljude, osobe koji imaju ciljeve, zelje, mane, vrline, vlastite stilove, vlastito misljenje, ljude koji imaju buducnost. Ali vidim i ljude s problemima. I to pokvari svu idilku odrastanja, sav taj ''svijet odraslih''. I nekad, kad mi je svega preko glave, kad imam osjecaj da padam u crnu rupu pozelim se vratiti u te bezbrizna dane, kad smo se svi druzili jedni s drugima bez razlika. Kad nije bilo svada. Kad nismo znali sta je ljubav. Kad je sve sto smo imali simpatije. Kad nije toliko bolilo... Kad nije bilo tolko predrasuda. Kad je svijet bio veliko mjesto. Kad nase zelje nisu prelazile granice realnosti. Kad je sve sto nam je trebalo bilo tu, u nasoj masti.
I u mislima se vratim u ta vremena, ali se onda moram vratiti u stvarnost, u taj okrutan svijet, u sve te probleme, u tu okrutnu neizbjezivu sadasnjost. I shvatim da nema trajnog bjezanja od problema, mozda samo na sekundu, sat, dan.... ali nikad zauvjek jel kad se vratis problemi su tu i nemoze ih niko rjesiti osim mene. Niko ne moze uzeti to na sebe, jer problemi su ne izbjezivi, koliko god mi pokusali pobjeci od njih. I ljudi su me ponizavali, ali nisu uspjeli jer kroz zivot sam naucila da moras prolazit uzdignute glave i ne dopustit da ti je netko pogne. Ne dopustiti da te neko spusti, ne dopustiti da te problemi obuzmu nego rjesavati ih sve polako jedan po jedan, ne praviti paniku i guzvu jer sve je rjesivo.
I opet gledam sliku razreda i sjetim se da u svakom covjeku postoji jos tracak tog djeteta. I znam da nam to nitko nece oduzeti. Da ce svako od nas biti to djete pa makar i na taj trenutak, koji puno znaci u ovom zivotu punom problema....

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Lyrics

Rihanna>

Take a bow


Oh, How about a round of applause, Yeah
A standing ovation
Oooooo, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Chorus]
Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on (come on)
Talkin’ bout'
Girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (on)

[Chorus]
And don't tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

[Bridge]
Oh, And the award for
The best liar goes to you (goes to you)
For making me believe (that you)
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech, Oh

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
Now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it’s over now

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Rehab

[Verse 1:]
Baby, baby
When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden
you went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shock
That spun me around
And now my heart's dead
I feel so empty and hollow

[Pre Chorus:]
And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hurt me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

[Chorus:]
And now I feel like, oh
You're the reason
Why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on
These cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get
For wishful thinking
Should've never let you into my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
Cause now I'm using like I bleed
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

[Verse 2:]
Damn,
Ain't it crazy
When you're loveswept
You'll do anything
For the one you love
'Cause anytime
That you needed me
I'd be there
It's like
You were my favorite drug
The only problem is
That you was using me
In a different way
That I was using you
But now that I know
That it's not meant to be
You gotta go
I gotta wean myself off of you

[Pre Chorus:]

[Chorus:]

[Ad libs]

[Chorus:]

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Cry


I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

[Chorus:]
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart

[Chorus]

How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

[x2]
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me

Moj kutak:

e ovako moje ime vam je anamaria BEZ RAZMAKA I BEZ J
likovi i likuse koji me znaju zovu me sava, savicka, ana;
ali imam ja jos nekih nadimaka a to su: specijalna, stetocina, jos neko, jeremija, stara, sava-drava-dunav, savicka-licka-pi...,... koji su nastali spletom okolnosti
mene Bog poslao na zemlju 18.5.1994. u jedan mali gradic sl. brod
u horoskopu sam bik
tvrdoglava sam,
nekada zabavna i smijesna,
zaludena i opsesivno zaljubljena u ples i sve sto ima veze s njim,
organski ne mogu podnjeti grah, limun, zgance, dvolicne osobe, neke muse posebno,
najtuznija sam kad na racuna vidim sve ispod 0.50, a znam da sam iskoristila kredit,
kad nisam u skoli uglavnom sam kod kuce, ali mozete e vidjeti i na hip hopu i preko ljeta i proljeca na tenisu,
najvise se veselim odlasku na veliki odmor,
a najmanje odlasku na test.
inace ja se druzim sa veoma spaljenim i opicenim osobama a to su vam uglavnom:
ana, zubakica,beba, josipa, medo, vilfanka, viki, kiki, irena
kela,daniela,tea,emma,maja,iva,naca,romica....
a evo i nekih decki koje je vrijedno spomenuti:
veky,markovic,tipsy,ilija,pero,toni,jeki,vale,....
i molim da se uzme u obzir da nitko nije zaboravljen namjerno i da imena nisu poredan po nekom redu. hvala unaprijed
e da ja vam inace idem u jedan i jedini 8.c razred i.b.m. skole u slavonskom brodu
moja najveca mana je: ooovaaaaj.....
e da a ja sam jako opasna kad sam..............
............... u PMSu
ako ikog zanima nesto detaljnije neka mi se obrati na moj msn:
ocibojekestena13@hotmail.com

evo vam jedna moja slikica al nisam bas dobro ispala

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evo jos jedna novija...........

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slike govore tisuce rijeci.........

moja malenkost

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evo mene jos malo

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joj sto se volimo ovako vratit iz sopinga s puno vrecica
ja i moja baka

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moja ane:
ona vam je moja likusa
uvijek je tu da pomogne
uvijek joj se mogu povjerit
nikad me nije izdala
nas dvije probijamo bubnjice njenima hh
joj ma nema sta nas dvije zajedno nismo radile
vtnns

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tonka bonka

joj ma ovo vam je moje cudo
opicena 100 na sat
s njom se mozete smijat danonocno
i nema veze koja je tema
ma nas dvije kad se dopisujemo na msnu to vam je pisurija
ma legenda
totalni hip hop fan
vtnns

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ivanche
iliti MIMI
hehe
ma to vam je moja jube
kako bi lilija reko
svi smo mi (cure) smradovi punkerski
hehe
ma to vam je jedno opicheno bice
al nekad zna imat nagle promjene raspolozenja
i cesto se nas dvije svadamo
al nema stvari koja nas dvije moze rastaviti
jel tako jube????
vtppppp

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xtina

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odlicno plese
voli se zajebavat
ima stila
ma sve 5
vtppp


sad malo decki:

markovic

zakon je,
nekad mislim da se njemu mogu povjerit
prije nego nekoj curi
al imam bolne posljedice od njega
sto se najvise odnosi na moju straznju lozu
ma dobar je on sam ga treba upoznat....

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ovdje se posvadao s ravnalom hh

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